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I was trying to paint a picture of what it looked like for my dad, but the problem is I was on the phone but my Italian hands don’t know that

Oh shit I found better pics of it pre and post dye job! Listen it’s not the best, but I love it

Not just one of the people… JESS MARIANO 😭

Somehow I don’t have many pics of this shirt, but it’s one of my faves. Fit is great, love the bootleg design and the bleach dye was one of my best I’ve ever done. I adore a bootleg shirt tbh! Anyway, here it is at the parade ☺️

Made this, loving doing life with him ❤️

Rory is currently trying to herd him downstairs she’s so excited about giving him birthday kisses

It’s someone specials birthday today and you all should wish him a very happy snowday birthday!!!! 💚💚💚 @robhanna.bsky.social

Yarn swift is the term he was looking for. The drama of it all is my mom of course had one but none of us could find it for months after she passed. I found out there was 1 at 1 Michaels in the whole 30 mile radius. We went, some lady was holding it and debating if she wanted to buy it. After about

It’s coming out so well! Better than mine tbh lol

The best part is I turned around just as he was sliding after talking shit lol

Him “hey Lauren being right again!” Me “yeah you know it, almost like you should listen to me more often” “Wait what was I right about this time?” I literally forgot I said that and had moved on to focusing on my knitting lmao

Finally finished my Oslo Hat by petite knit and I had Rob model it for me ☺️

He certainly tried though

Merry Christmas, everybody! From your pal Rob. And from Lauren, who obviously took the photo.

He did it! It came out great, my brother said my mom would have liked it. So he wins Christmas Eve ❤️

Hung out with the sweetiest sweetie there is, had a lovely time. Still not used to the idea of a whole-ass Chrismus Village at City Hall, still feels like magic. Just like Lauren does. Happy Christmas, youse dickheads!

My favorite Christmas movie (I usually only watch this on Christmas Eve but it was on now and I could use this rn)

Anywho, I decorated my parents house today with hot cocoa in my moms favorite Christmas mugs 🥺

If anyone has opinions about my white Christmas tree lights, consider that this is my first Christmas without my mom and this is how we decorated the tree my whole life. So I don’t really care about anyone’s opinions about the color of the lights, I’m having a tough time so just let it go ok?

Counterpoint idc, white lights on the tree because it doesn’t fight all the beautiful ornaments my mom had throughout her whole life.

He forgot the part where I went “fuck you, I know you didn’t! You don’t even like jojos! Why would you do that to me?!”

2 months without her and the first one of many firsts without her tomorrow, it’s been really hard but I feel like my first birthday without my mom is going to be really difficult. I miss her so much 💔

I’m lucky ☺️

And today I made chicken pot pie 🤤

He might just be in love with me or something idk @robhanna.bsky.social

It’s so cool!!

My dad and I just got back to the house and it smells sooooo good

I’m so exhausted, but the service was so lovely and I’m happy with how it all went. It was very fitting for my mom. I honored her by making some flower arrangements, she would have loved them and it made me feel good to do that 🩷

Found music note ribbon to put on the arrangement 😭

Anywho, here’s my flower haul after being unwrapped, prepped and put back in the buckets with plant food

I’m not joking when I say the concern/judgement this lady was giving me was palpable. Rob noticed it, that’s how you know it was bad lol I wish she said something or made a worse face bc I was so close to asking her what her fucking problem was. Like can I buy flowers for my mom’s service? Or no?

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Wrong. I don’t like ABBA. I LOVE ABBA and angel eyes is a perfect song idc

Just a bit of an update on the back panel of the jersey project (need to weave in the ends, start seaming the shoulders, make the sleeves, then seam the sides)

I made him grow the beard when we started dating, you’re welcome everyone ☺️ It went like “hey I wonder what you would look like with a beard” and then he grew one, it was really that simple

Look how cute Maya was being during dinner 🥹

Speaking of Maya, she just got done at the groomers. Look at her 🥺

I had to tell the dog groomer about my mom passing when I dropped her dog off today and she literally started crying because she loved my mom. The dog groomer. Live a life where even your dog groomer loves you that much. She said mom was always lovely and smiling, she knew how much she loved Maya

Steam Blocking the bottom portion of the back panel and while I wait for it to cool I am going to learn how to crochet a number 😈

For the first time in a long time, I did nothing other than work on my project today and it was nice to escape for the day finally

Getting ready to block my project soon 👀 (I’m blocking pieces as I go, I’m not THAT close to being done yet)

Like PLEASE, it’s nothing like that at all

I can’t wait to start the next section of the back panel, doing something cool with it that isn’t in the pattern. I can’t wait to see how it goes 🙂

Anywho, here’s the progress on the back panel of the jersey. Photo 2 and 3 are the front panel. I do have this eagle decal, but it’s felt so I worry about its longevity. I do have punch needle supplies, maybe I can try making one out of that? Maybe? Idk

Yeah I miss my mom so much it hurts 💔

Nurse Tina, who only took care of my mom officially for 2 days loved her so much that she kept checking on her when she wasn’t her patient. She held her hand after we left the room when she was intubated and then came in to say goodbye to my mom today when she passed. It was moving to see her care

She’s gone. I was holding her hand and told her whatever she needed was ok and a moment later she stopped breathing 💔 Thank you all for the kind words earlier, I’m just so devastated and at a loss how this even happens.