Quote posting this for....y'know, no particular reason.

Anyone wanna bring me a slurpee? 🥺

i just got fired, and im the only source of income for two trans disabled people and a cat. if you can help keep us afloat while i hunt for new opportunities i'd be incredibly grateful. even just sharing helps a lot. CA: $QuadrupleHaelix V: @QuadrupleHaelix PP: @QuadrupleHaelix

*sigh* love to start my day being told by a man that I'm wrong to be upset by his "Pam Bondi with cryptkeeper's face" meme because it totally isn't making fun of her appearance at all. Because the cryptkeeper is much more famous for being ontologically evil than for being ugly looking, of course....

Ahhh, having silly little early morning thoughts like "gosh, I would really like to get groomed," and "would love some psychological torment from a woman who forces me to call her 'Mommy'."

CW: not stellar gun safety Only one name on its mind this valentines day... #mechsploitation

Would really appreciate it if life could settle down a lil bit so I could go back to fantasizing about predatory, abusive, toxic yuri relationships plz.

www.buildyourdynamic.com Interesting...

On a related note, if anyone is interested in helping me do some brainstorming, hit up my DMs or poke me on discord. I'm stuck on a non-horny part of the story right now, too, so it doesn't even have to get weird!

Lol, actual regular writer's block is such an unusual experience for me. Normally when I go a long stretch without writing it's because of a bunch of mental health shit going on in my life. This is weird and annoying, dangit. 😡

ICYMI: I introduced my Trans Bill of Rights with @markey.senate.gov — legislation to defend trans people across this country as Republicans continue to push anti-trans rhetoric and bills. To our beloved trans community: We see you, we love you, and we will always stand with you.

getting laughed at

Valentine's Day dinner fit check

You know what really sucks? When you actually do your shot on time, and remember your meds, and *still* wind up in a really depressed and anxious mood. Like, what the hell am I supposed to do about this NOW?

we do not teach students the right things about the Nazis We teach them that they are evil and they did the Holocaust, and so students think these are exceptional things unique to the Nazis As well we should teach them about the Blood Flag, soaked in the blood of the Bierhallputsch martyrs

We do not teach students the right things about the Nazis. For example, on March 5th, 1933, Germany held elections. The Nazi party deployed SS, SA, and other Nazi orgs to “monitor” the elections This was done to “defend the homeland”

Awwww 🥰

Why yes, I *did* just legitimately wish I could make money doing sex work specifically to buy firearm accessories...

also having one of those evenings where I really wish I was hot

Hjhhhhhhhhhhh yeah there's this loud, blaring speaker in my head that has started just constantly yelling at me that I need to get seriously bullied and abused and made to feel weak and helpless and pathetic and dammit, I *know* already, jeez! I would if I could! I'm working on it!

Boy howdy somebody in my head decided it's the CNC kink's turn with the controller today @_@

⚓️ [Scribbling on a notepad] Lean... into... rape kink... more...

hi yes hello

Good god the fucking dopamine hit of having people engage with and responding to your creative work is incomparable

....no yeah this is accurate.

hey uh after paying rent for the month im basically broke and im fucking scared ✌️🥰✌️ gas and food for the next few weeks is gonna be tight and iiiiiiiii don't really know what else to do besides keep trying. GF still getting little to no hours, my job is fucking killing me but i can't afford to leave

Trans women are so fucking pretty chat like holy fuck 🥵💜

NGL I need this done to me, like, ASAP.

Oh hey I also kinda want to mention, I wrote nearly 1k words yesterday - first time I've written anything in over a month. Felt really nice ^_^

please come home drunk and angry and just slam me into the wall for inane mistakes. or let me grope you while your brain is off and you’re limp and boneless in my lap

Every instance of "AI democratizes the arts, you're classist and ableist and a gatekeeper for trying to stop it" is a slap in the face to the literally centuries of poor, disabled people making art on the margins and a crass lie in service of a machine that strips down and regurgitates dreams

Yay: new model of the Rhino is getting released, this time in .44 Magnum. Boo: the design is way too big to fit in someone's throat. Life is full of tradeoffs...

Welp.

Realrealrealreal Yall never heard of domme drop?! Dont use your dommes as kink and meanness dispensaries! They are real people with real feelings who need real affection and its up to you to show it to em! If you cant do that you dont deserve them!

I think from now on, my preferred response to anyone spouting transphobic nonsense is going to be "why are you repeating pedophile talking points? Are you pro-pedophiles?"

How to make trans girls happy: turn them into curvy latex drones with big nulges, and douse them to the gills in hypnotic rubber, aprodisiac and hypno gases and spirals~. Then command them and praise them for obeying by saying how much of a good girl they are!

The only thing that can stop a tyrant is a gun

Damn, the desire to go out and do something really slutty is *bad* tonight, but I have no idea what to do or where I'd go >.>

rt if u hate nazis and love boobs

Why yes, I *did* just close my office door so I could take a selfie of myself with three fingers shoved down my throat to send to a partner. Happy Monday!

Yeah, my whole life has kinda been "oh hey, maybe I can fit in with this group and feel accepted and cared about" and then ending up giving up and leaving because I couldn't stop feeling like an outsider just pretending while everyone politely tolerated me.

Omfg. Fucking Guardians of the Galaxy 3 has me sobbing. Fucking queer found family narrative all about healing from trauma and moving forward with the people you love. Ugh. I don't know if I just don't have that, or if my own shit is keeping me from feeling even though I do.

Hey gang, what's everyone up to tonight?

CHICAGOANS!!!! Voting is open for the annual snowplow naming contest. And “Abolish Ice” is one of the options. You know what to do (vote): chicagoshovels.org

Epstein 🤝 Rowling Constantly thinking of children’s genitals.

Okay *maybe* I should try to be intentional about using this account again, for things actually related to smut, mechsploitation, kink, and me, and not just as my emotional dumping ground for venting all my depressed, intrusive thoughts. Maybe.

Contacted for a second interview. Realllllly hoping this works out.

Sometimes I still think about that time when people liked me.

Kinda wondering, if I just shut this account down and stopped looking at anything that reminded me of kink, sex, or smut, how long it would take me to forget this was stuff I was ever interested in in the first place. It hurts a lot to think about and I kinda just don't want to feel anymore