no mercy for men who wrong me

This little jerk made me think she was gonna die; she just had a tummy ache here’s both of us recovering from tummy aches together. I love her so much.

RIP Ozzy 🖤🦇

Live footage of me listening to Ozzy/Black Sabbath today

do what you want/told me to? mad at me for it? don’t do it? still mad at me. I can’t do anything right, I think you just like being mad at me and making me feel bad and guilty.

It’s hard to put into words how I feel about Ozzy passing. To simply put it: I wouldn’t be me, doing what I do, and making the things I make if it weren’t for how much he as influenced me since I was a kid. My phone would not stop yesterday from folks reaching out to me with love for Ozzy (and me).

Do yall think this is haunted?

Life blows. My hearts in a million pieces. I am full of grief. I am confused, hurt, drained, conflicted. But I bought myself a stupid new purse that is a little hearse being driven by a skeleton. It’s a Hurse

grief sucks

once again and this one has me gutted

Yesterday

Been crying on and off since yesterday but I got to see my favorite mourning dove that hangs out at Mandy’s. This cutie hung out with us the entire time we were on the deck.

once again my friends

Spent most of my day with baby turkeys :)

A bit over 18mi of bike riding just doing fun things with Mandy for entire day. What a great day. I love my best friend

GY!BE tonight with a bunch of friends :)

I needed some whimsy so I bought myself a very silly purse and I can’t wait to receive it. I haven’t gotten myself something just for fun in a long time

Imposter syndrome so strong I’ve felt like I’m not allowed to make improvised noise cause I haven’t done enough listening lol ANYWAY here’s Deplorable Birth giulianimugshot.bandcamp.com/track/deplor...

Excited for my long bike ride with Mandy tomorrow

I have the apartment entirely to myself for the next 24hrs! You know what that means!!!! I am playing piano with my cat in my lap

My poor girl is exhausted in this heat ):

Me, awaiting Autumn

Having a lot of fun with this game, FAITH. Just finisher chapter 1 of 3. Excited for the other chapters. Makes me want to play Space Funeral (one of my favorite games).

Everything feels pretty bad but here are some of the pigeons hanging out in silly phone game I told you all about

Last weekend I met a chicken that thinks it’s a dog, is bigger than my dog and is being taught to ask for treats using a xylophone. This is Marshmallow.

Saturday :) and it’s sunny! and having a cookout with friends for Rose’s birthday

y'all gotta come to my White Noise show

I have this dumb phone game where you manage a funeral home/cemetery. It’s so silly and it serves no purpose, I simply just think it’s funny. but!! TFAGH have become invested in it and request updates on my “tiny funeral empire” regularly.

oh yes, Friday

It’s Friday

I truly feel so worthless and disposable. This sucks.

once again it is that day

Things don’t feel good but here’s a cute pic of me and my friends and a dog (you can’t see him but he’s in my arms lol)

I miss living with birds. Maybe one day I’ll have birds in my home.

I got invited to a watch party fir the last Black Sabbath show and I think that’s so cute I’m excited

Don’t be alarmed but inside of you there is a scary skeleton.

Today my giant coffee and I deep cleaned the apartment, worked on some solo music, worked on some synths for the dsbm stuff I joined, and finally got my hair stripe to the “Stella” gray color I wanted.

Gonna be vulnerable and say that realizing I was so easily forgotten/disposable to someone who claimed to love me has been hard to navigate. I feel really stupid.

I’ve been considering becoming a death doula for quite some time now..

Heartache. Grief. Sorrow. Heartache. Grief. Sorrow. Heartache. Grief. Sorrow. Heartache. Grief. Sorrow. Heartache. Grief. Sorrow.

Turn Back Time is a very grief stricken song, change my mind 🤷🏻‍♀️

Excited to grill with my friends tonight! And it’s Friday the 13th and it’s St Anthony’s feast day!

Working a double today but that’s alright. Brighton Bazaar is a good time

This same gf would also come meet me at work and instead of saying “here!” she would text me a pic of her hand doing “🤌🏼” in the room I was working in.

The best way to get a cannolo is in the north end at like 2am by an old Italian woman with no teeth who is very angry that you are in her shop that is open at 2am. It will be the best one you’ve ever had, trust me.

this trend is so cute :) a little wholesome while everything is so terrible