I feel utterly useless and unloveable right now

Another Sign Of How Little We Can Trust The Current Administration…

My application to Lincoln Bishops Uni to join in September 2026 is in. Wish me luck! @lbishophisarch.bsky.social

After being a big fan of her on social media for several years, I'm excited to finally pick up a (kindle) copy of Dr Victoria Taylor's (@spitfirefilly.bsky.social ) book, Eagle Days! Looking forward to diving into it!

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My latest Rook, John

Looking forward to this week

Real talk for a moment. Mental illness is really kicking my ass atm and has been for 6 weeks. I'm not doing well. This is the first time in a long time I've been this bad for this long. I'm doing my best but it doesn't feel like my best is enough. I guess I just have to remember this too shall pass

I feel like my life since I was 18 has just been nearly constant mistake after constant mistake, with only a few positive moves. I don't think I can make either business work I go to bed EVERY night thinking I'd be better off dead I've wasted thousands with bad money management

How long can I listen to these voices before I act on them? I'm scared

Looking forward to a productive week this week!

Done a bit of time block planning this week

I feel like I need to be productive but Saturday is supposed to be my rest day but I'm not resting cause I feel like I need to be productive 😭😭😭

Quote of the day, “Don’t let yesterday take too much of today.”

Might be starting driving lessons soon. Just enquired with an instructor

Job interview tomorrow and I am NERVOUS

A massive ball of anxiety today

Day of housework and life admin

I've taken to planning and time blocking my week. This is my plan for the week coming up

I'm building up my skills in order to start working in web development with Wordpress!

Need to find a way to express my interest in history cause I'm on that whole impractical "go back to uni, do an undergrad and then a PhD" impractical (for me) bullshit again 😂😂😂

I'm thinking of bringing my history blog back!

Done some goal setting for next year!

I don't get this, there are still people today who look down on people who play video games. Because it's a "waste of time", but watching TV-shows or movies is fine for them... Like ok....

Think I'm gonna take a life audit tomorrow. Sit down, work out where I am in life in several areas (career, education, relationships, fitness and finances), write out 2-3 goals for each and work out a plan on how to get there

I had a dream last night I went back to uni to finish my Comp Sci degree

It me!