having adhd is a good time because there are two distinct states of being caffeinated and neither one of them wakes you up like other people lmao. you have just a lil coffee & you're focused and vibing, but one tiny sip over the line sweet jesus and you are actively falling asleep sitting up

"then let us celebrate the second destruction of the dessendre family!"

La vie nous impose des choix cruels, Renoir #ClairObscurExpedition33 #COE33 #Expedition33

Decided to do an alt version of the last pic after all. Real Renoir with the Chromatic Creation this time. Plus both versions side by side #ClairObscurExpedition33 #Renoir #digitalart

i need more dark gustave........ this is going to take over my brain

Dark!Gustave yall😈Commission for a friend. In this AU Gustave is a Writer, has black hair, black black heart and wields ink instead of chroma #ClairObscurExpedition33 #digitalart #commission

Some advice to artists that struggle to finish any WIPs: If finishing a full WIP is very difficult for you, I recommend setting small goals within each artwork you do Like for example, instead of trying to do everything in one sitting; make a goal like “Okay I’ll just do half the lineart today”

if i can beat the rat king on grounded+, i can beat simon on fucking STORY MODE in expedition 33 right? *weeping* right????

i love how i remember tf2 exists like once a year and it's always around the time of the halloween events conveniently

good news one month later and im now a verso defender (will literally always choose maelle ending though sorry)

the strong urge to delete every piece of art ive made up until now from the internet since ive improved a lot this last year and some of my older pieces make me ;-; but also i spent hella time making them so ugh

tbh, fav mini game of expedition 33 is the one where i try to play while ugly crying my way through the sirene fight because 1) the prefight cutscene that i have to pause afterwards to get out the worst of the ugly cries 2) music being too damn gorgeous 3) the stunning visuals of the ballet

btw i may have many unsavory feelings about verso that im actively trying to work out but even i have to admit "can we talk later? i'd really like you all to survive this" kinda fucked

trying to fight renoir at the manor at the tender hour of 1AM

the sheer dopamine rush #thelastofusseason2 perfect abby... crooked still... perfect dance scene...... PERFECT JESSE!!! perfect dina!!! the fucking singular stalker scene..... catherine o'hara being mother.....

also they literally plucked abby right from the game. that is abigail anderson walking and talking. smh blender realism is getting too surreal, gonna need to see the geometry so i know it's not a photo

i am losing my goddamn mind they actually had crooked still on #tlou season 2????

crying laughing at The Youths™ who think chappell roan invented leftist country 😭 yall know it literally started as an inherently leftist genre right? am begging you to do a little research, listen to john prine or even tyler childers before saying words on the internet

parallel playing grounded+ tlou2 with my best friend over vc, it's been quiet for like five minutes and then they randomly go: "not to brag.... but i just found half of a rag"

listening to my best friend screaming at the top of their lungs over vc as they fight the rat king in tlou2 is a special sort of schadenfreude

trying to decide if i wanna make an art account for my bg3 renders or just post them here on my messy personal

i regret to inform yall that abby anderson has lost she whole dang body #tlou2

sometimes unknown/nth comes on & i get overwhelmed because i am transported back to the hozier show and can feel the july breeze and how his resonant voice just like filled every molecule of air when he sang "do you know i could break beneath the weight / of the goodness love i still carry for you"

"there's walkers in the barn and lori's pregnant" will never not be iconic btw

my favorite part of using blender is crying tears of frustration after 4+ hours of trying to figure out WHY THE FUCK your mesh won't deform only to realize you named ur bone RingFinger1_R and the vertex group Ringfinger1_R

my fav minigames on ellie day 1 in tlou2: - chasing the zambo that hops the fence at the hotel & killing him before he joins his friends & makes my life hard - climbing up the TV station before dina can annoy me & say we could maybe climb up the TV station<3 - rememberin to metagame said TV station

im back on my blender shit so i decided to hold off on tavember prompts until i can render things to go with them 👉 👈 (maybe we'll see)

ive never wanted to beat a game as badly as i want to beat outer wilds and yet i have never done it

saro is a poet, & she writes nightly at camp. she's never been one for love poems until now... astarion has her read aloud from poetry books they collect while adventuring ♡ & they both have the same trashy, smutty romance novel guilty pleasure & like to read them aloud to each other 🤭 #tavember

ASCENDED CAZADOR as The Magician (I) Tarot Card #CazadorSzarr #Cazador #BG3 #BaldursGate3

the feminine urge to constantly start new bg3 saves instead of actually finishing a game

saro tends to fall into her trance on her stomach but she can never maintain it that way. so, someone (poor astarion) usually has to sighhhhh and once again make sure she is laying on her back after she drifts off :') needless to say, yes she is a heavy 'sleeper' #tavember

Really don't understand how there are people who don't like Irish trad or folk. It's the only kind of music that alternates between making me want to dance, cry, and chase a redcoat over the bog with a pike

im a simple person. i open blender, i cry, i close blender

Corellon placed a degenerative arcane curse upon the women of her bloodline. Saro's storm sorcery slowly & visibly saps the life out of her, explaining her silvery-white hair & pallor. Every time she casts a high level spell, Saro gets a little weaker, but the tadpole has put a stop to it #tavember

Fuck it, I say, as I dump the entire bag of pizza rolls on the baking sheet

everyone always wants to talk about the dramatic extremes of bipolar disorder but no one wants to talk about the fuckin lamictal brain fog when ur stable

definitely gale. saro was kind of snooty in the beginning and was surprised to hear gale quoting poetry one night at camp. and, being a poet of not-total-obscurity in neverwinter herself, gravitated to mr dekarios they would annoy astarion w/ lofty chats trying to one-up each other's knowledge lmao

"my little storm" ♡ "my darling boy" #tavember ahhh but saro and astarion are so cute in the beginning of their relationship, before they start actively making each other worse :')

🩸 RITUAL PREPARATIONS 🩸 I saw Federico Ferro’s work and had the need to draw pre-carved #Astarion based in one of his “Inferno” pictures~ Mumsy’s boot took me around 5 months of work %) #BaldursGate3 #CazadorSzarr

u will never convince me abby anderson is not a lesbian btw

i spent the last four hours playing bg3 with my best friend and somehow accomplished absolutely nothing

and if i beat tlou for the 30th time this weekend............. what then

okay let's see if i actually keep up with this for a whole month meet Saro! (otherwise known as the only D&D and/or BG3 character ive ever made that wasn't a tiefling or an aasimar lmaooo. but she had to be an elf For The Roleplay™) my 130ish year old high elf storm sorceress ♡ #tavember

okay so! general interests: ᯓ appalachia ᯓ liminal & apocalyptic horror ᯓ d&d (tiefling supremacy) ᯓ greek myth ᯓ language learning ᯓ writing ᯓ music (i have many opinions & am annoying abt them) ᯓ zombies ᯓ learning things that melt my brain (rn: python & blender) ᯓ★ video games say hi :)

shit was i supposed to do a 'follow me if u also like xyz thing' post i am so out of practice besties

im mad that i only just now joined bluesky and apparently missed #tavember so im gonna be annoying and do it anyway because i love my tav and need to talk about her constantly otherwise ill die

phasmophobia is great bc it's the funniest silliest goofiest lil game when you're playing with friends, but then you try to play alone and suddenly tanglewood on amateur gives abject terror

i hate this awkward moving to new social media stage where i don't know what the hell to do with myself