this is us: we are 10, & the moms of 3 & daughter of 1 also came to celebrate! 🤩🌷 we are all so very, very different; each one of us brings something to the table & it makes for a divine balance of energy. no HPs, no hierarky, just a ring of magick. ⚪️✨️🌲🌲🌲 #witchsky #pagansky

yesterday we (circle of starlit pines) celebrated ostara with a tea party, ritual, & excellent conversations. it was the first time i've felt relaxed in gut & brain & 1st time being with more than 1 person in 2 months; i needed it. blessed spring, everyone! #witchsky #pagansky #ostara [ ⚪️✨️🌲🌲🌲 ]

my hearing was yesterday, today is an umfathomable adrenaline dump & i plan to ride it out on several gummies, cozy games, reading, & my cat perched behind me, dog at my side. 😮‍💨😌

went to a T-crossroad near my house, 924p, the summit of the dark moon. my official (small, but it's what i have) dedication (& offering) to Hekate. for a decade i've wanted to fit & work with a goddess but none clicked -- til a couple months ago, via a slew of signs. #witchsky #pagansky #hekate

does taking meds with protein shakes = "with food"? body wants food, throat swallowing says no. i'll feel ickysick either way, but i guess at least i can say 'well i'm still taking my meds' when my body gives out. 🤷🏻‍♀️ yay weight loss amirite? near fighting weight; have been off mat 1.5 years lol

i usually prefer wearing only 2 necklaces at a time (also only 2 bracelets & no rings except wedding band) but this gifted malachite wrap blew my mind & came at the perfect time 🤩 i will likely just wear it on ✨️occasions✨️ when i need it 😊 #witchsky #pagansky

yeeeeah so i've been in such a high state of anxiety/panic/brain popping bc of a hearing coming up, i thought the bloodmoon was 6am est tomorrow. so that fucking sucks. rly needed to sink feet into frigid ground & sit beneath. i wanted to make bloodmoon water. i am dumb. stupid. #witchsky #pagansky

i thought we were going to lose our dog yesterday morning. i cried to her, 'please no, not yet, not this crossroad yet' & then, 'o my fucking stars thank you...' so while i know this is small, it's gratitude & reverence. dark moon = a more apt offering. 😮‍💨😔🌚 #witchsky #pagansky #hekate

cord cutting for my oldest friend & 1st person i explored wicca with; she's ready to file for divorce. flamework was so on point; the cord burned 1st on her candle (white) yet BROKE APART off HIS candle. our faces were lit up & flushed upon closing. #witchsky #pagansky #mishmashwitchcraft

me to coven, re: not even a little bit ready to start waking from hibernating: so the goddess is all, 'winter still gonna winter, so go on & keep wintering, but imma hook u up with some sunlight, blessed imbolc you burnt out bitch!' #witchsky #pagansky

new profile pic: :F

new profile header; alakazam & goodbye

i enjoyed finishing Stranger Things, but i NEVER want to hear 'running up that hill,' ever, for at least 5 years 🫠🫠🫠

my love & fist bump to everyone whose ND blend isn't cute or fun for others or quirky. also those with RSD. it is 827% unfun, processing icky situations is stupid hard.

guess everyone else's 'actions due to neurodivergence' is fine, but mine = "mentyB & med changes," so.. ok then. mental breakdowns & meltdowns are not the same. so, now have zero social circles IRL. i always forget i'm supposed to let shit slide vs calling it out, & so now idk how to Act. :/

reddit said not to change out a tailpiece without a luthier, but no one tells me what to do 😤 no wolf tones, no rattling, the whole ordeal (certainly a bit stressful) took less than an hour.

