Wow, Bewhiskered bowing to puritan pressure. *sips tea* isn't that something.

I got to yell at someone today. Like scream at them. It felt amazing. Why? I warned them it was going to happen. They gave me full permission to do it. I got to let go, get it all out. And for the first time in a very long time I was heard. Was I angry at the person I yelled at specifically?

Todays heart rate is 52. I feel so tired and exhausted. My apointment didn't show up. My head hurts. Chiari Malformations are fantastic.

Coming to terms with the fact that I am actually disabled, that I actually do have a chronic and debilitating illness I have been trying to fight through and mask the whole of my adult life is very difficult. Like... am I allowed to... rest? I feel like I can't still.

concepting out book characters, this one is Leif Davidson. The main protag of my Book series pendulum. 23 year old ex-Olympian runner turned mail carrier Omega who winds up in the middle of a supernatural war.

Stupid pain that should not exist: parting your hair a little differently than normal. Where my current part is feels like I have slammed my head against a wall... repeatedly.

Brain is exploding again. I have my parents who care, and like 3 friends who legit care. And that seems to be it. Not even my partner can be asked to even really look up what I have been going through since June. One day I want actual love.

My new General practice doctor looked at me like I was crazy yesterday when I told her I had thallisemia. This morning I got a call from her announcing that I indeed did have thallisemia... as if this was supposed to be news to me somehow >_>

New chapter of Witcher: Sin Eater is up!! archiveofourown.org/works/544817...

Todays tattoo project now booking!!!

I am not allowed to rest. I am not allowed to have a moment of doing nothing without having to worry about someone else's BS. I have shit health, my body is a ticking time bomb. I am trying to keep things level, so I don't have a stroke before I see the doctor and get on meds to control my

Nothing is more upsetting than walking into the shop and expecting to tattoo, only to find out that the owner of said shop completely forgets that you come in when the shop is normally closed and fucked up the wifi. So I lost out on a full day of tattooing.

Eeee!!! I am gonna start (and possibly finish) this tonight!!! Can't wait!!!!

Well I suppose that's one way to coverup prezpedo's shenanigans. Nothing like ye olde political martyr to get ones own sins out of the limelight.

Forgot that one of my meds makes me unable to sweat right. So sitting here in a parkinglot with my AC at full blast with a waterbottle on my neck till I no longer feel sick XD

It would be a real shame if someone stole trumps hat today durring the press conference.

After my day of ughhh yesterday where I tattooed for 8 hours and then had like 3 hours of chores on top of that... I really overdid it. Today I actually have the medications to make being able to function possible and man I am sooo friggan glad I have them.

archiveofourown.org/works/544817... next chapter of Witcher: Sin Eater is up!!!!

Whoever made this…Amazingness.

Hmmmm

awesome memorial tattoo I got to do to honor someone's brother. I would LOVE to do more stuff like this. LOVE it!!! tattoo is healed except the train and cloudburst hit me up to scedule!!! #tattoo #tattoos #blackandgraytattoo #portrait #portraittattoo #blackandgrayrealism #brooklyn #newyork

Men will never understand the agony and the releif of the first big shit you take during your period.

I love love LOVE how putting down a boundary instantly makes people want to test it. Saying "I don't need the stress in my life right now" leads to a near instant kick back of "please call me".... NO. I just said in clear terms you were the stress. NO PHONE CALLS. NO INTERACTION. Stop pestering me!

I am not physically set up for 8 hours of straight tattooing anymore but yesterday was totally worth it with all the progress we made

Whelp for those of you who know my mom she is going to the hospital for AFIB. Good thoughts that they can get it under control quickly

Turns out there is a HUGE overlap between people with Chiari Malformations and autism... this explains so much...

The more I study the Bible for research the more Gay Jesus gets. Mary at this point seems like something they slipped in so that Jesus at least reasonably appeared straightish.

Have an apointment with my neurologist on Friday! Gonna get some anwsers hopefully! And hopefully begin the next steps!

So for those of you that know of my brain dumb issues I got an official diagnosis. I have Cerebral hypotension aka brain sag. I have a leak somewhere that's allowing my brian fluid to leak out, and the result is the lifelong migraines, ear issues, vision issues, and the new issue of siezures.

awesome arm sleeve I got to do. all of it is healed but the cherry blossoms! HMU! #tattoo #tattoo #floraltattoo #hibiscus #pansy #poppy #morningglory #sleeve #sleevetatttoo #colortattoo #hibiscustattoo #poppytattoo #buddah #buddahtattoo #armtattoo #colorfultattoo

You would think after 41 years on this planet I would know where my toes are and how to avoid colissions with them. But apparently not. Stubbed my toe so hard my nail broke off and it's bleeding... yay

Todays project!

Human artists, use one piece to convince people to follow you!

Somehow bluesky has figured out that I secretly like birds. My timeline is filled with bird watching videos and I am ok with this.

The Trevor project for lgbtq+ youth is still up and running even though Dumpy is shutting down the official government end of things. 1-866-488-7386 is the direct line. Please share so word gets out.

Looks like Brianna Wu is attempting to gatekeep transgenderism. Like... why? Hell people still give her shit for her transition why would she make it harder on anyone else. People need to grow a little empathy WTF.

This person needs to attempt to get a licence here in NC. 8 hours of line waiting minimum. I read a whole book and a half.

No Kings fweeee!

Regis

My editor @cknightwrites.bsky.social needs some love. Some dip who got their fee fee's hurt when my editor did their job and gave an honest critique of the work is trying to launch a smear campaign against them. My experiance has been nothing short of absolutely professional and to the point.

Three cheers to my not high partner who drove me to the convenience store!! High me is very pleased!

So one of my short storys got rejected from a compilation but now I have a short story I want to show... does anyone know a place online where I could publish a monster fucker short story for cheep?

My lovely editor @cknightwrites.bsky.social just got my first round of edits and suggestions back. LOL. *weeps* I have a lot of work to do, but in the end this will all be worth it!

First step to an arm sleeve is this

archiveofourown.org/works/544817... new chapter forMy Witcher fanfic Sin Eater is up!!!

Some people ask how I write. I simply charge through it to get it down and then worry about sculpting it into something actually readable once the story is out. I don't correct anything as I go, I just blast through.

My editor has done the first round of edits!! I am stoked to see what they did and stoked to start the process of refining! With any luck "Pendulum Book 1: Corruption" will be out later this year!!!

archiveofourown.org/works/544817... latest chapter of Witcher: Sin Eater is up!