tub creature hehe

First beach day all year, thank god for L.A. and all the hot fall states~

ATTN LA ARTISTS We are having a costume party with a COSTUME CONTEST at Lucky Cat Labs October 18th FIRST PRIZE IS A 1 MONTH STUDIO RESIDENCY!! These studios rule, this is a wonderful opportunity to work in a dedicated space for a month for FREE! Also, most importantly - it’s gonna be fun!!!

Last weekend I did an amazing immersive performance collab with @geewhizard.bsky.social & my art’s in a gallery! That said, I’ll be planning tours that’ll take place early-mid November, as October seems to be entirely spoken for. Likely tour city candidates: Pittsburgh Chicago Seattle SF

If anybody would care to kick me random cash to offset our expenses support of this installation my cashapp is $gravity72 🫶

Working from 9 [am] to 5 [am] So amped to be working on my scrying mirrors in a serious & public way right now! This show collab is incredibly exciting ~ After this will be many days of sleep & then I’ll be planning a short west coast tour ♥️ keep an eye out!

Migraine #2 this week finally fading, ooofta Considering a massage, losing a day.5 to this brain-blasting nonsense is ridiculous

Back on my shit again hehe~ Prototype/design concepts for an art show I’m participating in/collabing on next weekend. Psyched!!!

When you explain chaos magick to someone and they immediately get it:

Three wolves inside me, one is a bombshell salt of the earth high femme, one is a shaggy lil faggy hyper art boy, and the other one is an agender cryptid with lotta tattoos and an unsettling connection to the divine

An indoor hermit’s pond extravaganza

A show I am cocurating is opening this month DTLA... Lucky Cat Gallery presents: THE DARK SHOW An exhibition of all things macabre, surreal, and otherworldly 25+ dark artists - 2d artists, painters, sculptors, animators, photographers 9/27-10/25 Opening reception Saturday 9/27 6PM-11PM

Haaaa ya girl’s a natural!! Probably beginner’s luck, but still amped!!

I've had an influx of people I have met once (sometimes years ago) asking if I have friends to recommend when they are traveling or I'm not available. I am not a social secretary or matchmaker. If you want this question entertained please include the appropriate con$ideration.

Excited to read this finally!

Just started The Only Good Indians and whoa this book is incredible. Halfway through and just absolutely floored by it. About to add every book Jones has written to my list, jeez

Need smaller pants & waiting on my boots, but I’ll soon be ready for horse riding!

i love the weird stuff you can find on fb marketplace

What comes to mind every time I see someone use “corn” instead of “porn”

Physically active hobbies aren’t my forte, so I’ve decided to add some novelty to help me integrate them into my daily life. After the heat dies down, I’ll be starting horseback riding and archery lessons (respectively) — super amped!! Trying to decide if I want a recurve or compound bow to start~

Aight, wish me luck: about to work out in 90° heat at a gym with no AC. 🥵

Books lined up for September: Exquisite Corpse — by Poppy Z. Brite Hollow — by Brian Catling Pilgrim - Mitchell Lüthi Library at Mount Char - Scott Hawkins Open to suggestions! Love good/unique horror books, occult tomes, books on art composition/analysis, surrealist stuff (just no more Murakami)

I can’t decide between these colorways for my new running shoes, which one should I get?? Kind of in love with moon/fawn & lilac/wolf, but the other two are classic color combos not to be ignored!

I miss France );

Client just got our weight in fall-off-the-bone ribs and brisket delivered to his place so we can pig out and watch art films. If this ain’t the life, idk what is~

Always have to look this up when writing my deposit copy 😂

Books l've read/re-read in August: - Between Two Fires - Christopher Buehlman - The Necromancer's House - Christopher Buehlman - Geek Love - Katherine Dunn - In Praise of Shadows - Jun'ichirõ Tanizaki - On Creating Things Aesthetic - Leonard Koren - Little, Big - John Crowley

At least once a week for the past 3 years I get asked if I do boy/girl content, sexual vids, or collabs for porn — I don’t! My OF is just an offloading site for artsy nude self portraits. I don’t make graphic porn and have no interest in it. No shame if you do it, it’s just not my thing!

If you ever wanted to read a book that reminds you of a tame version of #fear&hunger, try Between Two Fires by Christopher Buehlman. Such fun read!

Just dropped a set of these photos on OF~

It took me a while but now I love bodysuits hehe

Current obsessions: - antique sterling silver repouseé match safes & pill cases to hold my Zyn pouches since I quit vaping - antique mesh/chainmail purses & handbags (to repair and decorate) - refining my wardrobe … among my typical fixations.

How I’ve been spending my evenings~ finally have my health more under control and am consistently doing creative stuff again! Once I feel like I’m more stabilized physically and the weather has cooled down, I’ll be touring again — probably once every other month. Til then, FMTYs and local meetings!

New dress — who’s taking me out on a dinner date appointment? 🥰

These edits are coming out so goooood~!

Cut myself shaving but gosh it looks pretty~

Someone introduced me to shape wear to make silky dresses look more polished and damn, I’m a fan hahahaha

About to start editing pictures I took at the most beautiful hotel room I’ve ever stayed in. I’d been coveting it for ages, but couldn’t justify going alone. My fave client booked it for our monthly weekend appointment and I just about died — so gorgeous! I’ll be posting them on Patreon/OF soon~

My morning~

I did my demi-decade dumb decision and cut my own bangs, looks cute now but the maintenance is nightmarish 🥲

time for some light refreshments & a magnesium bath~

I read a lot Korean webcomics in the angst-tragedy genre & regularly cry at some of the absolutely god-tier and/or gut-wrenching storytelling [Pale Horse (창백한 말), Stepmother’s Märchen (어떤 계모님의 메르헨), et al], but nothing has made me sob as hard as My Mother’s Contract Marriage (엄마가 계약결혼 했다)

Forgot it was monarch season!! What a lovely surprise on my walk today~

How many CRTs can one person own? A question for the scholars (4 additional not pictured)

self portraits & other stories~ @p0rtia.com @gazecontrol.studio

Lazy day~

The results, if you were interested

Working on hobby #5479752257: making an Ancient Greek style chiton for a possible shoot idea. I’ve focusing more on getting my health back on track and my hobbies/art, and spending less energy on the Portia part of my life. Trying to fix that!

Decided to use up all my scrap glass from previous projects to make some pretty useable things. I periodically remember this app exists (and occasionally remember to take a photo of myself) so here’s a few snaps, live from my studio