family death on the imminent horizon and i muscled through last night but im not doing okay today. my body feels like its overclocking from the overwhelm and i feel sick. depression at an all time high

still figuring out how to draw convincing latex...

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#obsilluXIV Life's odyssey... Did this in like, a night and half a day but.. deranged labour of love for Samir and my friend's @themythrilheart.etheirys.social Adelaide. Happy late birthday! youtu.be/j2LJFh33M-M?...

learned today that my grandma's in the hospital with declining health. i feel too much against numbness that i can't name what it is, only that it sucks and i feel like all of my efforts to grab onto the soil of the climb up to functioning just got shaken up and falls through my fingers easily

hi folks, it's that time of month again. i have commission listings, character adoptables, and more up on my kofi, but i also just have this donation goal to cover my bills. much as i don't want to ask for help with no recompense, i've been struggling, and i know my work has been abysmally slow

Inventory in our crow indie game 🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ what do you think? #indiegame #indiedev #gaming #crow #art #gamedev

im working on a bigger comm for a friend and it makes me want to do custom character dice drawings. like soulstones but a d20 with character items and motifs. i've been having fun with the style i'm using to render

New hand-made clay items have been added to my shop! Shop(US): ko-fi.com/verdantsparr... Shares are appreciated, thank you! 😊

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i've been working on a personal design, and wanted to update a few icons 💚

[ #wip ] making my deplorable guy into a beast

Reshiram After all, he won my heart...

[ #wip ] making my deplorable guy into a beast

[ #wip ] been thinking about a different vibe for a "persona" sort of deal, different aesthetics and a return to my roots mingled with personal changes in tastes

[ #wip ] been thinking about a different vibe for a "persona" sort of deal, different aesthetics and a return to my roots mingled with personal changes in tastes

💫 domineering your past [ #art #dnd ]

Your art isn’t bad just because it’s not selling right now. We’re in a recession and people don’t know when they’re gonna eat next, nobody can afford fun things because the economy is crumbling. It’s going to be hard a while.

if this trip ends with stagnation, and this last bid effort for some modicum of stability falls through, i might just do it. there's no future for me past all of this that's attainable through everything that's piled up

halloween snittens (snake mittens) 🎃 happy halloween 🎃

i want to feel the exuberence of a smile that pierces past the mouth. i want to experience the euphoria of finally seeing facial hair sprouting defined enough it shows in the mirror. sleep that's restful, plans that stick as memories lit by sunlight and dappled with a kind breeze

i have been dissociating so badly i dont know how to keep existing, right now. it's impossible to describe the way my head and thoughts and body feel. the burnout of survival and going despite everything is mixing with the dissociation and making a cocktail that feels like it wants to kill me

#art #dnd a day late but I did a piece of faolán and tiernan for Halloween!!!!! 🎃🦇

perhaps a prince,whether he wanted to be or not. [ #art #dnd ]

formality fit for a prince ❄️

when the second prince of the winter kingdom/ex-crown of oberon wants you as his personal juice box 🤭 [ #art #dnd ]

i love you horny horror i love you exploring sexuality and desire through unsettling means i love you sexual repression manifesting as self destruction i love you intimacy transforming into something grostesque yet beautiful i love you finding comfort and love in the monstrous i love y

i need the amount listed on my kofi by the 22nd 🥹 ive been working very slow and it sucks but im trying to catch up while juggling things. i hate needing to take on more work and i want to recover so this stops but i cant afford to. thank you for understanding

[ #sketch ] i did wyrm up with some serpent tiernan doodles and a vague idea for his split jaw situation before i've been getting queue stuff done (you see the pun)

selfie day except i dont play ff at all rn but you can look at my cool hair 🙂‍↕️

H-HELLO.. please consider commissioning me! 💦 🌟 honeydropcrow.carrd.co 🌟 🌟 ko-fi.com/honeydropcrow 🌟 #FFXIVart #Commissions #HoneyDropArt

bestie im staying with for a while helped me get my hair done in a color style ive been thinking about for over a year 😭

waiter waiter more yaoi of my own ocs

[ #sketch ] i did wyrm up with some serpent tiernan doodles and a vague idea for his split jaw situation before i've been getting queue stuff done (you see the pun)

i've been struggling despite everything and all i've been able to muster most days the last few weeks is being a person enough to attend the things i've been tasked with during my stay-- new glasses, social events, setting up appointments. i'm trying to do work but it's been really difficult

his promise, his purpose 💎 #swiftclawART #ffxiv

nex looks very cute with the little ears and tail

therapy starting soon, but in the interim i need to...be alive. until then. sucks that despite being surrounded with care i want to disappear still

🍁 MONSTER F*CKER YCHs! 🍂 - 320 USD via Paypal ( see replies for more info 👇) - FCFS, one slot per illustration - 2 Month turnaround time ( Halloween deadline possible ) - Fully rendered + colored scenes! - Skeb style (minimal revisions) DM or Reply to claim! 🔄 Shares are super appreciated! 🥺💞💖

Testing something new out. Thoughts on prototypes for a dice tower? Thinking about dressing them up with little items that fit the vibes. Like moss, lanterns, dirt? 🤔 Feedback greatly appreciated!!! #handmadedice #dungeonsanddragonsdice

scribbled these up quick for a beach episode session for diuma's campaign, featuring his npc boyfriend 🙂‍↕️🩵

in the midst of trying to make rent, my tablet has finally decided to kick the bucket (it flickers endlessly like this or goes entirely black). I'll have a new comm post up tomorrow, but I've set a goal on my ko-fi for now if anyone is willing to throw in a bit to help 🥹 ko-fi.com/lunarniya

reposts this meme redraw for autumn (thanks tiernan)

Be cringe. Be sincere. Be honest and sappy and sentimental. Wear your heart on your sleeve. Hug your friends and tell them that you love them. Reach out to loved ones just to say they're on your mind. Always remind people of how much they mean to you. You never know when it might help lift them up.

break aside i've done some small work progress and a little bit more for myself for a ref i've been poking at for a month or two now. i needed to update tiernan's stuff since it's been like two years since i did an actual ref for him

break aside i've done some small work progress and a little bit more for myself for a ref i've been poking at for a month or two now. i needed to update tiernan's stuff since it's been like two years since i did an actual ref for him