fuuuuck! Blue Prince just got crazier for me. Been away for 4 months and I've unlocked WAY more puzzles and cryptic messages x.x

Erf, I hate social anxiety. I get way too in my head when things start spiraling and I just doubt that I'm a good person to be around. Just gonna sleep and try again tomorrow.

It was exactly one year ago that I stood in front of the Maroon Bells and said "I Do" to the man of my dreams ❤️ Happy Anniversary, Koj! 📸: @blyze.bsky.social

This resonates with me greatly. This is how I felt with mixing music; I had some fun with it, started growing with it, and at one point, I felt amazing with it! Then, that spark faded away as I started comparing myself to others and self-sabotaged myself greatly. It sucks so much..

I have been thoroughly enjoying the latest No Man's Sky update and building a Corvette from scratch. There's something satisfying watching your ship start small and slowly improve into something amazing.

Had a SOLID pack pull last night before going to bed!

I love how friend circles keep intersecting left and right in VRC. Bumped into @enzoleon.bsky.social finally!! Was fun getting to chill with ya!

This track has been on repeat this week. Such a fun groove to jam out to. youtu.be/sXVzxZ8I1HY?...

#Fursuitfriday Up early today. Felt good to fursuit again at Denfur and feel like I didn't lose my stride with it :)

35 Yet I still feel like I'm figuring things out.

Final day for Last Caw at #Denfur! We've received an incredible amount of support this weekend and we're actually running low on all of our merch! Come say hi and see what we have left! Where here until 3pm.

I am so dead today x.x All I wanna do is go home, take a long shower, snuggle up to my husband, and pass out.

Btw, this was the absolute best Denfur I have ever experienced! I'm absolutely gonna come back next year!

This fandom is so cool. There are so many kind, giving, skilled people who make amazing things happen. Music, art, conventions, dance, charity events, and the list goes on and on. It’s all so magical. Keep being awesome, furries.

Denfur fucking turned UP tonight! Massive crowd for the entire takeover event. Couldn't have done it without this community showing up and supporting us. We'll see ya'll in October! @foxtrotclub.bsky.social

#Denfur has been so amazing this year, and the @foxtrotclub.bsky.social takeover was a blast!!

Grabbing some empanadas for an early dinner and chill in my room. Gonna be a long night for me!

I'm roaming around and floating for a bit in fursuit! Come find me and get pictures with me, if ya want!

Out of suit! Thanks to those of ya who snagged photos with me! I'll be out and about in suit starting around 10 or so to set up the Foxtrot community table again and attend the fursuit photoshoot, and then romp around like a big, dumb dog again!

Just found out Denfur has a VR portal for the main stage events! Better yet, now YOU can join virtually on VRC for the Foxtrot Takeover Saturday night at 8pm MST! vrchat.com/home/launch?...

Suiting up for Denfur! Come find me roaming around and say hi!!

Dinner, then fursuit time! Been years since I've made an appearance at a con in fursuit.

It has been nice chatting with folks today and hearing their Foxtrot stories at the table. It's also been so nice reconnecting with folks left and right at Denfur :3

Debating if I wanna fursuit after lunch or do it closer to the evening after I'm done with Community Table stuff... ...hmmm

Any photographers going to Denfur that are available for a photoshoot on Saturday? My group photo photographer is sick and won't be able to make it. I will pay! Please DM me!

Went into VRC and just hung out by myself. Was nice getting a quiet night exploring places myself for once :3

I'll be at Denfur this weekend manning the Foxtrot Community table! If ya wanna say hi, feel free to stop by ^^

Today is the perfect day to get smothered in a cuddle pile. It's less than 75 out right now!

Saturday night is always a roaring time for our dances and this year we have the foxtrot take over! If you have a badge for Saturday or the weekend, it's included. Otherwise we do offer passes just for Foxtrot on our site! https://denfur.org/register/

Got lucky today with my pulls!!

Got a Vet appointment tomorrow. It's specifically a quality of life one. It's not one I was ready for, especially now. Too much on my plate.

@lastcaw.cc Hey guys! Wanna chat about having you guys at Foxtrot Howl-O-Ween again like last year! Got someone that can poke me or e-mail us at [email protected] for the opportunity? Hope to hear from someone soon!

I am constantly reminded of my dog's slowly declining health everyday at this point. I am trying to juggle so many things on the side as well. I'm trying to stay on top of everything, but it feels like I'm trying to summit the hardest 14er and it's my first attempt at doing so.

Posting here to see if anyone might want some photos done at Megaplex. It’d be awesome to pick up a client or two. Folks in examples~ @southwesthare.bsky.social @crunchwrapsupyeen.bsky.social @picodegato.bsky.social @lakotalutrova.sheath.church

lol, just like in person, I still suffer from general shyness and quietness in new spaces with new people. I gotta break out of this shell eventually.

Getting back into VR feels good! Been getting involved in the small # of groups I'm in slowly, but surely.

Been trying to actually get involved in some other small communities I have come across and been invited to. I feel bad that I joined said group and I barely chat at all. Just a lot on my plate with a sprinkling of social anxiety xD

Just to cast a line out there; Is anyone familiar with fursuit-makers that can do a head-only project? My husband had a very bad experience with a certain petsuit maker and we're going to pivot on the design and we need to get a fursuit head made. Just need recommendations, no rush!

Gonna go hit the gym after about 2.5 weeks of tackling other stuff. Gonna go light on weights to get my form back, more than anything. I seriously don't wanna fuck myself up on my first day back and regret it later this week.

I'm so damn tired. I need to take away stress, not have more added to it.

A lot of negativity today after yesterday is still plaguing me, and I just can't catch a break. I'm so tired...and I feel that this week isn't gonna get any easier.

The weight of everything from the last 2 weeks just hit me like a freight train. Life is beautiful, yet so very cruel.

I got a taste of a new experience within VRChat last night and I gotta say; I got hooked VERY quickly! Last night is still playing in my head this morning and I wanna dive more into it.

I am very emotionally drained today. My motivation is also totally gone, but I'm still gonna try and make something out of today.

The bad news just keeps getting piled on. I really just wanna check out so bad.

3rd week in a row where shit just sucks and I then get no motivation to try and recover for the rest of it. Will things ever stabilize for once?

Went on a big hike today, and my legs are toasted. I see it more as motivation to get back to the gym and pick things up again. I need to stay fit so I can truly enjoy being outdoors and keep up.

Me in a fucking nutshell. I hate it when a meme reads me xD

This is actually quite fun for me, and being casually horny with friends is fun (with consent, of course!). Knowing that there's also no pressure or expectations as well makes it much more fun.

*sighs* poor dog...her Vestibular issues are really hitting her hard tonight. Gonna chat with the Vet, as I feel this might be a central issue now...