Sorry I've been gone from here for awhile. Been fighting with doctors to get actual decent medical care. Zero treatment since April except for Gabapentin and Fish Oil/Turmeric (thanks Integrative Medicine just solved all of my fucking problems w/ supplements!) Also zoned out on Meta dopamine hits...

Got my very first acceptance into an art showing with this piece 😳💕🙃

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I picked up a book on drawing fairies a few weeks ago, and this was just supposed to be a sketch… And then it ended up being the best drawing I have done to date! I am so excited and so proud of her. “Nope Fairy” 🧚 #fairyart #mixedmedia #fairydrawing #disabledartist #metalfairy #mushroomart

Kurt 💕

This is love ❤️

Drawing as a way to escape the fact that yesterday it was 80 FORKING DEGREES and I was sitting outside barefoot and today is windy, cold and grey which means I feel like someone is bashing in all of my joints with a tire iron 🙄 #drawing #graphitesketch #beginnerdrawing #fairydrawing

Drawing some bullshit again. 🙃

'Medical marijuana was comparatively more effective than prescription medications for the treatment of chronic pain at 3 months...mean 39.3% decrease in morphine milligram equivalents' #cannabis #chronicpain pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/39878633/

Finally, the dust has settled from the move… And I am starting to catch up on projects while I wait for my first infusion date! I have finally been approved for Rituxan!! I’ve been working on this art doll since September. She’s definitely giving off some whimsy goth vibes. 🥰

Current crochet project. WIP. Inspired by Lateralus from the band Tool. This is my coping mechanism during pain flares, and when I’m too weak to do much of anything. 

Don't fall in love with me, I will complain about my health every 5 minutes for the rest of your life.

“Be careful. When a democracy is sick, fascism comes to its bedside, but it is not to inquire about its health.” Albert Camus

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Made a thing 😊

WIP. 😝 This is not going where you think it is going 🤣

So apparently Frankie is a girl. There’s baby spoods and idk what to do 😳😱 #spoodgrandma

Timed drawing practice and first time drawing a dog… It was definitely a bit challenging, but enjoyable 😊

A WIP 2ish hours in. Graphite on shitty sketch paper.

So where is everyone going since Target 365 and Amazon are no longer worth giving money to? Asking for disability reasons.

We are going to have bulk everything now 🤣

Not feeling well tonight. 🙃

Frankie has finally finished molting 🥰 #jumpingspider #spoodmom

It’s true. Couple of weirdos. 😋

Fangirling like a MF’er right now. This is a whole mood.

Good morning BlueSky 🦋 Just wanted to share a photo I took 🥰

In case anyone was craving some schadenfreude…..

Timed drawing practice with him is one of my favorite things 🥰🦖 45 minutes timed, but I did cheat a bit to fill in the dress 😋

If he doesn’t have that Gomez energy…

Mood. When I put him in the jar, I had to break one of his arms. 🫦

When you buy your silicone based partner from Wish/Temu. 😑

This.

Dumping my photo/video folder in here because I just realized 96% of the photo storage on my phone is fucking memes.

This is Khaleesi 🤣

Forking Thread Chicken www.instagram.com/reel/DEfkkvv...

Official official holiday statement 🙃

Freehand crochet shawl done with loops and threads yarn and 4 mm 5 mm and 6 mm hooks. This took about 15 to 20 hours over the course of a few months worth of dissociation from pain flares to complete. ♿️ Chronic pain crochet 🧶 artist

Drawing a BIRB this morning to avoid the chaos of the social media landscape because UGH. #birb #drawingsketch #beginnerdrawing #graphiteart #eyeartwork #weirdeye #weirdartwork #disabledartist

If not blep what is it?

And so it begins… Medicaid refused to cover migraine meds yesterday and they refused to cover a muscle relaxer that I have been taking for 11 months and that they have been covering already. They are already starting to deny basic medications. He’s not even in office yet. #medicaid #disabled

Am I crazy or do they still seem pretty mad for a group of people who just got literally everything they were asking for?

Me: *Does nothing* *Does nothing* *Does nothing* *Starts something* Them: "You busy?" Me: