I have plans most of the weekend which is cool but now I'm like when do I do nothing

I looked up anime/manga that are like ghosts in the shell and every list is abysmal. Why is cowboy bebop on all of them? Akira, evangelion, and steins gate too. None of them are like gits, they're just listing popular anime and almost certainly written or assisted with AI

I'm back from suspension :3

Got shrimp fried rice from the food court at work and it might be the worst fried rice I've ever had

Gonna listen to music so I don't have to hear anything else

Imagine having endless music at your finger tips and choosing to listen to Benson Boone

I think everyone should see Andrew WK live at least once.

I can't lie I genuinely hate being alive lol

I'm feeling too anxious to leave and get dinner but I don't have any food at home so I'm stun locked rn for no real reason

It's funny how the most random weezer songs will blow up on tiktok. Next one should be across the sea. I wanna see how that will go.

Remember when game consoles would get cheaper instead of getting more expensive

I've been listening to a lot of ozma lately

I hated being in a church band but I loved playing the nice guitar. I'd overplay the fuck out of every song and force solos that don't belong so I could be the main character instead of god.

Making an app shitty so people go for the paid version makes no sense bc I just assume your product sucks and won't pay.

I finished RE9 and it's really good!

I just got back from the dentist and I wanna cry. Partially because of how much it cost but also I feel way less insecure when I talk now. There's still a lot of work I need done but this is a good start

Earbud wire got caught on a knob and I wanted to rip the cabinets off the wall

I wanted to upgrade my PC but because prices are so bad the popular builds are basically my current PC. Also re9 runs great so I have no real reason to upgrade.

There are 2 kinds of tech people. One is an AI accelerationist and the other is using a 15 year old desktop to build a home server.

Eating a totino's pizza rn

I finished the book it's incredible btw. The final few chapters are written so well. I don't wanna say too much but I wasn't expecting the existential dread.

Weird day at work

I'm nearly done with The Memory Police and one thing that keeps sticking out to me is the complacency. Specifically the way people react to things being forcefully "disappeared" by the police. They say "it's inevitable" and adjust to a worse life instead of fighting for the one they have.

I was thinking I hadn't gone to the movies in awhile and decided to see what's playing. This is actually abysmal.

When friends give me dating advice, it's usually so bad I start to like them a little less

I watched good luck, have fun, don't die last night and unfortunately it was terrible.

Another week of waiting till the weekend

Beau is Afraid is how I feel walking to CVS

Literally got prescribed more sunlight

Having a little laptop by your couch is a good way to stay off your phone. I know it sounds like the same thing but computer time is better than phone time.

I'd love to play ging nang boyz when I have aux time at hang outs but I don't wanna be known as the white guy that loves Japanese rock too much. Especially since I don't go to many hangouts. I need another weeb to break the seal.

When I listen to the Smiths, I like to pretend Johnny Marr is the one singing.

I've been playing runescape for a couple days and I've already gotten further than I did as a kid. I've done almost all the f2p missions and beat the dragon.

I threw up and nearly passed out after they drew blood for lab work but I am OK :3

I'm going to a doctor tomorrow and I feel like a nervous child.

I have no desire to grow old. I don't even wanna make it to 30.

Being a person is both fortunate and unfortunate. Being a bird sounds like a beautiful experience but even birds experience grief and pain. Only as a person can I truly know what it's like to get high and watch Lost Highway.

They definitely replaced Jim Carrey. A celebrity would never change their appearance with bad plastic surgery.

The more movies I watch, the more I hate the "just let people enjoy things" crowd. Imagine your taste being so plain that you get offended when someone isn't excited for the new avengers cameo slop.

RE9 is really good so far. Grace is like a Chihuahua and I really relate. It's actually scary too.

I'm trying to stay informed while avoiding doom scrolling but I genuinely cannot keep up with the news cycle. I'm smart enough to know that's intentional.

Traffic was so bad that it took an hour and a half to get home but at least I had time to listen to the new Mitski album twice in a row.

New Mitski album waiting for me on my commute home 😌 I really loved the 2 singles so I'm ready to be able to hear the rest

Sometimes I think about those stories in the Bible where people are suffering and when they ask for reprieve god is like "no I won't do anything but you should think about how awesome and strong I am." What a fucking dick head lol.

Ngl I feel violated when I just wanna peruse Sweetwater's website then immediately get a call asking if I'm looking for anything. Actually don't know if I wanna even use the site anymore.

I give up

Booking an appointment with an endocrinologist so hopefully I can feel normal for the first time in my life.

Any time I feel misunderstood I'm going to start saying "you lack Dylan literacy."

I don't have enough friends that have seen Mulholland Drive.