I should come up with a more accurate subdomain for this account than a @spicy.emmy.baby now if it's not specifically my spicy account since I can do whatever I want with the subdomain

Maybe for funsies I'll also see about setting up a private PDS for this account since my main is on Northsky but it'd be interesting to host my own data somewhere.

Might turn this account into an alt for when bullshit like this locks me out of the main account Now to remember who my moots are

Penguins!! 🐧🐧

Anyway this was the cock I was trying to post when age verification blocked me

Anyway still me here

So apparently Bluesky is demanding age verification on my main account but the app gives me network errors about it, so I guess that's something to deal with when I get home from the zoo

I haven't really posted any updates on here because I got real wary about the moderation on here but also I should probably check it at least occasionally cause I had to block some account with a transphobic handle.

Alright a minor followed this account and frankly the character of people on here is rapidly shifting from cool trans people to creeps so I've left the bottom surgery progress pics up for people it helps but I've deleted every other image of me on here. If you wanna see me naked it's now IRL only

Okay so I tended to think of my dick as being like... Very reasonably sized, like 5 inches long was perfectly average etc. I'm just realizing now that I compare the dildo version of it to my dilators that like... This thing is the size of the big dilator, except bigger head instead of taper 😱

The problem with getting your pussy wrecked is that it's still wrecked the next day when you're at work and it's way less sexy to be sore & on zoom calls.

I would like it if we could stop bleeding in response to fingering, cause like whatever when it's myself but I've got a date on Wednesday 🤣

It's kind of interesting feeling when the blood rushes to my crotch in a way where it's like "ohhh this *would* have been an erection" when I'm doing/reading something that I'm into.

Okay so the vibe was effective through a particularly... thick article of clothing and last time I tried that it didn't work so that's boding well for my sensitivity 😎

Considering whether or not I still wanna have this account at separate or not. I don't post enough that's too spicy for my main account to really justify a whole second account, but also some real life people follow me on my main & I'm a little wary about posting nudity for people who didn't opt in😅

Okay sorry for spamming everyone's feeds but that should make it a lot easier for folks who want to see progress pictures to jump back on my account and find them ☺️ I skipped non picture updates cause they can be found from the others and I think reference pictures are often most appreciated 👍

#bottomsurgery 4 months: things were a lot better at this point

#bottomsurgery 2 3/4 months: I started diying some of the external hyper granulation at this point but the insides were a lot of it

#bottomsurgery 2 1/2 months: hyper granulation really started kicking in around here but I hadn't gotten any treatment for it yet

#bottomsurgery 2 months: most of the exterior had healed at this point but the insides were still a mess

#bottomsurgery month and a half

#bottomsurgery 5 weeks: it was a little early to really say if this was hyper granulation or what but there were definitely some very stubborn bits that started becoming more obvious at this point

#bottomsurgery 29 days

#bottomsurgery day 25: was losing some stitches at this point & the dehiscence was filling in well though the epithelialisation process was slow

#bottomsurgery day 24

Day 15: good example of what the dehiscence looked like as it was healing, was often very fibrous

#bottomsurgery day 12, the inner dressing over the clit region had fallen off & the dehiscence was starting to begin healing over

#bottomsurgery Day 10 you can see the beginning of the dehiscence I experienced at the bottom where my stitches split. This is pretty common

#bottomsurgery recovery picture post stent and catheter removal, day 6

First #bottomsurgery vulva picture at 5 days recovery. Very swollen at this point & pre dehiscence.

first post #bottomsurgery recovery picture with the dressing I was wearing & the catheter once they had switched me from a bag to a lever that let me control my own bladder emptying

I'm gonna go back and tag some of my older healing update posts with #bottomsurgery to make it easier to find those particular posts

#bottomsurgery healing update 6 months! Things are pretty solid these days, I have a little lingering hyper granulation I'm clearing up still, but things have chilled out a lot. I'm actually using my bits for sexy purposes now and they can handle that fine. Scar tissue visible but improving.

Turns out the best way to get an answer to this question is kissing a girl who just went down on you 😎

Sometimes I think about the fact I *have* pictures of me with a dick but it feels like the hotness value really depleted by the fact that's not my body anymore, it's the ghost of a body that no longer exists 😅

Alright so last night I was a little annoyed because during the hubbub I got asked if they could fuck me which fine, cool, but like they tried to go for the ass and while I tapped out of that because there was *not* prep done for that I'm pretty sure if you wanna hit that you ask that *specifically*

Finally got around to trying the strap tonight, most of the skills seem to carry over. Weird though not having any tactile feedback of what I'm doing though

Reading Horny Lesbian Tumblr posts and now it's like "well shit I guess I would like to get fucked 😖"

Me, sitting there, minding my own business: Also Me: I wonder what I taste like

Flexing my pussy to the beat of the music I'm listening to because I demand to have conscious control over all my muscles and having a vagina means playing with my pelvic floor muscles.

I used to tease about the puppy girl thing a bit but jokes on me because If we're hooking up and you pull out a collar that shit is 100% going on my neck

Honestly I wanna wear a cute skirt on a date and have some beautiful woman hike it up so she can fuck me silly

Just thinking 'bout girl dick 🤤

I used to tease about the puppy girl thing a bit but jokes on me because If we're hooking up and you pull out a collar that shit is 100% going on my neck

Fun fact the best way to stop me from this is to tie me up so that I just have to lay back and enjoy myself 😎

Okay historically I have more experience with vaginas but umm I think I'm really appreciating what Gock can do for a girl 🫣🫠

Okay, previously if I wasn't applying pressure I would definitely start ejecting my dilators and now I can actually kind of just squeeze it between my thighs if I really need my hang free, so that's pretty cool 😎

I gotta admit one thing I notice now is when I'm sitting at my computer desk for a bit the way my pelvic floor muscles will twitch and clench. I'm wondering if this was a thing before I didn't tend to notice but it's more obvious because now there's something to clench.

Enjoying the way that my dilators have been gliding right in lately, feels like a good sign for other things sliding in relatively easily 😖

I've been topping lately more than not because I was pretty cautious about my healing bits but last night did involve the being reminded of the joy of bottoming as delivered by a hot butch making me walk funny.