Deeply fucked up how i never get q good nights sleep before an important event

WHY must thai text be so HECKING TINY

**Never move the fridge, thw horrors underneath arent worth discovering**

Jiang Cheng / Wei Wuxian

Today's big job was carpet cleaning the office because one of our cats is a piss terrorist The reward was an 11am bowl of icecream with milo on top

IT IS NOT EVEN 8AM ON A SATURDAY JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN LEGALLY USE A NAILGUN AT THIS HOUR DOES NOT MEAN YOU ETHICALLY SHOULD!!!!

1. Every morning i get up and talk myself out of being depressed 2. One day i will find the perfect gluten free bread recipe 3. I never get to sit down and rest (Alternate title: i have very undx adhd {and a resultant bad case of anxiety})

!! Surprise welcome to nightvale cameo in this MDZS fic > a dog park that no one was allowed to enter, shrouded in the strangest fog at all times

Wei Wuxian www.instagram.com/reel/DVTqHwH...

Trial day tuuuuesday

Please - candles and prayer and vibes that i do well at this interview tomorrow and get this job a 5 minute bike from home with only a few hours a week that would be literally perfect

I guess i need to finish Shine now

Verdict on conclusion of blood river - liked it a lot!! Extremely beautiful women! Many handsome men! Should have been 456% queerer

I see this and think: Fatal Journey walked so Blood River could run

I did not need this on top of job hunting and being ghosted by the best lay I've had in my life

Enraged about my doctor's appointment, and the constant "hearing horse" behaviour. I need to get myself set up to record a nasa lean test, since I've had two doctors think that simply getting me to stand for 30 seconds and retaking my blood pressure and pulse is sufficient to rule out POTS

Scanned in my homeopath results from childhood, mum gave them to me last visit. Fascinating to learn ive had joint pain since i was little. Maybe that and the very undx adhd are why my childhood is a black hole

Potatoes, then pasta, then multicultural flatbreads for me. Rice comes in at #4. I am a cultural bread loaf enjoyer, but i don't often actively seek it out.

I saw a mcdonalds cheeseburger on the internet and now i really want a pickle

I'm exhausted just from existing today. Waking up early knowing i have to turn down a job on Principles. Waiting for a y/n from another school. Mentally preparing for a long slog in the job market as someone with transferable skills but fuckall references from freelancing 8 years in a niche industry

The other school hasn't offered yet, but i decided i valued my principles more than money and rescinded my interest in the job at the homophobic school,with a "regretfully I have decided I don't feel comfortable signing the lifestyle agreement" email

Bitter acceptance that if i want a vibrator that lasts for more than 3 seconds, i will have to spend actual money, uuuggghhhhhh

Something is wrong with my ability to taste sugar/sweet

The most stunning series of magical AUs I've ever read Wangxian archiveofourown.org/series/4014142

I've seen 2 people post about wuju bakery so syar and it seems fucking bugshit wild

Obsessively checking my email, because if school 4 doesnt have work for me, then i will be forced to sign school 3s EXTREMELY heteronormative/queerphobic "lifestyle agreement" form I'd really rather not agree that the only appropriate marriage is straight/monogomous one and that the bible is true

Okay, maybe for the ta/us bike drama and Wuju, i can sign up to gaga for a month, as a treat

CQL orchestral soundtrack, you are everything to me

49 hours later, the bike ride has just caught up with me and thwapped me with a sledgehammer

Leverage (& redemption) The good place Buffy Legends of tomorrow Constantine Lucifer Doctor who (9, 10 &11) Xena Frankie and grace Orphan black Sense8 The untamed Mysterious lotus casebook Word of honor Kinnporsche Honourable mentions to only friends s1 and love in the air

Staring at this picture to remind me of my hair goals

Adulthood is just cycling between "If I don't say yes to every opportunity, no new opportunities will ever be offered to me" and "Oh no, I have said yes to too many things" over and over until you die.

Behold my extremely neurotypical lunch

1. Freedom is a bicycle 2. Mackay is so goddamn pretty

Cherie I swear to god this cracked something open inside my brain that I had not even put a name to like obsequiousness is actually a huge danger sign to women, to queer/trans folks, BIPOC folks, disabled folks, etc because it is so out of alignment with our general daily experience of society

it’s why women joke about how like a guy who calls you “milady” is an immediate creep. it’s not a normal, proportionate, healthy display of good manners and being friendly. it’s a weird little roleplay

hot take: women are less likely to use AI because we’re quick to clock flattery as a tool of manipulation

Bangkok would be a thousand percent more appealing to me personally if it didn't have so much traffic noise

Stuck on the couch today Starting heated rivalry

I had to make a list of all the shit i need to do downstairs to make it civilised after a year of neglect (and the dust/mould that comes with an unsealed area) And i have accomplished a lot! But: also feels like all I've been doing is moving varying combinations of crap around in circles for 3 hours

I know my heart, I have gained power over my heart, I have gained power over my two hands and arms, I have gained power over my feet, I have gained the power to do what pleaseth my Ka. (BDB)

Thinking despondently about how i am consistently Deeply Attracted to Capricorns, and how good the sex always is & how incredibly terrible every single one of them has been at relationships. Met an aussie in BKK. Dick game Off. The. Charts Sexual compatability near perfect Living together would =🔪💀

a cool thing about "cd's" is you push one button and it plays an entire album of music ad free and then (unless you request otherwise) it just stops and awaits further instruction. a very elegant system.

Facebook showed me photos from a production of rocky horror somewhere, and this guy came up as frankenfurter and my only thought was NIE MINGJUE It's the natty little mo

I got hit by the proverbial "you've overdone it" truck this afternoon, so I'm laid out on the couch with brains made out of lumpy mash potato and bees

I need to see if the asian store has bulk pork-stuffed bao, instead of the tiny expensive bags the supermarket has, with only like, 12 buns in them.

I have given to you numerous jubilees. (WWO)

I missed her while i was away

All my clothes smell like a year of dust and humidity, I'm going to be doing laundry (and style purges) for the rest of time ((several weeks on and off))