shes watching me sleep (i DO NOT sleep with the lights, i actually sleep in the pitch black, i just used flash)

I JUST WANT MY FUCKING DOLL AAAAAAAAAAAAAA JUST GIMME MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT, MY THREE DIFFERENT DOLLS. PLEASEEEEEEE

apparently they dont deliver to my address wtf ://

whats the point of having a manual refill and an auto-refill on the website if it doesnt work and i have to call to get refills??? twice now? is it just bad luck or..? (i am gonna have to miss a dose tonight :// )

i bought a blindbox while i was out and got one of the two i didn't want but if my sister keeps calling her a stupid peanut maybe she will grow on me

nice shopping with family today :))

why are delivery companies stupid why are they holding my packaging i just want my doll :((

i stg is my one medication that im not supposed to miss doses of the one medication im gonna struggle to get refills on?

im getting the itch to get a new piercing but im not sure what to get.. friends help

my #oc #art #realelfenjoyers

i am proud of myself even if no one else is. i also almost(?) beat typhon on my second attempt (obviously i cant see the health bar but i looked up the phases and im pretty sure i was on the last one). ill probably do one my attempt today? maybe? my fingers are upset.

Silly🎀 #ersatz #ersatzpilot #art #fanart

i forgot to share. earlier today i beat chronos :)) and i still had 2 death defiances left.

...i thought i was out of my depressive episode but nvm. i just sit in my chair all day not sure what to do, try something, and get bored immediately. apart from I DO WANT TO DRAW. BUT MY WRISTS AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME TO DRAW ALL DAY. I PROBABLY CANT EVER DO THAT AGAIN. AAAAA

i love this song open.spotify.com/track/4WbNiS...

im waiting for more people to finish canto 9 to post my thoughts so i will just be vague i was talking to my therapist about it (she enjoys my autistic ramblings) and idk... i liked some parts... im very confused by A LOT. and some parts were just weird to me and i dont understand the decisions...

my knee is still messed up and now i have painful hiccups. i love heds!!! /s

im pretty sure i sublaxed my knee in the middle of the night i woke up and it hurts super bad and feels wrong it hurts to walk. but i cant figure out how to fix it..

i zoomed in as much as possible

i almost just died choking on french toast

ok i finished canto 9

i am so bad at video game

nvm i got i just needed to be smarter about counters

im so bad at video game

why is my following page like this now

i have the energy to post again so go watch ersatz now!!! also wow look thats me in the credits

sorry i didn't realize it was that bad ill redo it

im looking at this on my phone now and the colors look way better on my ipad :((

god i think im falling into another depressive episode and idk what to do to get out..

ive been feeling like garbage all day and just wanna sleep but my dad is blaring his tv super loud:///

1. why is this getting so many likes 2. my first attempt at colors is so bad i don’t even wanna post it please give advice

how do i feel worse than yesterday..

help

finished the lineart-sketch, now working on colors. feel free to give critiques/suggestions cause idk what im doing

finished the lineart-sketch, now working on colors. feel free to give critiques/suggestions cause idk what im doing

nvm i feel like garbage im not doing anything else productive today

im curious now i cant figure out what fucking blindbox this is from the card says simontoys im looking through their stuff and i cant find it?????? i already recycled the box DD:

later today when i get my energy back i will move my shelves around cause they need more room.

if anyone here knows bjds how tf do i get her scarf on? its stitched together so i need to remove the faceplate im assuming. i watched a ton of videos on these dolls but they all skip or fast forward through the dressing part SO IDK HOW TF TO REMOVE THE FACE PLATE

got confirmation that im getting a replacement for my dupe doll so im finally unboxing the non-dupes and im so bad at dressing bjds and mjds..

besties how are we feeling about the butterfly wings on the back. i dont really like them but idk if i should fix them somehow or just remove them? i feel like if i remove them selene wont look that flowy and stuff which i want..

we got sandwiches last night and mine got messed up (it had lettuce when the order said NO LETTUCE) so my mom went back to get me a new one. we kept the wrong one. im trying to have the bad one (with the lettuce and consequently sauce removed) and it just smells like lettuce DD:

besties how are we feeling about the butterfly wings on the back. i dont really like them but idk if i should fix them somehow or just remove them? i feel like if i remove them selene wont look that flowy and stuff which i want..

good morning i am cramping and nauseous :))

brain no work cant do anything agghghghh

why is hades 2 punishing me for havinb poor short term memory sorry for having adhd ig

all i achieved in todays drawing session is physical and mental pain. i cant get this to look right.

im still really sore from weeding yesterday but i have to do more :///