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[Mentioning transphobia mh+++] This year I started feeling comfortable to go to the female locker room in the gym I was always scared of somebody complaining. 2 months ago it happened. A few mails and talks later I got a mail from the CEO which stated I am welcome and I belong in the womans […]

[Joking trauma mh-] Being traumatised and feeling depressed and walking through a dark street sometimes means you will feel comfortable and calm in a situation where everybody else is in fear. There is a horrible scream nearby. I instantly recognised it. That was not a person. It was an Aztec […]

One of my feelgood series in the past was Gilmore Girls. I am rewatching it for the second time after I started my #transition and getting my #adhd and #autism Diagnosis. Now I see why I could relate to that series in so many ways. Rori and Lorelai are so heavily gifted, ADHD and Autistic. But […]

[Could be read as lewd] A gym girl travels and sleeps on a train.. My alarm clock rang. First stretching and now it's time for a protein shake!

Pinky and I are on the way to Düsseldorf for a new Tattoo.

[EUPol Vegan] Would it work to just add a V in Front of every Products first vowel. My partner and I have been doing this on our shopping lists as a Joke for years now. Vitzel Vurger Dino Vuggets Vegg salad Vacon ... #vegan #eu

Okay my brain found a new way to pump the dopamine in the morning. Watch Electro DJ Twitch streams while starting to work. I would like to see this from @dlsym

Ouch... I started a new workout plan. Yes I deep dived and hyper focused on the next topic and showed the plan to a friend of mine. I have an upper/lower body split. He said I have an upper body/bootybuilder of doom split. I think he is right... My cheeks hurt and I am soon happy!

[Lewd shitpost] Quingsess! Fitting as many titles as possible into one to make it #enby or a porn category also fitting as many... well you know what I mean you little horny Quingsess!

[Lewd shitpost mightContainACallOut violence] What is our generation equivalent to I made you a mixtape? Here is a link to my favourite playlist. Or Here is a Video/meme that made me think of you. I just realised the last video I have sent some friends was about a #baddragondildos vending […]

I like this time of year... I'm on my way to the #gym. It's dark and slightly foggy. It's also very quiet because most people aren't out yet. You meet a fox outside the door. It runs alongside you for a while. At some point, it looks up. It wags its tail briefly as if to say goodbye and turns […]

[Dysphoria] Gesichtsdisphorie hat gekickt. Ich dachte ich mach was dagegen und lasse mir die Augenbrauen zupfen und färben. Termin gebucht, bezahlt und hin gegangen ... Well Samstag nur nach Absprache ... Jetzt muss ich bis Montag warten und irgendwie gegen die Dysphorie kämpfen

[Lewd joke gaming] I am currently playing smite and every time a team mate is killed a voice says: An ally has been slain! I always want to say you go girl! But I know it is meant to mean something bad and shouldn't make me happy

OH: Das ist nicht lower, das ist der hintern-Terminator 3000 (Gay Club oder Trainingsplan)

[ADHD Meds] I call this an ADHD Sixpack

I have been in a typical Berliner Kneipe Yesterday. It's like a pub but less classy. We have some leftist Kneipen in Berlin. This was definitely not one of them. Therefore I was really surprised and happy when a group of people in their early 20's came inside. First look check said ... Yep left […]

[Deaf trans joke] Was talking to a friend yesterday. We were talking about me being trans and his parents learning things. He said they would be confused by seeing me but they would not say anything. They would ask him a few weeks later about me, my existence etc. I have been talking faster […]

I have to give a talk about #git conventional commit messages at work tomorrow. I wanted to prepare it today. Some friends and even some colleagues laughed at me. They all said.. "we know your #adhd ! You will prepare the talk an hour before it starts." I thought I was clever and I managed to […]

For F*cks sake ... When I got a dog (a biopup! I am declaring this because I know my audience!) Everybody said it will get me structure because it wants to go outside ... I went to the gym this morning. The dog slept in my bed next to my partner... She was happy I was back but demanded to go […]

I saw those three in the first episode of #knightsofguinevere and I saw that dialogue and I instantly thought of @drakulix @ljrk and @somsnosa

Liebe #bahn oder #db bubble. Warum gehen im ICE wenn der in Frankfurt am Main los fährt die Steckdose erst, wenn er losfährt?

[Transphobia] In Germany we are all equal. We don't need any pride parades. Equality my ass! I cried for nearly 3 hours today because I might lose my gym because I change in the lady's locker room. Just because 1 Person saw a bulge in my pants. While changing. Please woman why are you even […]

eBay und Miles ... Das ist doch Absicht oder? Wir wissen alle, dass in dem Wort Miles in ein paar Tagen wieder das E modifiziert wird. So, dass da MILFS Things people love stehen wird. Die wussten doch ganz genau, was sie da getan haben.... #werbung #theyknew

[Transphobie Demoaufruf] Kommt da hin es ist verdammt wichtig, dass gerade in der jetzigen politischen Lage Solidarität und Wiederstand gezeigt wird. Gerne auch teilen #trans #berlin #demo

[Gym mh+] I paused going to the gym for a few months. Now I am back and the only machine on which I didn't had to decrease the weight was the leg press. 120kg My head is singing With the melody of "These boots are made for walking" These thighs are made for crushing!

