really glad i didn't finish my yuri ranking list before discovering yuri espoir. the first volume is so fucking good

love that it's seemingly a vocaloid producer rite of passage to make miku sing some kind of demented circus-y electro-swing number at some point in your career, regardless of whatever genre you normally produce

Well well well if it isnt the Blowjob Brothers.

if powell's is such a great bookstore then why did they send my copy of this monster wants to eat me vol. 3 with the cover slashed. riddle me that

i'm unironically blessed to have friends w the saintlike patience to withstand me yapping about yuri even when they have no idea what the fuck i'm talking about

I' LL BE THE HIT OF THE PARTY

i'm as stupidly susceptible to shoegaze as i am moe aesthetics. i am so weak to the warm embrace of a fuzzy major seventh. i hate on a lot of shoegaze bands for lacking mbv's compositional depth but i still find their music heart-wrenching

so sleep-deprived i've been repeating the phrase "hot pao need break-u" (pronounced sorta like "hatsune miku") under my breath for the past three hours

yuri between a five dollar bill and a twenty dollar bill

if we're gonna live in a surveillance state then we shouldn't have to do our own taxes. just cull my info from the ring camera skynet where you store all the data on me

pulled the bumbling minion uma and suddenly my day got a whole lot brighter

wow. i just modded my 3DS to be able to detect true love

can't help but feel that if i've overcome my fear of needles by self-injecting it must have incurred some unseen cost on my psyche down the line. like some dormant phobia slithering through my brain creases

if i've learned anything from the past few months i've spent as a glasses-wearer and fragile, grief-stricken crybaby, it's that spontaneously sobbing while driving can just straight-up turn into a life-or-death situation

Yuri 2

yuri between you, me, and dupree

being a good girl and offering to proofread new translated chapters of the LN i'm reading

reading the neurotic lewd scenes in the college arc of shuukura and thinking "ah, to be young"

i would really love to get back to a place where i'm not just writing about bad things that have happened to me but the bad things need to stop happening first

finally getting a goose pimple band back together ☺️ been thinking about going back to the days of coming up w one-off bits and costumes for every show

Is It Worth It?

you know despite all the heartbreak and longing being a girl who loves girls feels so good

so awesome

ghost of yotei is a p effective revenge simulator

i was so uninterested in light novels a year ago. now i'm in the comment section within the first twenty minutes a new translation of my fave series drops. i feel like i'm undergoing some kind of metamorphosis but i'm afraid of what lies beyond the chrysalis

learning lately that grief is sometimes just frustratingly dull and obvious

new hair 🤤

just like the original, ghost of yotei has "white guys design a samurai game" written all over it -- and just like the original, it nevertheless feels real good to play, especially HUDless

honestly at a loss for where to go after this. i'm grateful for the few discord servers and individual DMs i share w other trans people but the increasing atomization of internet communities / perspectives is so bleak. why is it so hard to find a platform that doesn't actively want to erase you

well now i'm just thinking of dressing up as "pao but w comically large breasts" for halloween. like they're so big i get stuck in doorways and hold everyone up

i think i'm just gonna tell cis friends i'm dressed up as a cat maid and tell trans friends i'm dressed up as a femboy

heartbreaking: GOATed yuri illustrator has started drawing noses all weird 😔

i think i'm gonna do it. i think i'm gonna be a cat maid for halloween. i really, really want to play a show dressed as a cat maid

i met a sheep named miku at the animal sanctuary ambient show a coupla weeks ago!! and she was so sweet!!

getting real suspicious that i've been hoodwinked as of late...that somehow i've been played, for a fool and/or like a fiddle...

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i like to pretend "cornish hen" is british slang for "corny hentai"

we've all got that one friend who's always slathered in amniotic goo

we might host shows at my house one day and i pitched "kingdom hearts ii" as a venue name but my housemates were unenthusiastic 😔 so i didn't have the courage to tell them i've been holding onto that idea for years...

i'm weak to things like guns and swords. frankly either of those would get the job done

i've already detected all your weak points and they're all in embarrassing locations you don't even know about

i'm prob gonna write more about this in the thing i'm working on but -- i waw so light novel-averse until i started reading the shuukura translation and now i totally get it. it's a medium that thrives on recklessly unreliable narrators. those girls are freaks and i love poring through their brains

There's So Much Girl Pee! (120 People)

when it comes to umamusume, i don't want to seem like i care about material things like a social status; i just want three wins in the gemini cup for my girls

next year i'm gonna get really strong and then finally get started on building us a new moon

bluesky bookmarks...huge for a lurker like me...

i want to play a game that actually makes me dance. not like a rhythm game or fitness simulator, a game that gets me to dance like a complete and total ass, like bust it down nasty-style until my bones get bent

"you think only the city has autodeath cars" "i live in Peoria and i hear Narcosis on the radio daily" look. 2 AM. I-80 gas station. TV screens on every pump - the news: your house. Your face. Hateful chyron. Guy's pumping unleaded in a container in the back of a van. Doesn't see you. You have a gun

spring steel & poison smoke, man. you gotta see the human abattoir. Cars virgin to human hands driving back & forth over random pedestrians til they pop like a fucked bundle of sausage links. Intrusive music, genres like Narcosis, Midwest Carcinogen Beat, Prejudiced Electro. Gotta see the big city

moon looks like it's out to get me tonight