i would just like to make it clear since its pride month. yes i am a trans man. i go by he/him, if you can help it please try not to use they/them for me its started feeling bad for me personally. ive had too many ppl forget trans men and mascs exist directly to my face lately. thank u <3

be me: disappear randomly. appear and drop a drawing. disappear for another month. return with a long form braindump no one asked for at 2am.

see im hypersensitive to sensations and stuff so i can always tell when my body has started metabolizing something im deficient in bc my insomnia gets EVEN worse. ppl think im crazy but i know im right bc it happens every single time without fail. im not even like active thinking abt it just no eep.

If you’d like to support a queer non-binary disabled artist this month consider sharing my stuff so I can continue to afford to live owo More links below this as well ~

whats the plan today you may ask? dissociate at work for 8 hrs. probably not get paid. then come home and play warframe.

mmm pico de gallo -w-

mmm pico de gallo -w-

your 84 days are up btw bastard. a week past that actually. i love my partner, and you can also smd :)

happy trans visibility day all you silly individuals. and for those of you ive befriended i dont say it enough but i appreciate you guys v much <3

maybe…we’ve finally come full circle.

hello little gay ppl in my phone, ily all <3

Still trying to make enough to be able to pay upcoming bills and still be able to get groceries and other necessities I've been putting off replacing anything helps, shares appreciated ~ you can also comm me here: vgen.co/pseudoeuphoria ko-fi.com/pseudoeuphor...

i changed my profile picture again bc i can and you have to say nice things abt it right nowww (or i cry) /j

just a reminder ppl. if eating a shitty little candy bar or something means you eat at all today. eat that shit. some nutrients are better than none

been thinking a lot abt the multiple doctors and people that told me i dont have adhd. i did. im medicated now and the least anxiety ridden, most focused ive been in my life. (i still struggle a good bit but at least its better. find ppl that advocate w you)

Stop being little weirdos/neg and start being little weirdos/pos

i literally dont think dps can read half the time, theyre yelling at my moira to heal and not do dmg but do they even realize moiras have to do dmg to recharge healing, yall cannot be serious rn ffs.

My queue is very empty rn, not much left to finish in it ~ Any help appreciated cause I need to save up enough for my taxes and idk if I’ll be able to find part time work in time cause no where’s hiring 🥲

had a dude say "heals???" in overwatch comp today. me and my other support had the most heals in the the lobby btw. by a lot.

local hermit actually. touches grass!?

i dont play healer because i want you to be safe. i play healer bc i like feeling like your lives are in my hands :)

why do ppl never update their stuff 🥲

hey you ~ I've got lots of sfw and nsfw art listings over on my vgen if you're looking for art :3 help feed this hungry vampire ~ vgen.co/pseudoeuphoria

another episode of our least favorite game show, am i sick or is it just allergies.

My bday is the 23rd so I've decided I want to get things started on replacing my quickly dying cpu and gpu I've come up with lots of incentives but honestly I really only have art to offer ;w; first 2 incentives have been hit as well owo so well chat about that tonight~ throne.com/pseudo_eupho...

lwk to anyone seeing ts thats following me im sorry

they don't know I'm in my boyfriend's walls rn

insomnia kicking my ass again. at what point do i just get up. do i draw. do i play something. do i try to sleep again. it’s cold, laying hurts less. but it’s too quiet. time feels so slow.

man the stories i could tell if people actually asked me about myself.

the headaches have been even more chronic than usual, this weather is kicking my ass. the sleep schedule is gone. reduced to atoms

someone tell overwatch to stop giving me brig skins i dont play brig

I made a pnmodel for @thedoppletaiga.bsky.social :3 who you should go follow

kek. i felt like drawing some sillies from dispatch

ehh.

these guys on arc raiders are really trying me today, and they keep losing 💀

lots of slots open for comms and kofi is still at 26%. Currently this and streaming are still my only incomes until I can find short term part time work again so anything helps so much reposts appreciated <3 commission me: vgen.co/pseudoeuphoria kofi: ko-fi.com/pseudoeuphoria

I have reset this goal, it's to help me buy food and things like shampoo and stuff reposts greatly appreciated, we have yet to hit the goal before but maybe one day we can ~ ko-fi.com/pseudoeuphor...

Another slot has been added back to the sketchy painting listing ~ reposts appreciated so I can hopefully continue to buy food and necessitates 💙

as someone who hasnt played genshin in like a year. uhhhh. wtf is going on..?

We're back at the Valorant grind unfortunately. Come hang out? www.twitch.tv/kouyanii

i swear ill try and post more drawings eventually, i just dont know what to draw. should i do more fanart type drawings? sketchbook posts?

Late night streaming some sillies on twitch.tv/kouyanii

got some new bracelet bands and to practice my hand looms i made some pride flags (they arent perfect and it isnt all of them but i just did these for fun)

Remember to drink water and take your meds/vitamins people <3

I’ll do that meet the artist drawing eventually..haha

do people even do meet the artist drawings anymore? i feel like i havent seen any in a long time. maybe i’ll do one if i feel like it

as someone who generally has an extremely difficult time sleeping and sleeping in REM until sheer exhaustion I hate seeing people that say insomnia and stress induced insomnia arent real problems because it literally greatly inhibits your ability to have proper cognition and healing.