Another day, another chance for Aaron Purr to demand I don't do my project...

Aaron Purr and I watching The Office. He seems to really be into it.

I have a splitting migraine and haven't been able to sleep even one minute this past night, so I can't bring myself to watch this embarrassment of a UN speech yet. But I know I'll be able to find it later today - and seethe when I do. Just the quotes I've seen posted have made my head throb harder.

Evacuating. Again. 3 sheriff's calls and two texts. Smoke is waaay too close.

Someone doesn't want me to work on my notebook today.

I hate that everyone is talking about @natebargatze.bsky.social docking charity, and not his ADDING to the amount if they run *under* the 45sec limit. I'd definitely be like, "Thanks everyone! Good night!" to add multiple thousands to the total final donation.

Oh my God.

Had an Etsy credit I finally cashed in, to a seller in Ukraine, and it came in a box with this on the sides ❤️

I've literally been watching Henry Danger all day today.

I'm having such a hard time with my big cross stitch that I've already restarted 4 times. It literally has me in tears now that I'm on the really difficult part.

I'll probably be getting a time out on Twitter, but it was totally worth it. I don't want to post a screenshot here, because I don't want a time out from here, though...

Free book acquired today:

Finally, for the first time, I was vindicated about my saying someone hates me. Usually I'm told it's just my anxiety, or the C-PTSD, or simply paranoia - but (gut-wrenchingly) they showed their true lying colors to someone who knows the absolute contemporaneous truth.

Following a cross stitch I was unhappy with today, and feeling pretty useless for a long time now, I whipped up something super easy. Not at all where I thought I was going with this, but I think they're cute :)

At the pharmacy. I know I need my meds, but...what?

Get back from Peter Fire evacuation, thinking we're safe (despite my terror of fire), then THIS starts right next to us??! (We're the blue dot.) Fuck this day.

Someone is not a fan of evacuating...

About to see Weird Al for the first time in about 30mins!

Favorite fucking thing in the world? When there is a fire exactly where your loved one is and they refuse(?) to answer their texts or their phone calls.

I'm sorry but exactly WHAT THE FUCK? (SaMoHi grad, '98) displaced native (there starting in 1984) and this is our "patron saint"? This is what the promenade looks like now? Utterly gutted by this image.

I have horrible news from the untrustable, unforgivable, foster.

LET’S DO THIS! SMALL DONATIONS ADD UP! 💪🏻 donorbox.org/mmfs-barn

Everything caved in this morning and I give up. It's all unsustainable and frankly I don't care anymore. No one else does either so screw it all. There's literally nothing more I can do. This hell is my life now, and there's no quality in it. And I don't want to keep jinxing everyone around me.

@optimstie.bsky.social - oh what insomnia will cause people to do... :) Gotta figure out a decoration for the top and bottom but my hands hurt too much right now...

Losing my mind PG&E won't write letters-will do calls Potential new landlord won't take phone calls-only wants letters My twitter was hacked while in the hospital & didn't have my phone-changed email, phone# & password Tech support won't help-says change info I CAN'T ACCESS. Anxiety thru the roof.

First apartment appointment in 2 hours. Don't like having to bring Purr with, but his separation anxiety is epic right now and he can't be crying when he's not supposed to be here. He's a service animal, so at least there's an excuse. Plus he's a super good boy. And it's his birthday today too.

This sleepy boy right here? I just realized we got him back in time for his Gotcha Day. Such perfect timing! Happy 3rd Birthday Aaron Purr!! 🎈✨🥳

I let him roam a little because we're stopped, and OF COURSE the first thing he does is tangle his leash in my wheelchair multiple times, get cozy and shout at me because now he's too far away to pet.

He has both his people 💞

Guess who I got!

Robot. Soccer. We live in the future now, apparently.

What I'm the holy hell am I looking at here?

SOMEONE HAS *GOT* TO RENT TO US. FTLOG. This can't be this hard. Poorest county in California & can't find a pet friendly/accessable/affordable unit. Even looking at 2nd floor apts (I'm in a wheelchair) & crawling up the stairs Everything is like 500sqft for $1,600/mo. One was 300sqft for $1,200/mo!

Meanwhile (to borrow from @colbertlateshow.bsky.social) We made the news yesterday!

My health/literal actual real mortality is at risk, but may be able to save Aaron Purr today. (Ironically, my support animal that has saved my life multiple times, but I'm willing to do anything to save him from an evil foster (that killed his sister.) (1/4)

Wilshire Half-a-Biscoff, 3 ice chips and a compazine? Yikes. There are dark economic days ahead of us I guess.

The White House landscape now matches our national political one.

Just saw the #Fantastic4 movie. I laughed. I cried. I almost hurled (but that was unrelated.) (Does anyone out there still even remember this reference?)

Frustration!! But: sterling liquid silver with vintage crystal spacers, moth lined seed beads, and sterling bells. Tipped with ancient Roman glass beads. And a kitty charm :) Hands shaking like crazy, but still can control them enough for now to eke out a bracelet.

HOLY SHIT OH MY GOD NOT OZZY!!

All my bags are packed Ready to go I'm standin' here (heading out) your door...

Nevermind, it's "get out ASAP" as they already have someone else moving in today. HELP.

So I figure I have about a week left if everything goes as they've planned. 5 hours left here, then nothing. It's supposed to be my terms that the inevitable ending happens, but they've even robbed me of that. To hell with the thought that i'm bringing anyone's else down.