idk what it is but like, i probably wont eat mint choco chip ice cream., like, i could and i wouldnt die or be super grossed but i'd never choose it but a shamrock shake? YEAH. those candies you get at olive garden? HELL YEAH. peppermint bark? HELL FUCKING YEAH. i cannot explain this but it is true

oh no the "his exe kissed him and the current li saw it out of context" trope you HAUNT ME ONCE AGAIN

ive not looked that hard at the sylus card cus i have astarion at home but the alternative for sylus specifically imo is evil toreador couple and let me tell u my brain is cooking w that one

also unrelated, i cant tell if this is a thing that has changed in fandom, or if this is exclusive to some of the new things i'm getting into and watching but like. i ship things w the best of em, been doing it for ages, won't ever stop. idgaf abt the actors. i could not care less abt their-

honnestly, as much as in theory i want more named autistic representation in shows, when i really think abt it, all my most favorite characters who are portrayed the most honnestly and accurately imo are ones that arent named, its either written by people who dont know, or by people who knew-

love the derby slack because we have important questions from important people and the responses always be "okay slay" god i love it here

Whenever you make art you should make it the most self indulgent thing that has ever existed. make it so self indulgent ppl are like Hmm is this a fetish, they went so hard with it, wow, I don't even go here but maybe I do now

fiyero graha for fun #mymanmymanmyman

finally got credits for hades 2! what an amazing game!!! obvious there is still a lot to go but i ahh i loved it

honnestly sylus has his moments but the whole time i've been saying, we have astarion at home, and now the nail is in the literal coffin

i need to tidy up and reorganize and properly unpack and not just aimlessly wonder why i dont feel productive, brother i can see why, do somethin abt it

Need to do some holiday baking

i think so frequently about when i was hanging w my derby friends and making bracelets, and my now good friend (who i was just meeting for the first time then as a derby friends partner) we were all talking about hadestown, and they looked at me and were like "yeah the first time we watched it-"

do not beef with me until my whole thought is done but i am VERY glad that there was just the two romance options in dispatch, while I would be at the feet of melovola in an instant, that doesnt mean robert would be, this is a narrative choice game, not a rpg where i make my own guy

playing catch up on everythign now eahhhhh

BACK FROM MY TRIP, IT WAS WONDERFUL, DO IT IS WONDERFUL, THE FELIX CARD I PULLED MY GOAWDDDD, pictures and all that soon

why am i so sleepy

woooohooooo dispatch SO GOOD

i just remembered last year when we went to disney right before thanksgiving, my mom always got the little cuties to go with her meals, but only ate them sometiems so we kept them in our bag, when we got home we still had them, and come thanksgiving we were cooking turkey, and mom needed an orange

love traveling, hate packing though i have gotten a lot better at it the last year or so

final BL2 review - 4/5 stars, honnestly could have been 5 but theres one thing that uhhh, makes me squint both specifically in terms of the story and also just in terms of thats not how you make an interesting game where your choices matter imo

pizza,,, midnight,,, pizza,,, AND ROMANCE NOVELS

queer romance novels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gonna do some holiday baking this year for gifts n treats for friendss i think

my leg angry idk why but its gotta work itself out cus im about to go walk 35k steps a day

I REMAIN NORMAL ABOUT DISPATCH

i havent made coconut curry in a while either i used to with sweet potatos i need to make more

it is really and truly soup time now and i am so plaesed, when im back from my next set of vaction im gonna make potato soup, and then like a year ago or more i made some thom kha soup so i'll make that soon again to cus that stuff was HARD TO MAKE but tasty AF

today i worked a long time but mostly just was waiting on things to load, so nice and easy, got home and made soup, while soup simmered i read my books that arrived and im feeling ready to go and play my video game yippieeeee

wahtever, first world problems augh

ARUGHGHGHHH i made it home, didnt get to play last weeks dispatch, gonna play both tonight, today during the day been chillin playing video game, getting ready for my next trip etc.... WHY THE VIDEO ESSAY I WATCHED HAVE A DISPATCH SPOILER IN IN IT

god DAMN i try and be chill and not be a hipster about critical role and not talk abt it to much but i am rewatching cr1 and i cannot take it anymore these FUCKIN PEOPLE HAVE BURIED THE START/BREAK/END/CHAPTER COMMENTS PEOPLE WORKED SO HARD TO COMPILE. DONT MAKE ME SCROLL. TOP COMMENT. YOU MONSTERS

hot dog for breakfast woohooo

related: I WILL NOT SURVIVE THE LADS IDOL BANNER I SIMPLY WONT

waiting for my friend who does the music for my weekly rp heavy music thing to clear if black cat nero cover is good for tonights show and i feel like i showed u my atiny please respond

i also played like exactly 30 minutes of powerwash, good, satisfying, yippieee

also been playing new vampire and i really like it so far but i never stood a chance, my love for goofy private detectives that live in your mind started with @wadjeteyegames.bsky.social and never died (or passed on i guess)

i have been so busy this week i've barely had any time for games but i did make time to play the first two episodes of dispatch and i am going to be so super fucking normal and regular about it, not like it excessively at all, not even a little bit

being bedridden for months is a hell of a drug for making you super into being physically active like you've never been since perhaps childhood

i woke up supremely stressed abt work and life, but work went way better than i expected today, so im feeling less like theres a lion bearing down on me and more the usual level of anxious, plus i have vampire tomorrow to look forward too + plans w friends lets fkin go

watching all ateez music videos literally through my fingers because im so scandalized i cant make direct eyecontact im so serious

@kevinllim.bsky.social and I voted! Thanks for the reminder @hankgreen.bsky.social

augh i am so excited for dispatch im gonna not have enough time for all the video games but im gonna try anyway

oh my god im infodumping to a friend abt the protomen and i've realised that Kilroy is the original ult bias

i need to get me in a cyberpunk ttrpg game

im not gonna lie i would have sworn dan and phil announced this like 6 years ago i didnt know this was in debate

oh my god im gonna die this month bloodlines 2 oct 21, dispatch oct 22 power wash 23 last year i felt like i starved for games the only game i was looking forward to kicked me, stabbed me, left me in a ditch to mourn and thats not even including Hades 2 im still trying to beat

cant be better in a year if i dont practice now

anyway missed last week cus i was touchin grass but today i get to play more ffix

I think my algorithms have decided that since I have no opinion on and and not talking abt the the taylor album that i hate her for some reason and only want to see content that makes fun of her when really i just would like to see videos of cute animals please