How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS? I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow? ❤️ and ♻️ appreciated

vgen cm for @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social ♥️ ~ #VGenComm #art #umamusume

Am I shocked about the allegations and behind the scenes talked about in “Fit for TV” no. But holy hell how can anyone be so okay with exploiting people for entertainment like that?!??

bouncing between wanting to be alone to wanting to be with friends 🫨

let’s pipe down here costar 😮‍💨

oh blindboxes my new expensive hobby 😭✌🏽

umamusume coming out right when I needed a distraction was great. But also now I’m highly addicted to this game HOLYYY

Maybe I book another massage at the end of the month 💆🏻‍♀️

Maybe… I need to surround myself with different people :c I just want to feel alive again

I just need to force myself to do things I’m uncomfortable with so I can break this cycle of bad habits :c

maybe I’m so hyper focus on Umamusume because nothing in life brings me joy and something about focusing on that just makes me forget about how empty I feel

womp womp I’m feeling numb again

I gamed too much because I didn’t wanna think too much and now I’m nauseous as heck :c

I wonder what it’s like to not have a million thoughts running in your head all day

I miss himmmmm :c

*takes 5 steps forward, falls back 26473838 miles* 🤡✌🏽

trying to figure out why I’m having such feelings of resentment is so hard 😭

vgen cm for @kohaiyo.bsky.social 💙 ~ #VGenComm #art #commission #commissionsopen

:c I miss watching anime and shows with him

I. Just. Want. To. SLEEEP PLEASEEEE

Being up past 3am is my “let’s make some spontaneous decision” hours and last time I booked my first tattoo appointment… PLEASE I NEED TO SLEEP OR I WILL YOLO SOMETHING

I had ONE small cup of coffee at 11am. And it took my ass the whole day to drink and now I’m up at 3am 😭

I’ve been really into falling asleep to “boring history to fall asleep to” or “fall asleep as I play xyz” type of videos lately and it’s been soooo nice

I miss him :c

I miss him :c I wanna send all these seal posts but I can’t anymore

texting into the void the things I wanna text him because idk how to cope :c

All I did today was sleep all day because I had a headache and was nauseous :c

my head hurts and my heart hurts more 💔

sorry not sorry for the crash out on my social media. going through some thangsss and need to let out some steam

please brain :(( don’t let me revert to my old ways

I gotta keep reminding myself that healing isn’t linear

she’s decorated and looking CUTEEE af

your fave otter baker got her first tattoo 🫣

My cough is so terrible sounding and frequent that I think my neighbors think I’m dying 🥴

ever accidentally make chicken broth instead of tea at work 🤡

name a better feeling than hugging a plushie after it’s been washed and dried

I should not have drank half a liter of this milk tea because now I’m up, in my head too deep and isolating 🥲

Is it really a sourdough journey if the first loaf is a flop. But I did learn from this. So hopefully next time it’ll be better! #CrolBakes

Had to move her to another jar because she kept ✨growing✨ today after her feeding. Perhaps nows a good time to start saving the discard and maybe attempt to make a loaf soon? 👀🥖

Day 7 of my sourdough starter journey. After a few days of panic and inactivity, she was able to rise again. Hopefully she continues to grow to be a strong one✨🍞 #CrolBakes

day 2 of Sourdough Starter “Tataru Taru” in the making. She’s gunna grow up and be bountiful

Had a consultation with a mental health psychiatric NP and walked out feeling hopeful for once 🥹

sad girl hours means attempting bread for the first time and eating some good warm bread with butta 🥺 #CrolBakes

my sweetest little valentine 💘 🎨 @oniimely.bsky.social

POV: you and me on a one on one date this valentines day 🍫💘 🎨 @saechimiya.bsky.social

i got a weighted taco plushie and it feels so nice to cuddle with omg

my valentine💘 🎨 @alyulina02.bsky.social

I’m obsessed with my newest addition to my apartment 💞

valentines day is around the corner 💞🔥 🎨@Angstowo

One day I’ll sit down and finish the idea I have for the new outfit I want for my OC 🫠