anyway. goodnight for now

partly interested in switching to another pds/hosting service on this site/whatever-it-is but i am also often very displeased with fringe community treatment; i.e., weird fucked up perverts (like me) not sure where to go that is pervert-friendly while also being safe and also not full of fash...

every time i see the sailor moon that's green i just think of that one chick who did a bunch of exhibitionist shit at like, a convention, and i think being exposed to that early is what got me really into exhibitionism hm. anyway, goodnight

i miss the books of gay vampire erotica i used to have

That moment where he has to hold back laughter and then clearly can't believe the director hasn't called "cut" is what makes it.

hm. thinkin' about kinks again. maybe sometime i'll elaborate. but not right now. goodnight.

"my son turned out fine-" your daughter is literally. a plushie

If you really loved me, you'd let me test my limits in enacting violence on you and then comfort me when I cry for hurting you too much

feel like every time i log in to bsky for more than a few posts i find out some new horror coming down the pipe and i'm kinda realizing that social media as a whole is so spectacularly heinous for my mental not sure if i will continue to engage with or use it i cannot keep fearing for my life

reposting my old memes for my newer mahjong followers :>

i'm going to take this shower i don't want to bother with and then go the fuck to bed.

having fun by going to take a necessary shower in my home where my mother continuously clogs the drain of the tub and does nothing to clean it out so i get to stand ankle deep in water while trying to take a fucking shower the fun is me wanting to shoot myself

:(

thinking about the ultima first trilogy after seeing the ultima anime post thinking about how the villains were evil wizard evil wizard's girlfriend evil wizard & evil wizard's girlfriend's kid, which is just a computer weird fucking series /pos

A summoner with bed hair! #ffx #ff10

the best way to honor charlie kirk's memory is to give me, a trans person, $20. if enough of you do it, i can go to wherever he's buried and finally prove him wrong, that gender neutral bathrooms ARE a great public service.

LFG

if i had a nickel...

might just fuckin quit tbh

recently i have been thinking about writing and storytelling. mostly the bite size tweets/threads i have written in the past, and similarly costed things. i must mull over my thoughts on it, but i can distill much into general worry about my work and style. i will elaborate soon. goodnight for now.

made the mistake of saying "halimede the goat" on a thread with normal people in it elsewhere, chat

in other other news i do kind of miss my twitter follower numbers & some of the highlights of followers i had granted i have a lot of amazing followers now and i love all of you but some i lost to time and some i miss very much which is the other reason i don't engage with socmed much anymore

"gee sapph why do you go quiet on social media for multiple days at a time?" idk maybe it's the multiple places on my profile where i tell minors not to interact with me and the stupid fucking kids still click to follow me i'm trying to be kinder when it comes to kids but good fucking GOD. STOP!!!

might make an MTG 'tism channel on my discord server so i can infodump about stupid things i do in this weird fucked up card game

obligatory every-few-monthsly "i miss sabata" post

plays mycosynth lattice :)

anyway. the moon has set. the sun rises. the stars shift 'pon their way. and all things breathe, for a moment. but i. i, now, must step through the weft of dreams. be well. i'll return in time.

i just have a bit of a feeling. a little tickling in the back of my mind. the gentle bite in my soul. something has changed.

ITS MIKUS BDAYYYYYYY!!! >:3c somn quick n fun <3

i wish i could be held by very, very specific people.

sleepy. nini

sticking an account on pillowfort in the event that this website goes down the path of dumping NSFW to please investors and fascists

i'll age regress around you but you HAVE to get me juice and plushies or i'll cry.

i think if i could make a company i'd make a company that makes food and drink aimed at age regressors and makes kiddo treats at grownup sizes fuit snack packs that are the size of a bag of reese's pieces, 20oz sippy bottles of juice w/ cartoon character heads on top, big kid applesauce pouches...

thinking about how plushie HRT might be more popular than I'm This Many, i don't remember the numbers

It came to me in a dream.

being sad because i didn't remember my favorite ship's birthday until it was told to me at the very tail end of it yesterday :(

lrt i'm normal.

A second plane has hit the tower. -- "how much per liter?"//"an hour after wearing a latex plugsuit" fxtwitter.com/heartereum/s...

kinda thinking about how long i've gone getting art of my fursona without a proper reference sheet at any point i literally have ref sheets for like, the two other characters i've adopted over the years but none for anastasia. maybe i should get one done sometime...

accidental rule alterations.... awwrryipp

sometimes i give myself the small treat of going on clearsky and seeing who's blocked me; not to get upset about it but to go through the blockers' block lists to find cool people to follow

gently said goodbye to a relationship tonight. it's for the best -- better that i can work on healing myself, and that two people who love each other aren't waiting for godot for a breakthrough while both are in the midst of the horror show of the united states political climate it still hurts

go ahead, keep pretending to be human but that little sway in your hips tells me your phantom tail's wagging a mile a minute

Please never feel bad for not knowing something small and learning it from someone else. Don't think "I should have known that." You just had a small gap in your knowledge and have learned something new, and you're better for it, now. I'm proud of you for learning something new today.