"i've been reading a lot of books this year, i know about busking!" - @nihilight.bsky.social

meet clara, clara is waiting on new strings & new tailpiece; birthday month (march) my goal is geared pegs & a new case. unlearning violin muscle memory & relearning bass clef is annoying

eyes closed for lack of purpose, or lack of light, or fear that i'll lose it

life has been lifing. i'm learning to play cello.

omfg my husband did a zelle $$ send to me on FRIDAY. zelle now shows the xfer happened but it isn't in my account yet, i guess i'm paying my PT copay tmrw with air

xmas / yule decor starts early in this house :) i plan to gather fallen pine tree bits & (artificial) holly for my altar. what other yule related things could i add? #witchsky #pagansky

mina's 7th cold season with us, now at age 10, which means a new tee! come december she'll get a new hoodie 🥰

it's wild to be mad at someone bc they are tired of being alive in their 'new normal,' like... insane. thanks for making my whole point ig

how mina feels about losing an hour #dogsky #dogsofsky

i don't know how much longer i can coast for

this week's grocery shop i'm going to grab pastas, soups. maybe mac & cheese (with cheese packets vs milk/butter) ... what other (affordable--i am unemployed) groceries can i get to have on hand for anyone needing food help in november?

holding the east corner, 10th annual witches ball, muskegon MI .. someone caught this shot of me mid sway while listening to the ritual poem! artful & melodic, it tied our queer community to our witch community... i was shook & yet sedate, soothed. #witchsky #pagansky #queersky

i love how NO ONE told me my lil bandana was flipped up 😆 night 3 of 3 this evening & Waiting Mode is stiiiiiifling

i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky

noisy evangelicals & it wasn't even 9p, NOR the weekend, as last night was simply a soft opening. they eventually were told they had to stay on the sidewalk & not enter the space again. so they paced 2 ft behind my sisters & kept it up for another 1.5 hrs. #witchsky #queersky

night 1 of a 3-night event, the 10th annual witches ball, is in 5 hours. my guts are lava! but: all the queers & all the witches as one in this city? hell yea. #witchsky #queersky

- .65 in my bank account. awesome.

portland is not a warzone it's animal crossing, i said what i said

left: rosewood, right birch. #witchsky

yaaay big harvest moon! i had 2 bowls of storm water from this summer & have been frothing to make 'moonstorm water'! idk what for, i just do what brain wants. also gonna set out 2 gifted, handmade wands!

3rd week of PT for my bicep (2 yrs out from a grade 1 AC sep) & my dude said, 'so, you've got hypermobile joints; it healed right but yr muscles overcompensated for stability & you've got 8 different tangles here...' 🙃🙃🙃

i just finished ep3 s3 & oh lort 🤯🥵🤩

i decided to finally watch killing eve before it leaves netflix; i'm on the last ep of season 2 & it's been SUCH a whirly ride so far

suicide awareness month is closing, & tomorrow is 7 years since i almost shot myself. here is a thing i wrote leading up to it, & finished a week or so after i was released from an 8-day involuntary hold.

So if you need any more proof we're being censored and in very dark times... www.npr.org/2025/09/24/n...

good morning, bsky

looks like sniffing glue’s back on the menu boys

lol why are so many military planes flying about in groups of 3+ ??? yes i live by a (small) airport but wtaf?? the world i think is starting to unravel & end

skelly 🤍🩶🖤

today my mina beana is 10 years old & has lived with us for 6.5 years & will be having bacon cheddar ice cream with "chocolate" chip cookies for a sunset treat. we played ball earlier in a freshly cut back yard. #dogsky #dogsofsky

day 2 of socials detox/dopamine reset: i've been on 'em most the morning, however i've also not (walked dog, house puttering) & i'm setting my fucking phone down now!!

i survived day 1 of my social scrolling detox/wean, with 2:15 left for FB, 3:15 for bsky, 4:15 for chrome. #dopaminereset #wishfulthinking

update: detox isn't going so well, partially i think bc i upgraded my phone monday & this mint green beauty that works fast feels good in my hand, soooo why not scroll n scream a little more? 😅

well i have set timers on my most caustic dopamine scrolling apps, so... facebook, & i've already eaten up 20 mins of my alloted daily 4 hours, LOL! the plan is to remove an hour per week 🫠🤞🏻