he loves me so much. and you know what... i love him... bladie is my friend..

my friend's service is today and i'm watching a stream of it and i don't know how people do this

when a shitty white male youtuber does something shitty and i've been telling people he's fucking garbage for years and no one believed me

4 amaros in xiv? snore. 4 chocobos at max rank? holy shittttttttttttttttttt

anyway how have you all been doing. can you guess how i've been doing. if you guessed not great you're so smart and cool

my conspiracy theory is that bungie stopped dev on d2 because they have an in that told them stop killing games is going to Win and they dont want to comply with the rules lol

Would You Feed Me To The Wolves, Too?

"the R slur is coming back" not within slapping distance of me it's not

people will play the jiggle physics game where everyone is sexualized and be mad that they made more designs with jiggle physics and sex appeal. maybe this one just isnt for you man

우끄라마트 골골송 #ffxiv #wuklamat #sphene

everything just keeps happening. three people ive known in as many years dying in their sleep. how am i supposed to feel

found out my friend kagi died in her sleep the other day and i don't really know what to do with myself. everything feels awful.

aaaaaa everyone hates me and thinks im stupid aaaaaaa

first half of kh3 was genuinely intolerable i wishhhhhhhh they would stoooooop letting disneeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy overtakeeeeeeeee the ipppppppppppp

had a complete meltdown this morning that included screaming and trying not to bust my head open on the kitchen countertop so i'd say i'm doing well

bad news at work today. if anybody has any leads on openings in the field of call center intraday/scheduling/management i would love to hear about them

we all have our vices and i'm a hypocrite for judging them like this but "bringing back smoking" is an idea periodically floated by the dumbest people alive whose only real belief is edgelordism. i am totally unwilling to hedge on or reconsider this opinion

doctor appointment today. 300 things all at once all the time. im so tired.

coming to terms with the fact that i need a new computer chair because i'm effectively sittin on the metal now after 5 years but i am so loaded up with stupid garbage i dont even want to think about it

have slept most of the day and it sucks

butch lesbians really cant have anything huh

'no one wants to hear about how you think promeia is autistic' i do. i want to hear myself talk about promeia being autistic. (whipping out my notes) Indication One: Fat Pussy?

everything sucks right now and i have no energy for anything but my pulls tonight were amazing so whos to say

Chocky melk #arlefuri #art #cuteart #comic

hello. the other day i was diagnosed with diabetes and (once again) have iron so extremely low that i require iron infusions. i actually am so stressed i am only vaguely functional, if i could pay off the last of my loans it would help so much helping me not explode from it ko-fi.com/moorlin/goal...

Warmup drawings...I don't draw Zenos often enough #ffxiv

also the nerve pain in my back since i thew it out during my food poisoning bout has not stopped and i am very frustrated!! when i am sitting down if i tilt my head down it feels like a fishing line goes taut all the way from my head down to my butt and it hurts. i hate life

last time i got infusions it was only 3/5 sessions because i was so hysterical to the point of needing sedation lol i'm so stressed and anxious about this. i am currently blacking out the whole diabetes thing until i see my doctor next monday because if i think about it i will just die. i love ocd

hello. the other day i was diagnosed with diabetes and (once again) have iron so extremely low that i require iron infusions. i actually am so stressed i am only vaguely functional, if i could pay off the last of my loans it would help so much helping me not explode from it ko-fi.com/moorlin/goal...

when i get triggered its so cool cuz i wont understand why i feel like fucking garbage shit brain fuck hell and then its like oh yeah thats what getting triggered means its not just a uh oh watch out its comin it just happens. stupid. brain fucked stupid bad

love when you can tell something is wrong with you brain wise but you cant quite figure it out. all i know is i want to sleep forever

Hyper late day 3 of the #sandbinaweek2026 - Tea party ft. #arlefuri

please pay attention to the meeting !!! ❌️💧 #arlefuri

TROPICAL KONIGS YEAH #zoids #ゾイド

The ❌ in her eyes stand for "nope" #arlecchino

sorry to bitch about money but my entire life seems to just revolve around 'will my aunt pity me enough today to help me purchase this thing i need to live' and 'when everyone is dead how am i going to survive if my aunt donates all her money to churches and organizations'

i appreciate my mom giving me 200 bucks for my birthday but it is dampened a little by the fact that it is literally just my own money that gets put into a disability fund account every month so i don't even get my full 1k every month. ergo: i just got my own money back

Y'all gonna start acknowledging the parallels yet? Y'all gonna start defending art, intimacy, and sex as basic human expressions? Y'all gonna start realizing that these deranged puritans don't have an ounce of goodwill in their bodies and literally just want to control every aspect of our lives?

its no zenos ultimate but i will take it. i love kefka

need to see limia in a plugsuit with a massive cameltoe stat

WE'RE GETTING FUCKING PLUGSUIT GEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LITERALLY FROM THE FIRST NOTE I KNEW I COULDNT BELIEVE IT. BHJWAT????????????????

Final Fantasy XIV x Evangelion crossover - Ghosts of Desire announced

WHAT???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

the pros of only seeing my wife's posts on bluesky thanks to the tab system: i dont have to see every single xiv opinion ever and i can form my own without my autism/ocd telling me i have to think the same things as everyone else. yayy. the cons: miss my friends :(

anyway not to be annoying but it's lesbian visibility week and also my birthday week so i get to be loud and annoying! help me out please if you feel like it. i am broke perpetually ko-fi.com/moorlin