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My hope is to lock in on the new year. "it'll get worse before it gets better", well shit's pretty fucking worse right now, I can't make rent next month, I'm completely fucked. Next year has a lot to look forward to, so, as much as I'd rather just disappear, I'll stick around and hope things improve

Guys I'm trying so fucking hard but getting fucked over by my job, getting fucked over by the patron who helped me out of my addiction, and now I can't even see my family or my own Boyfriend on the holiday. I'm doing VERY badly right now.

Went to a bar and my receipt made my night sound amazing 💦

I'm struggling to get back into my hobbies, I miss making music and videos, but it's been hard to even want to...

The mff fomo sucks

the full moon is a perfect time to reflect on how great the moon is and all the things the moon has done for your life.

I love being a furry. Its so fun to see furries offhandedly mentioned by more “normie” creators, and its rarely anything bad just like “wow those guys sure do exist”

Sorry for all the doom and gloom, I did have a little fun last night, wound up figuring out some cool DJ tricks so I can really flow around my next performance, allowing me to easily go from 140bpm to 90bpm without needing to do like 20 songs in between to "climb", cool stuff!

I really was at the top of my game. And threw it all away because I couldn’t handle losing someone I loved. It’s been 5 years and Im still picking up the pieces of my shattered life, and in a world so much worse off than I remember.

The timing of things is insane. Im not even high but the way a show I randomly stop watching is mirrioring my reality as I resume it years later in a completely different part of my life… whoa

Im exhausted y’all, I don’t want to keep going on like this. I don’t see a future where Im okay, and that scares me.

I love their art, super cute!!

Crazy how you can just… Do stuff. And it happens.

Im gonna try to film a video tomorrow / today talking about my Furvana experience, some of the logistics of setting up for raves, and my current plans for more raves. Im sleeping on my channel really hard and it sucks, but Im just so busy all the time, any downtime I have is usually spent sleeping

I can’t believe WikiFur is out here doing Therian erasure… 😔

Crazy what Jealousy does to some people. Seriously exhausting.

Full moon same time I got my new therian necklace

Ottober

I don’t usually mind he him pronouns as Im nonbinary and Im pretty what/ever but someone called me a “prince” instead of “princess” and that stung… A lot. Im a princess and Ill die on that hill lmfao

Nice

Someone threw an egg at me??? From a moving car??? What the fuck???

Shoutouts to those of us working service, retail, call center, warehouse, etc. We exist too. You just might not see us as much because we can’t afford shit as the bottom falls out

Equipment is replaceable, friends are not

Sometimes I forget the sad cowboy isnt a real emoji

Remember when everyone accepted bitcoin for some reason? Yeah… maybe they were right about that whole “decentralization” thing…

I’m not a bottom or a top I am ✨ d e p r e s s e d✨

Bluey in the club 😎 🔊 @kezziecoyote.bsky.social

I just need some fullsuit time with friends in a space that doesn’t make me feel claustrophobic or a safety hazard. Furlandia was bust for that, and there’s really just no other cons I can go to… I was hoping for ANW but that doesn’t seem likely…

My Coyote necklace just shattered. This thing was a talisman to me, and it felt like all the magic just evaporated from it. My safety is gone. Wish me luck I guess, it'll be all I have now. It's a pretty bad fucking omen to see this fall and shatter in front of my face. I doubt I have much time left

Know your DJs! @kezziecoyote.bsky.social is a DJ and YouTuber from Oregon. Kezzie experiments with all kinds of beats but enjoys bass with a heavy lean on wonky sounds, and some headbanger stuff thrown in for good measure. Kezzie began to DJ in middle school after first seeing DJs at a school dance.

Good morning, happy #FursuitFriday! Don't you just want to give them a big hug? 🤗 Kezzie: @kezziecoyote.bsky.social #Furlandia

I mean logically yes I know it’s up to me to fix myself and all but reminding me over and over and not contributing anything of worth is akin to just being a smug Redditor but in person. Come on man.

Wooo wiggly lights, I dont think Ive had this set up in years lmao

This is your Pride month reminder to steam your flags!!

Are you ready for Furlandia's Summer BBQ? Join us on July 6, 2025, between 1:00PM and 8:45PM at COLUMBIA PARK & ANNEX. SITE E (4503 N Lombard St., Portland, OR). We're going to have food, fun, games, and furry friends! The venue is ADA and public transit Accessible, with free street parking.

PLUSH a Furry Dance Party is celebrating its 1 year anniversary with a black light party! To celebrate we are throwing our biggest party yet with more artists, DJs and performances. Saturday July 26th | 8pm -2am | The Den in Portland, OR Tickets at: events.humanitix.com/plush5

DJ Lineup: REX @pdxrex.bsky.social Kezzie @kezziecoyote.bsky.social Angel Saxon HushPuppy @hushpuppy.bsky.social Russelbuck @russelbuck.com

Why does my brain like to tell me to put The Very Important Thing in the Super Safe Spot only to immediately forget where it was

Im exploring littlefur stuff and while Im not into diapers at all, nothing beats Capri Sun, 101 Dalmatians, and building weird things out of blocks and tiles dressed in pajamas with friends~

First time in suit playing on CDJs, what an experience this was!!

It's party time!! Check out our epic list of DJs performing during Furlandia 2025! You can follow some of them on their socials here: @itrio.pet / X: @ItsItrio @KezzieCoyote @Nifes.bsky.social @Nrvs_vulpis @sparkledog.bsky.social / X: @rainbowfloof

Excited for furlandia... I have soooo much I'm doing lol

Why are printers from Hell. All of them. Why can't I just plug it into my computer and it magically works? Printers have been attached to computers for 50 fucking years WHY is this still an issue???

For some positivity at least, I've been doing weekly raves in downtown and it's been a blast to get to be part of something bigger than just me. I generally don't wear my fursuit out there nor do I pre-plan the sets, I'm there for the vibes and I'm just happy to be part of making them! 💕

Everything sucks so much ass right now I'm actually starting to get nostalgic for the 2020 pandemic

One bill goes down, two more go up fml

Fun and games is not all fun and games. Furmeets, raves, cons, house parties, they all take a ton of work and it's easy to think doing this sort of thing is a break from the grind when it's just grinding in a new way.

Nice day to make some tunes 💕