Last week, I learned one single friendship bracelet pattern. Now I'm forcing myself to learn how to draw PATIENTLY and SLOWLY instead of trying to sloppily rush to the end result. Creating is fun, but it's more fun when I have something I actually like in the end.

I can't control the anxious thoughts. I can, however, make them sound more like one of those comedic narrators.

People who make captions really do go "hey let's put white letters with no contrasting outline or background on this!" and make it so I can't watch anything and still know wtf is going on

I don't know what I'm doing with wigglypaint, but I'm finally not hating working with a digital art program. Also, warning for surreal melty eyeball thing? Not particularly graphic but still. Makes me think of an egg.

Having a fun time rewatching Supernatural and getting repeatedly and comedically yanked out of it because of the memed to death stingers.

Made this... pseudo ice cream? Berries, banana, and some whey protein powder because I struggle to eat sometimes. Tasty but it's definitely more of a frozen smoothie than an actual ice cream.

Getting covid after five years of successfully dodging it is infuriating in the weirdest way. Despite having been vaccinated, complying with base safety measures, and now only having very light symptoms, I'm so deeply angry.

I've had at least four friends ask me "Hey have you heard of Date Everything?" and then be shocked that I have Like guys, I literally have Hetalia figures on my desk, do you think I'm new to anthropomorphic characters or something

The damnation of living with my uncle is that he is genuinely trying to be helpful, but he's helpful in the way that a four year old is helpful: Not at all. It doesn't help that we're likely both on the spectrum, either. In the most incompatible fashion possible. Bless me with patience, I need it.

It's half past midnight and I'm TRYING to lay on the floor and stare at the ceiling in utter despair, but my cat keeps biting my ankles and crying for me to give him a second dinner.

I've decided it's time I outgrow being cool. I'm lame as fuck now.

I keep saying I'm not having a good time, which is not always true, but at the same time has been true since 2012 ┐⁠(⁠´⁠ー⁠｀⁠)⁠┌

I have so many thoughts right now that I don't actually know what to say. Other than I'm so, so tired and upset.

Impulsive quick crochet: a soot sprite! ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧

Developing a(n un)healthy hatred for technology because my computer does NOT need to be waking me up at 5:30 AM with random ungodly screeching. Like wtf do you want from me, my dude? Because whatever it is, it can wait until I'm willingly conscious. No screaming needed.

Small crochet rabbit, based on my uncle's favorite NFL team.

Amazing how so many shows I watched as a kid told me that adults who live with their parents are lazy parasites. And now it's just... survival.

Me: Oh boy I sure enjoy this new media I've tried out. I hope nothing bad happens to it. The fucking brain gremlins: Hetalia crossover fic time. Me: Me: >:(

Lamenting an idyllic past that was allegedly snatched away from is a fascist tactic. Nostalgia is insidious. It's a lie. They can never steal what lives in your heart.

What the hell is Limbus Company even about dude-

Under stress I have way more self sabotaging impulsive ideas than normal. Which isn't great because my regular level of self sabotage tapdances on the line between embarrassing and concerning like the Looney Tunes frog.

I'm so tired, and for what? The evil ADHD Creatures in my skull, slamming their wrenches against the pipes, just because they like the hollow clanging? Horrific, tragic, and unfortunately entirely expected.

Full render of my new sona, a spacey cloudy snake ^^ . Going to call them Charlie and also big props if you know the background inspiration.

Quickly crocheted up a little shirt. Might add sleeves to it later, but it's pretty cute in its current form too.

It's all gone horribly wrong

About to finally replace faucet that's been needing replacing for at least a decade, but due to household ADHD was left mostly neglected. Hopefully this will turn out better than replacing the garbage disposal, but plumbing and I rarely meet without tears becoming the inevitable outcome

I sometimes foolishly wonder why I got so attached to any sort of media I'm permanently fixated on. And then my brain decks with me with the point in my life I got obsessed and it makes an unfortunate amount of sense. That being said, this will probably be the year of incurable obsessions.

Since the clock app is doomed I decided to grab a few of the small list of videos I actually posted there.

The human brain is so weird sometimes. Like wdym I woke up in a cold sweat because Him from Powerpuff Girls showed up in my dream just to say "snart" What even IS a snart, and why is that so threatening to my unconscious mind?

Just a funky little dude

Fruitcake did not happen. Executive function machine broke.

Made a ton of gingerbread stars. On to the attempted fruitcake!

Tried making a cat ornament. Feeling iffy about it. Will probably put it away and look at it again tomorrow.

Made a set of four star shaped coasters. Used the video tutorial by milkxteabag on YouTube. #crochet

Granny square shoulder bag

No idea what to post, so here's a little dude I crocheted last night