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OKAY FINE!!!! i will admit that i bike a lil recklessly at times but going fast while blasting machine girl unlocks something evil deep inside of me that tells me to go fast on my bike!!!!

biked down the scariest steepest hill today and felt like i was going 2 die and ofc i went weeeeeeeeeeeee all the way down

came home soaked from biking in the rain just now and my friend announced to the household "there's a wet dog!" while unlocking the door to let me in lmao

SIGNALIS was released 3 years ago today. It still feels like a dream that people still play, discuss and create fanart of our game today ✨ Thank you for your support throughout the years!

thinking about tragic space lesbians again!!! time to replay signalis for the billionth time!!

my lover looked at me today with so much love pouring from their eyes and said that i'm handsome and i felt like my heart was going to explode

maaaaaan i just want to feel comfortable and not always be in pain and exhausted ):

my friend got covid for the first time from attending an artist market while masked, and it has been absolutely devastating for them. they have been in and out of the hospital for weeks. please mask. please test. idk what else to say. it sucks seeing them in pain and my heart hurts.

✨️ thoughts on community: we need to be honest about what maintaining community means. community is messy, demanding, inconvenient, and exhausting. but it's worth it! i'm fed up of people avoiding these words bc they're afraid of being offensive, but it's the truth.

🕊️⚡JUSTICE POUR NOORAN, NI OUBLI NI PARDON⚡🕊️ "Nous appelons toutes celles et ceux qui ont le cœur lourd à se rassembler pour s'indigner et soutenir la famille et les proches du jeune Nooran." Lieu : Parc des Mille Fleurs, à l'intersection des rues Monaco et Joseph-Daigneault, à Saint-Hubert 14h

kneecap banned from entering canada and charlie kirk got a standing ovation (including liberals btw). my brain is about to explode!!!

🧵: everyone wants to say that canada is better than america re: trans rights, etc. this morning, québec news outlets reported that the government of québec will ban anyone in the public sector from using inclusive french language. ex: iel (they), toustes (all), etc.

every bike shop i go into is severely lacking silly and fun and brightly colored accessories!!! bike shops in mtl need to get sillier now!!!!

been slowly working through some experiences that brought back my fear of being too much and a burden. there's something so cruel about feigning kindness, patience, and care for someone to their face, then complaining to others about their disabilities inconveniencing you behind their back.

some of my fav shots from the jetsam show at turbo haüs on 08/08/2025! thank you to do it together for trusting me to photograph the evening, jetsam for always putting on a killer set, and turbo haus for always being so welcoming. you can see more on my photo insta: instagram.com/shvdder.bvg

a demonstrator threw an inflatable unicorn at the cops last night during radpride and they tear gassed a nearby park where an unrelated event was being held with children!! pictured below, the very scary unicorn inflatable being thrown at the totally defenseless cops who aren't big fucking losers.

hi cuties, it's nyreen!! you may have noticed my name and username are different. i've been thinking about this for a while and feel rly good about it!!! 🖤✨️

MONTRÉAL CUTIES! are you in a band? do you play music? i'm available to take photos!!! if you want to support a queer freak and get dreamy portraits of your performance hmu. 💌 [email protected] 📷 instagram.com/shvdder.bvg

i think i have beef with someone in the neighborhood bc i removed zi*nist propaganda from the local free library booth and replaced it with queer comics and books, and then a day later someone put a bible in it lol

it's my ✨️ birthday ✨️

being soft, vulnerable, and kind is punk as fuck

⚠️ medical stuff ⚠️ i have some appointments coming up to check out cysts and to verify they're benign yaaaaay!! very anxious because medical stuff really stresses me out and i'm scared it'll turn out to be something serious tbh

thank y'all SO much for the support during Ellie's stream today!!! i deeply appreciate y'all watching, sharing, and donating. everything helps and i can now afford my expenses for next month. i still need to hit the goal to be okay throughout june as well, so the goal will stay up until it's met!

Nyreen is someone I have known for a long time. They are a wonderful person. Give them a follow, and help them if you can. 💛

hi folks, i'm in a rough situation and in need of some help to make it through the next 2 - 3 months. it's very difficult for me to ask for help, but i set a goal that'll help me cover my monthly expenses until my situation stabilizes! more info below ko-fi.com/nyreen/goal

i am trying to be gentle with myself bc my year so far has been dealing with a sudden breakup leading to a significant dynamic shift and then being let go from my job of over 7 yrs. i'm going through it y'all 🤙

wake up! @backxwash.bsky.social in mtl 🖤

The only “death of the author” I’m interested in is JK Rowling actually dying

today's fit 🐰💚

i don't want to go to work i want to play the tragic lesbian survival horror game signalis and yearn for a love so big that my lover would live through cycle after cycle to fulfill their promise to me

how hard is it to just care about other people? individualism isn't sustainable or healthy. we need community. we need solidarity. what's the point of wasting away your life stepping over others when you could be lifting each other up? makes no sense to me

today's fit 🍄‍🟫

Hit my ridiculously talented bestie up if you're looking for a concert photographer in Montreal! PS: That's me in the top-right, circa 2017 🥰

my poor uber driver got pulled over by a cop for bullshit reasons and she's apologizing to me and i'm like dude don't worry i hate cops and she spat her water out

you just going to scroll by without saying howdy?