I fucking love buying people drugs it keeps happening Seriously as always pls poke me if you need help getting on DIY, it's a privilege for me to be able to do it

I need more good quality friends who are also sadists. This isn't, like, a bit or anything like that, I just want to expand my social circle and have more folks I can talk to about fun kink shit.

Using this once again to just casually mention that I drive a 500HP Mustang GT that goes 0-60 in 3.1s.

Wondering if I can specifically target my calves for muscle *loss* just so I can get them small enough that I can wear the 20-eyelet Solovairs...

doodle 💗

She gets treated well (cw: knifeplay + blood)

Reminder (since I won't update this until May) that my kink server for friends, mutuals and anyone they can vouch for is up and running now, if you want a safe place to discuss kink among like-minded people =)

"things may make me sad but never bitter" is such an incredibly good and valuable way of navigating the complexity of the world and I highly encourage literally everyone to spend some time reflecting on it 💖💖💖

really like women who make you feel like a dumb teenage girl meeting her first lesbian crush at a bar she snuck into

Reposting to say I still have plenty of these available, if you'd like a few, DM meeeeeee

I think we could do with a little less "Don't worry, I'm allowed to make this art because I'm traumatized in these ways." and a lot more "Don't worry, I'm allowed to make this art because I'm allowed to make any art. And also, it's none of your fucking business whether or not I am traumatized."

...In my case you might have to force me to stop making expectations of myself, which is a lil more complicated, I'll admit.

CUTE DATE SUGGESTION FOR THE OVER BURDENED TRANS WOMAN IN YOUR LIFE: cuddle with her while making no expectations of her for 12 hours. better yet? make it 24.

Am also I think struggling real bad today with how I essentially will not allow myself to be cared for by someone else. Can't have a domme actually care about me, that would be super cringe. Abuse is fine though, that's fun and hot.

Gods I hate it when I can't keep ~the persona~ going anymore. It feels like it always happens this way, and one would think by now I'd have come up with a better way to navigate it, but...nope. I love getting to be Zoey. She's interesting, and flirty, and fun, and hot, and a little bit dangerous~

Ok but seriously though, why are snuffbait girlies so fucking hot and fun to tease?

Hahahahaha holy shit. @kallidorarho.bsky.social

Oooh, Clicker Training II has reached a neat milestone for hits on AO3! If you haven't checked it out and are in the mood for something extremely dark and twisted, you should give it a read 😁 archiveofourown.org/works/74097321

Really having to force myself to not immediately dismiss this or argue that it doesn't apply to me because my tummy is extra extra big. I will jump through spectacular numbers of hoops to justify calling myself unattractive, but I'm trying very hard to unlearn that.

Rowling: anyway my transs friend ssaid Rowling: "joanne i think everything that you're saying is correct" Rowling: "truly i am an abomination that she's be and also my breed of subhuman fetishist shouldn't be allowed to exist" Barker: oh damn i didn't know you were friends with brianna wu

Stopping back home after dropping the kids off before going to work because I noticed a big patch on my face that I missed when I was shaving this morning, and the stubble is dark enough to be noticeable so I can't just let it slide. ~*just transfem things*~

Did y'all know that there are girls all over the place who legitimately find fat women really hot? 🥰

It took me 8 years at my current job and almost losing it twice before I finally realized that I really am fucking disabled and I really am deserving of legally-mandated accommodations to help me perform my job duties when my disability flares up and impacts my ability to work.

Hey there! If you think you'd like to talk to me more, but are worried I might not want to hear from you, like this post, and I'll DM you to say hi and break the ice 💖 I tried this out on discord last night and it ended up being a smashing success, so I'm curious about here now, too.

Putting this WARHOUND-inspired playlist of mostly dark industrial techno on my earbuds to keep myself energized while doing menial office tasks at my desk at work 🤣 slight thematic mismatch here, but hey, if it's silly, and it works...

ICE in Chicago this morning at Elston and Kennicott—a masked agent tells a witness (on the sidewalk) not to get in front of his car. Feds are continuing kidnappings across the city & burbs after increased activity this month. No flashy CBP caravans, just a steady stream of covert ICE arrests.

it’s a classic for a reason.

Lmao looking back at what I've been getting up to in the last 24 hours and I can't help but note that, despite the *very* wide range of interactions I've had, almost all of them still fit under the umbrella of "motherly." You know, in one way or another 😏

and with that out in the wild I've got some pretty rad book and performance news to share! 🧵

Hahahha last night was very fun for me and has had the unfortunate consequence that I have woken up *so much worse* this morning. Oh, no, not unfortunate for *me.*

*sigh* sometimes it's really, really wonderful being a mother...

It's that kind of evening where I really just want to grab a girl by the hair on the back of her head, grind her face into my crotch, and make her drink in my musk while she pathetically ruts against me, losing her mind and unable to think about anything but my scent.... *Sigh* 🥰

Thinking about how anti-fascist media is awesome, but I would definitely like to see more of it that specifically makes the point that fascists are evil, cruel, petty, stupid people, and that killing them to stop them from hurting others is not just an unalloyed good thing, but also very fun 😁😁

So, I have a single standing weekly meeting on my calendar that is my responsibility to run, and I'm kinda proud of the fact that the vast majority of the time we run through everything we need to run through and check in on all our ongoing projects and issues in under 15 minutes. I'm efficient!

Speaking as a queer, trans, armed anarchist, going to respectfully disagree. Punishment will not accomplish anything productive in terms of actually undoing the immense evil these people are responsible for. It may make people think they feel better, but all it does in the long run is validate evil.

Okay, putting a tourism ad for fucking TEXAS in front of the Speed Racer IMAX release is...certainly a choice.

I'm sorry, are you kidding me? They made a fucking "lol Dad has to stay home with the kids instead of mom!" Movie in fucking 2026??? Jesus Chris, just how badly are we regressing as a civilization???

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Me, holding up a revolver and addressing a group of girls all obsessing over worshipping gods and erasing their own personalities to imprint someone else's: "I just think they're neat!"

A little part of me is like "aww, I'm missing out :(" but the majority of me is quite content that I'm not getting sucked into the whole identity death quasi-religious cult kink that's currently going round the mechsplo girlies like a virulent new pox of some sort 🤣

Canadian doctors obeying a U.S. executive order that doesn’t even apply to Canada is deeply offensive to both trans people and to Canadian legal sovereignty.

On a completely different topic/note - I was crunching my budget numbers in my head the other day and concluded that I literally am living on credit card debt right now. Like, I bring home juuuuust enough to cover my regular monthly bills, and there isn't really anything I can easily cut back on.

One of these days, I really am gonna find a woman who's primary form of relationship and interaction with me is regularly ripping my ego apart and playing with the pieces like a Lego set. *Sigh* evil women....🥰

Today feels like a pretty good day to do the absolute bare minimum at work and use some of my spare spoons to write more...

Hrmmmmmm....do I write a mech fight scene for this, or do I skip over it and go straight to the aftermath so that we can get to the horror smut that much faster?

Jeez, I think Clicker Training III is on track to click in north of ten thousand words. Just hit 5k on it and there's still at least a couple big scenes left to write. Also yeah I know that says "click" up there instead of "clock." Genuine typo, but I left it in, because it's funny.