Ok one last jingle for the road before I pack these up to ship

Annnd thats my cue see you all in a few hours 💤

One day I will have more than two pairs of shoes. Three pairs of shoes. That would be so swag. ok time to lock in idiot

Actually fuck it let’s chew our shadow literally made a list of all the things that stir envy in me the envy is just an arrow to my unmet needs and desire for material security and the maintenance of my body Literally everything else I have

It’s ok tho Im happy u have ur games One day I will have enough savings and security to have some leisure on the side

yk what I think I realized about my aversion to video games of late aside from my spartan attitude, I’m actually jealous on some level of ppl who have enough free rime to play and enjoy video games I used to really like gaming, it’s just this hugely inaccessible pastime to me logistically bc

I need a chunk of money for important shit like a contractor‘s license, business license, insurance, some car repairs to, yknow, be really sure I can get to jobs without stressin (re launching muralist career) Aside from the other needings

Ugh ok let me get through this week and then it’s fundraiser time i fear

I just regained consciousness what the fuck do you mean I have fifteen minutes

I love my fiends

this guy just scared the bejeezus outta me any bug enjoyers know what he is??

not all resistance is useful but almost all resistance is revolutionary

"replace my old ones" replace my expensive shit that got STOLENNNNN that would make life wayyyy easier but also it would be SO COOL to just not have to worry about my studio rent for like a few months until I get my finances on track and my art business stuff off the ground and HOUSING RENT tbh

loud people socializing in the gallery vs my auditory processing issues and adhd WHO WOULD WIN dude im finna do a gofundme to get noise canceling headphones a new ipad to replace my old one and money to just generally speaking support my furthered studio practice for a little while

telling that the people i have elected to paint for this ep release exhibit are myself, mare, jo, and my (anonymous) buddy da realest ppl in LA in my life yepppp

gotta get these done toNIGHT

big cardboard jo and mare

I'm gonna climb the pillars of creation and huck rocks off the top

dibs on the horsehead nebula

I’m approached on the street professionally by a gallery owner from around the block and mid convo a man shoved candy in my hand and say “trick or treat” I’m taking this as confirmation that everything is gonna be ok

wip

Last time I had a week like this preparing the week of a show-looks directly at the camera, furrows brow- Yknow what, forget it. Nothing to say. But it’s a lot easier this time, that much I will admit.

explaining to an infatuated person “no, I don’t want to kick it or smooch, I need to make more people out of trash“

i don’t want to be a socialite, i want people to come visit me dressed as an oracle puppet in my studio as god intended

when harried met silly

“NO PLASTIC!!!” I shriek as I shrink and turn into a tube of acrylic paint

rest of the year is year of paint my homies a lot and make money I guess Stack Money Mode Manifesting like so much money like ungodly amounts of stability î rebuke the State of the Economy

wip

imagine hating me and I’m just crushing my own windpipe with waxed cord and cutting up my own clothes to make a puppet

y’all ever think about how systemic quashing of autonomy neuters the ability of the individual to enact positive change on themselves from da inside or

tiny bit of workshopping her vibe ™ for interacting with people delicate and feminine but sometimes a little bit of a broken doll vibe will be easier to practice once i attach her to a functioning headpiece

a key step in the process of ensouling a homunculus is lovingly singing to it

and in this corrupt modernity you miss the special moment when a woman takes off her paper mask for the first time and reveals her own personal abyss, just for you

your voice is lovely and scratchy, i am instantly transported back in time to when men were men and women had no faces

one day maybe I’ll find people to do harmonic choral improv experiments with I wanna do emergent music stuff with big groups of people wait no actually the gallery space I have access to would be perfect to experiment in Gotta steak my coworker who sings to try some bs

disregulated? no, i'm *this* regulated *I spread my arms out wide to show you how regulated I am*

a key step in the process of ensouling a homunculus is lovingly singing to it

;_; i hear a choir of people upstairs in the building singing alicia keys "no one" and it's so prettyyyyyyyyy i love the late night vocalists

idk why i think it would be funny for her to have a teapot full of sand that she keeps pouring into a cup sipping would be a damn mess but maybe that's a bit for a different character

don't make me show restraint, it's boring and will turn everybody on

tiny bit of workshopping her vibe ™ for interacting with people delicate and feminine but sometimes a little bit of a broken doll vibe will be easier to practice once i attach her to a functioning headpiece

my spooky ladyyyyy my little lady babyyyyy

hi my beloveds can anyone point me in the direction of interesting readings related to soil conservation

my kingdom for a dremel my kingdom for a rasp my kingdom for a gravity feed sandblasting airbrush

“What is a hand hug?” Glad you asked, it’s a good move for when you aren’t comfortable giving a hug to someone. Here is a demo.