There's like 4 tea cups by me

Grief hits hard tonight

guess where we’re complaining about it now bitch

Looks like i am sleeping early tonight

Emily Blunt: fuck me Emily Subtle: come up for coffee

a baby squid should be called an inkling

Never knew this shit could be possible

Drug induced laced chips

I was poisoned

It's very upsetting when ableist people intentionally try to diminish my autistic identity. Just because I presented like a fake, ego driven, arrogant, hypocritical bitch 'in my early 20s' doesn't mean you can diminish my autism. Self diagnosis level 1 autism is valid in the autism community.

It is sobriety that gave me my life back. I'm glad I caught myself after 7+ years of going downhill and into self destruction mode.

Wondering if one can change their legal name online? 🤔🤔🤔 On top of not wanting association with my abusive father, I also like need to start afresh like my 20s version of myself was a mess and damn.

Covid is back. I have the new subvariant. Unfollow me any anti covid and anti vaccine people.

I see stars 24/7

Skydaddy on Spotify is pretty good! Suits my mood today Yall should listen to the song TRIGGERED

These crisis responder conversations keep getting DEEPER SECOND CRISIS SUPPORT RESPONDER TONIGHT ! @988lifeline.bsky.social

I'm so high that I'm unsure what I'm saying & would be too ashamed/scared to re-read this conversation after my super high. Smoked 2 joints of weed tonight.

Heavily autistic with barely no supports & i think this one friend in real life expects a lot from me. Expecting of others is cruelty and we need to stop doing so

Maybe my friend is expecting me to reach out but she's the one that said not to message/email from very early March and to me that's me respecting and honoring my friends words/boundaries.

Some springtime birds I saw while visiting Japan! 🌸🪶

Did you know I died in April?

And I'm high so makes the high blunt dry sarcasm more direct and brutally honest

I have a tint of high blunt and dry sarcasm

This crisis support responder is smart AF. Finally someone with HIGH INTELLIGENCE

I honestly may relapse soon

You were my cocaine in the bathroom

She knows she is messed up. But how many more times WILL THIS continue to happen!?

She sits there in silence, unable to use her words - to speak

NO, THERE IS NOBODY TO HELP ME NOR DO THESE PEOPLE WANT TO HELP ME SO I AM A BURDEN ON EVERYONE

You would think watching videos on #suicide is concerning ?

But passive suicidality can literally lead to active suicidality. Many people just DO NOT know.

So i reached out to a crisis support line.

One seriously hit yet another rock bottom ugh and alexithymia SUCKS donkey ballz

I'll never be fcuking restored

I'm hopeless every day

Coffee time but this coffee taste like absolute ass because I added oat almond milk to it. NEVER DO THIS. 🤮

So i just febrezed my place after smoking weed in my washroom in a hot steamy shower. K, I think i should be okay. I should be reaching out to my sponsor but nah. I'm done burdening peoples

Rory artist is pretty good

Today's seriously reach out for help day and whenever I can. Because I've been in crisis for far too long fam

And nobody will ever know me.

So i have bluesky. That's enough. Absolutely NOBODY knows me here.

Just because my phones out of aeroplane mode does not mean I will respond to you.

Who will read my signs for help?

I'm closer to the edge every single day.

Self isolation mode. Nobody will know.

Autisitc shutdown

Stay tuned for concerning posts tonight. Will anyone actually hear me?

I'm genocide