if i looked like this I'd never be sad again

the discover tab is depressing ass US centric news, while the popular with friends tab is nothing but the porn you people have been liking, i just wanna look at warhammer sometimes yknow

my hair looks like fire

me with my glasses on

I've been referred for a CT scan and bloodwork, still a little short as I didn't know I'd need blood tests

if you've ever seen me with my clothes off I wholeheartedly apologize and assure you that it will never happen again

is there a way to stop transitioning without detransitioning cus i don't wanna do this shit anymore

having played Space Marine 2 for a day I've come to the conclusion I'm fucking fed up with every hack and slash trying to be Dark Souls or Monster Hunter, you're not going to do it as well as either and it's so unfun when done badly

I'm just now learning that there's a new Skate game but it's complete dog? why cant we make good games anymore

my appointment is tomorrow, I'm terrified and I keep dreaming about dying

Charlie Kirk's funeral crashed Grindr in Scottsdale hahahahaha

america is fucking stupid lmao these people could kill us all for any reason

if you follow me at all youve probably seen me complain about my sleep and tbh its ruining my life. ive tried for years to get doctors to help. i have an important trip and HRT to pay for soon, if anyone would like to help me with these and sleep meds, thank you so much 🤍 ko-fi.com/predstrogen

scruffy futch in the lesbian aisle of the hardware store

doesn't take much for libs to turn into fucking feds does it

fox with vices

god Starfield was such a fucking disappointment is it too much to ask for Cyberpunk/FNV in space where I can build and design my own ship with Elite Dangerous' spaceflight/combat and explore the galaxy and visit planets and have it not be shit

what's wrong with tinned food lmao

i have video game paralysis

Anyway hit my ko-fi if you want to help me pay for meds and general upkeep, lord knows I could use it ko-fi.com/fivefivefiver

Bezos used to look like a worm, then he got rich and turned into roided out lex luthor Elon Musk has more money than god and chooses to look like a pastey incel troll if i had that money I'd look like a greek god carved from fucking diamond

you ever read back through your dm's with someone and realise oh no I'm cringe

Baku sucks lmao, this track is miserable to drive

Oh you thought the platform made by former twitter devs to be twitter but "better" would be any different? We're gonna have to migrate again lmao

the buildapc community on reddit might be the most out of touch community of flex brained losers on the planet

I'm really sick of hearing about America tbh, there's another 200-something countries and 8 billion people on earth and all day every day I'm bombarded with constant news and conversation pertaining exclusively to the US and what Trump's doing

I'd like to go to one queer party that isn't a universally miserable experience for everyone involved at some point in my lifetime

what the fuck is wrong with the UK left 2 MP's start new party immediately fill it with transphobes 2 MP's can't agree on shit party collapses after a month profit? all the Labour shite made Corbyn unpalatable and Sultana's entire career has been lip service anyway, go vote Green instead

you ever get thirsty through the night, tip toe to the kitchen for a delicious, refreshing glass of icy cold tap water, and then stumble back to bed after drinking over a litre and feeling like you drank a fish tank it's so sloshy

who up dreading their existential

oh oh no

why does the buldak topokki hurt to eat so much worse than anything else samyang make

I get to sit at home all day waiting for a package I know they're not even going to bother trying to deliver and im gonna have to spend the next week fucking around trying to find where ever they've taken it

I'm tempted to go sit in the queer bar for an evening and see who comes up to me last time we went a kinda intense american girl spoke to us for like an hour, she was on vacation with her elderly neighbours or something?

I still think about the people who hurt me and where they are now, and despite the whole currently scared I might actually be dying thing I know I'm in a better place than they are two loving partners, a home, people who love and care for me in a country where i am safe they can get fucked lmao

i am so unwell

It is my birthday this month so I'm throwing this out here for genuinely only the people on this app with more money than sense. If you're not at that level of money I love you, please don't buy me anything lol

how do i stop my vans from wearing the back of my ankle down to the bone after 5 minutes

my new doctor is the nicest person I've ever spoken to and she's been so understanding about all the being trans stuff but I'm still so scared she won't take me seriously

if you wanna date me we can go here and buy whatever you want like its pick'n'mix candy

im cute though shame there's a small chance I'm dying ig

scruffy futch in the lesbian aisle of the hardware store

made aesthetically pleasing egg and bacon

is Bruges actually shit or is it just a bit in the movie, I want to visit Bruges

I'm scared of dying

moving to Ireland was supposed to be a real new beginning to my life and instead everything has kinda gone to total shit and there's a small chance I might die on top lmao cus nothing good is ever free

I might have a brain tumor, and I need an MRI the doctor's visit and the cost of the scan are around €500 and I need any help I can get ko-fi.com/kimibeans

it really fucking sucks to feel like you disgust the people closest to you and that you're fundamentally unlovable or incapable of normal social or sexual relationships like i think I'd rather never interact with another person than feel this forever