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Coming to terms that I am legit disabled in some ways is humbling. I just got a shower stool because my fall risk is increasing. I am so happy. I am going to live in my shower now.

I am not okay. I am full of grief. I am sad. I am hurt, and all those dumb things that come with a lot of loss in a short period of time. But I am still trundling along. Doing things at my own pace with no expectations. It sucks, but meh. Life sucks so whatever.

Back up to full dose of meds... here is hoping I don't have another seizure tonight

Fuck fucking epilepsy. Why does my fucking brain have to be so dumb. Got a new med to add to the mix since surgery was taken off the table. They wanted me to half my epilepsy meds to see what would happen. Well I pissed the bed and I feel like I got hit by a bus. Fuck this shit.

Praise be to whatever scientist invented baclofen. My back and ribs rejoice to not be spasming out every three seconds! *bliss*

My body is in so much pain right now. But I have so much left to do. Ugh. At least my brother is supposed to come over today so he can help me lift the heavier things.

And on that note there is something very rude about shoving a swiffer duster into a skull's mouth

How much dust can one house accumulate? The anwser? Yes. Simply... yes.... I am glad I am doing this before my spring allergies really get going otherwise I may die

I cannot stress enough how happy I am that the world has saw fit to make blood candy for people like me who are anemic and don't absorb traditional iron well. Nom nom nom.

Finding new rhythms after so long is tough. New things I am adding are for the purposes of my kitties right now. Leaving the TV on for them so they have noise while I am gone.

Fun progress shot on my big Jem and the Holograms piece "Synergy's Nightmare" part of a much larger comp!!! I am booking now! Life is changing and I need people in my seat PM me for rates and location!!

Picture of the tooth I had extracted today. Ow. Glad it's gone!

Tooth blowing up. Joy. Emergency trip to dentist tomorrow. Fml.

Wow, Bewhiskered bowing to puritan pressure. *sips tea* isn't that something.

I got to yell at someone today. Like scream at them. It felt amazing. Why? I warned them it was going to happen. They gave me full permission to do it. I got to let go, get it all out. And for the first time in a very long time I was heard. Was I angry at the person I yelled at specifically?

Todays heart rate is 52. I feel so tired and exhausted. My apointment didn't show up. My head hurts. Chiari Malformations are fantastic.

Coming to terms with the fact that I am actually disabled, that I actually do have a chronic and debilitating illness I have been trying to fight through and mask the whole of my adult life is very difficult. Like... am I allowed to... rest? I feel like I can't still.

concepting out book characters, this one is Leif Davidson. The main protag of my Book series pendulum. 23 year old ex-Olympian runner turned mail carrier Omega who winds up in the middle of a supernatural war.

Stupid pain that should not exist: parting your hair a little differently than normal. Where my current part is feels like I have slammed my head against a wall... repeatedly.

Brain is exploding again. I have my parents who care, and like 3 friends who legit care. And that seems to be it. Not even my partner can be asked to even really look up what I have been going through since June. One day I want actual love.

My new General practice doctor looked at me like I was crazy yesterday when I told her I had thallisemia. This morning I got a call from her announcing that I indeed did have thallisemia... as if this was supposed to be news to me somehow >_>

New chapter of Witcher: Sin Eater is up!! archiveofourown.org/works/544817...

Todays tattoo project now booking!!!

I am not allowed to rest. I am not allowed to have a moment of doing nothing without having to worry about someone else's BS. I have shit health, my body is a ticking time bomb. I am trying to keep things level, so I don't have a stroke before I see the doctor and get on meds to control my

Nothing is more upsetting than walking into the shop and expecting to tattoo, only to find out that the owner of said shop completely forgets that you come in when the shop is normally closed and fucked up the wifi. So I lost out on a full day of tattooing.

Eeee!!! I am gonna start (and possibly finish) this tonight!!! Can't wait!!!!

Well I suppose that's one way to coverup prezpedo's shenanigans. Nothing like ye olde political martyr to get ones own sins out of the limelight.

Forgot that one of my meds makes me unable to sweat right. So sitting here in a parkinglot with my AC at full blast with a waterbottle on my neck till I no longer feel sick XD

It would be a real shame if someone stole trumps hat today durring the press conference.

After my day of ughhh yesterday where I tattooed for 8 hours and then had like 3 hours of chores on top of that... I really overdid it. Today I actually have the medications to make being able to function possible and man I am sooo friggan glad I have them.

archiveofourown.org/works/544817... next chapter of Witcher: Sin Eater is up!!!!

Whoever made this…Amazingness.

Hmmmm

awesome memorial tattoo I got to do to honor someone's brother. I would LOVE to do more stuff like this. LOVE it!!! tattoo is healed except the train and cloudburst hit me up to scedule!!! #tattoo #tattoos #blackandgraytattoo #portrait #portraittattoo #blackandgrayrealism #brooklyn #newyork

Men will never understand the agony and the releif of the first big shit you take during your period.

I love love LOVE how putting down a boundary instantly makes people want to test it. Saying "I don't need the stress in my life right now" leads to a near instant kick back of "please call me".... NO. I just said in clear terms you were the stress. NO PHONE CALLS. NO INTERACTION. Stop pestering me!

I am not physically set up for 8 hours of straight tattooing anymore but yesterday was totally worth it with all the progress we made

Whelp for those of you who know my mom she is going to the hospital for AFIB. Good thoughts that they can get it under control quickly

Turns out there is a HUGE overlap between people with Chiari Malformations and autism... this explains so much...

The more I study the Bible for research the more Gay Jesus gets. Mary at this point seems like something they slipped in so that Jesus at least reasonably appeared straightish.

Have an apointment with my neurologist on Friday! Gonna get some anwsers hopefully! And hopefully begin the next steps!

So for those of you that know of my brain dumb issues I got an official diagnosis. I have Cerebral hypotension aka brain sag. I have a leak somewhere that's allowing my brian fluid to leak out, and the result is the lifelong migraines, ear issues, vision issues, and the new issue of siezures.

awesome arm sleeve I got to do. all of it is healed but the cherry blossoms! HMU! #tattoo #tattoo #floraltattoo #hibiscus #pansy #poppy #morningglory #sleeve #sleevetatttoo #colortattoo #hibiscustattoo #poppytattoo #buddah #buddahtattoo #armtattoo #colorfultattoo

You would think after 41 years on this planet I would know where my toes are and how to avoid colissions with them. But apparently not. Stubbed my toe so hard my nail broke off and it's bleeding... yay

Todays project!

Human artists, use one piece to convince people to follow you!

Somehow bluesky has figured out that I secretly like birds. My timeline is filled with bird watching videos and I am ok with this.

The Trevor project for lgbtq+ youth is still up and running even though Dumpy is shutting down the official government end of things. 1-866-488-7386 is the direct line. Please share so word gets out.