[Hilfe-gegen-transphobie] Demnächst findet eine transphobe Konferenz unter dem Deckmantel der Medizin in Berlin statt. Hierzu wird es unter anderem eine Protestveranstaltung der Gruppe Handmaids Riot geben. Damit die Aktion richtig gut wird, brauchen die noch ein paar Argumente von Menschen […]

I am always a bit anxious in the gyms locker room. Yesterday an older woman looked at me before she wanted to leave and started with the words. "Before I leave I want to tell you something" My head went crazy... OMG I got clocked and now she wants to complain. And I might have to speak which […]

I had an awesome day yesterday. My best friend visited and brought her son with her. I am not a kids person. Till they can hold a controller or use a computer. Therefore I saw him when he was born. After that I only saw pictures and since he was able to speak I got some voice or video messages […]

A friend of mine wants to buy a new Computer. He has sent me a list of parts he wants to buy. I checked his list and changed a few Components to give him a setup with the same specs for around 600€ less. I should make a side hustle out of this. If I would have taken half of the saved money […]

Today I found the worst placed table football in the world. In the library of the FU Berlin. Why would anybody think a library is a good place for something like that?

Abgesehen vom Bild meiner gesamten Crew ist das bisher das einzige Bild, dass ich von mir aufm dem DF gefunden habe. Ich bin mir aber recht sicher @hagen_photographer seine Kamera zwischendurch in meine Richtung gesehen zu haben, als wir eins seiner Crewmitglieder geschmiert haben.

Had a long car ride at night. 3 hours left I started feeling a little tired. I thought this might just be a lack of concentration so I took 10mg amphetamine (prescribed). Well if I ever start doubting my ADHD again please remember me at this moment. I had to go to a parking spot and sleep […]

[ADHD struggle] Sometimes I am not taking my meds. Not just my ADHD meds... I mean all of my meds. Oh why? Because I forgot to take them before breakfast... And after breakfast I can't remember if I already took them. At that point I am too afraid to take them, because I might have already […]

Every time I read something about freedom of speech from US citizens, I realise again they always mix up freedom of speech with freedom to not being called out for the bullshit you said. Or as the Germans say... Nichts darf man mehr sagen (You are not allowed to say anything anymore) That's so […]

Had a company congress. Things that never happened before transitioning... Being overdressed... Meh... I slayed! I loved it! And I got so many compliments for my style! And the best part about it... I loved my outfit as well!

[Food] Frozen blueberries Some yoghurt Chocolate protein powder I love it!

Got a Switch 2 on release... One of the nice things ... I get to play one of my favourite Pokémon games I never had from my childhood *_* Pokémon Snap!

[HRT Bodychanges] Today I took a look into the mirror. I checked my face from a really close distance. I got freckles... Wtf! I never had freckles. They are barely visible. But I see them. Felt a little cute ^^

Time to show your #pride #flag Because it is #pridemonth I am a #neptunic #transwoman

Had a wonderful date with my partner on Saturday. We ate at a #vegan Italian restaurant and drank Mocktails. My partner took this picture of me which I really liked.

[Gewalt gegen trans Personen] Das hier sind so Gründe, warum ich fast nie Alkohol trinke und dann gerade Nachts doch öfter noch mit dem Auto unterwegs bin […]

This evening I... - rewatched I saw the TV glow. - cried a lot - ate 500ml Ice cream to cope with my feelings. - cried some more - went to bed! Good night

Auf vielfachen Wunsch hier ein Thread zur esoterischen Demeter - Saftmosterei #Voelkel, dem Marktführer bei Bio-Säften. Voelkel entstammt der okkult-esoterischen Glaubenswelt der Anthroposophie nach dem Rassisten und Antisemiten Rudolf Steiner. Ihre Methoden […] [Original post on chaos.social]

I feel old. Had alcohol for the first time this year. Didn't even feel drunk. But I got a headache this morning. Why? How? What? Mau!

Thinking about running a trans and neurodivergent meme page... I already have my first few memes in the pipeline ... Told my partner about that idea because I thought they would have a reasonable argument to stop me... Their answer was motivating... "I can see that working out. You are already […]

Good morning Berlin! Short summary of my first 20 minutes outside. Ditched 2 puddles of vomit and saw a person having sunglasses on their head nearly crying because her makeup would be ruined because she had tears running out of her eyes... Because the sun was so bright... Why don't you use […]

[Srs funny] I have worked at home for so long I forgot how to act regarding my Reddit feed in public places. Blurred pictures with NSFW tags are just something to click on ... Well today, when I had to realise the people on the public transport do look at my screen. I shouldn't watch post […]

Question from a YouTube video.. which pride flag would be the tastiest if it was made out of ice cream? Mhhh now I want to try them all!

[Mh+] Have been at a birthday yesterday full of cis people (partly from my past) most of them neurotipical. I was having a lot of great conversations about ADHD/autism/gender and IT. When the music in the kitchen was too loud somebody else took care to turn it down to make me feel comfy in the […]