Rem and his drunkard sister🐺 #deadlock #deadlockfanart

Silver 💖 #deadlock

the throne of god moulders with His corpse, poisoned and rotting by the hate from those that would follow and crusade in spite of Him heaven is a wasteland of stagnancy; hell is a wasteland of chaotic entropy it is time soon for the divine alchemists of the self to take hold of the kingdoms

tomorrow... poems

trying to hide your boner and making it worse, good thing she 'came' prepared :))) SStar reward

is it weird to say that i don't mind so much going blind in my one eye because it's the littlest bit droopy and i kinda want that a little more because it's so cute to me to always have a sleepy eye like, yes, obviously, i should definitely look towards surgery/aid for it but also... blind = cute

it would be really nice not to feel fucking invisible all the goddamn time, though.

i really should get poetic about it, really dive into the melancholy again, really get back into cigarettes and berets and pretentious romantic lines about the mirrors in our eyes or some shit i'm good at it i should.

let's keep carving pieces out of each other. let's continue the mutual mutilation of our souls. maybe, between the two of us, we'll find the pieces to finally make a whole person. or maybe we'll create something so horrible we can never pretend again

i'm sorry if i've been kind of a downer recently, especially yesterday it's been rough. i'm trying to manage it, but there's some rough shit going around in here that's keeping me from staying standard; not the least of which being difficulty with the BPD and missing my ex, beside that. hahaa.

tdov always falls on a day i end up miserable and feel ugly and gross. i don't want to be visible. i don't want to be seen like this. i don't want to be whatever the fuck i am, man, i just want to be exactly how i am supposed to look and i'm so far away from that it sucks, man. sorry. i'll shut up

i am god's horniest most fucked up little prince

wanted to try a renamon in my style

lrp rent lowering gunshots or whatever but also like. emotions, man. regression is an important coping mechanism for me. i don't really care what people think about it. i need space to heal an inner child that didn't get to grow up and just hurts a lot all the time. have to heal somehow.

🧑🏻‍🍼😢⬇️ May you hold space for your inner-child. 💕🫂 #healing #regression #agere #littlespace #babyfur #littlefur #trauma

HOLYHOOOOOOOOOUND

genuine question is there a way to leverage my roleplay writing (which i can bang out extremely well and fairly consistently) into like, regular writing (which is sometimes like pulling teeth) i feel like the ability to springboard off someone's post does wonders for my creativity

VYPER'S NICE. WHY ARE YOU AFRAID OF HER #deadlock #vyper

if you see art of Venator and/or Silver Deadlock please send it my way i always want to look at Silver Deadlock i always want to look at Venator Deadlock i always want to look at them both kissing thank you

Finally had Silver's kit click for me #deadlock

man if i have to read one more big circlejerk about that streeted fighting man and fucking his second goddamn cousin like it's the end of the goddamn world i'm going to lose it you people would not survive the incest i used to write. smacks heavily of the hard puritan swing online this decade

yo nobody told me it was puppy day and i'm sad about that, i would have been barkin and wearin my collar and stuff...

Holyhound...

i don't think i'm ever not going to be in love with her and i fucking hate that i can't be fully happy with people that would do anything for me fucking stupid heart i hate you please give out already so i can not hurt so much

wish i didnt get so sad about my regrets so often i'm sorry i made that dumb mistake i'm sorry i couldn't wait to see if it ever would work again i'm sorry i'm always a mess now i'm sorry. i just want to be held by the unattainable i just want the unattainable and it hurts i can't be happy.

this ship has caught me like the promise of a fresh mechsplo story does to an it/its puppygirl i NEED art of venator and silver being toxic butch4butch-yuri-if-you-squint-hard-enough and romantic and drinking together and generally being shippy together this shit is a rare fucking pair man. gd.

is it a hot take to say i side-eye people who, seeing someone using they/them in addition to other pronouns, always zero in on the they/them exclusively like that's some implicit degendering sus shit or am i just jumping at ghosts here

gender updated recently, it's pretty great wiggling around in my seat

hello...

i'm calling the Silver x Venator ship "Holyhound" i think

'm gonna sleep

i hurt a lot

lord in heaven help me, i've fallen stupid hard for a het ship (i say as if i don't like the flavor of it being butch4butch toxic yuri-esque because i'm in my masc/craving-a-dad phase and it makes me really happy and is fucking with all of my notions up until now) huu...

sips coffee i need to be dykebroken by a large masculine figure, i think

mmrh. the kink fixtures are shifting. much to think about. see you tomorrow.

Back in 2013-2014ish, I saw an interview with Bailey Jay on youtube, and there was a moment where she talked about how trans girls don't have to fit a mold and can keep parts and just still be trans, and I could swear she had a line about girls with dicks are still girls.

goodnight, dear loves. i love you. just how you are, and just how you will be one day. i promise.

you need not tear down art you don't like for the sake of art you do like.

lrp that shit made me laugh out loud

Youtube thumbnails from ancient times

having immense trouble keeping my net functional tonight, it seems. pretty sure it's upload issues, or something? but fuck dude it's like 2009 again but in a bad way

venator...

alolan vulpix has found a sweet treat! #pokemonfanart

all the nuns on my feed today are making me unreasonably horny for... *checks notes* horny catholicism??? the fuck is this

kiss your plushie

sets my discord avatar to be a crop from porn anyway good night