dinner/omad yesterday 695 cals i tried making soy marinated eggs and they were so good in my ramen. this also has kale and smoked duck in it. #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #butterflysky

these ones make me cry cuz theyre so kind #caterpillarsky

dinner tonight, chicken skewers, kale with green onions & chorizo & rice 737 cals

i am not dead i’ve actually been rlly consistent and lost a bit it’s true when you can’t control anything in ur life u can control what you eat

i’m starting to lose hope about my situation my boyfriend berates me constantly and has now hit me if i go back home my dad will probably hit me too i pay the rent here but i don’t even feel safe the council won’t help me my bf then told me last night the reason he acts the way he does is because he

what i ate today #edsky #caterpillarsky #anasky #butterflysky #edbsky

i decided to focus on starving because it’s the only thing i can control in my life now :((

nvm my boyfriend called me fat then kneed me in the ribs and punched me i don’t deserve to be a part of this community or have anyone

BLUESKY PLS MAKE POLLS AND MY LIFE IS YOURS I WANT THIS OR THAT THREADS AND PEOPLE TO HELP ME WITH DECISIONS

sorry for inconsistency my mum still won’t forcefully remove my dad from the house after he continues to hit me, my cat and pay no bills

i forgot my phone so i didn’t record what we ate when we went out today but i’m happy the cals were on the menu （＾Ｏ＾☆♪

what i ate today #edsky #caterpillarsky #anasky #butterflysky #shedsky

when i overeat the day before so now i can’t have breakfast my fave meal of the day

i basically walked around the whole of London today passed out at 8pm now it’s almost 2am

what i ate today i rlly couldn’t be bothered to workout today 🕳️🚶🏾‍♀️ #edsky #anasky #butterflysky #caterpillarsky

getting back into exercising is so annoying like why is this hard 😭😭😭

what i ate today feels good making a vid again #caterpillarskh #butterflysky #anasky #edsky

are you jealous? #edsky

my dad just beat me

broke my fast for these only to then throw everything up yall im so sick

this is so real

i’ve taken to doing morning yoga which has really helped me feel better about myself can anyone share any yoga or pilates creators they enjoy?💕💕💕 #edsky #anasky #caterpillarsky #butterflysky

i purged i feel bad but good

would any moot like to fast with me?

drunkorexic rn cos i realised i might be being abused im so tired

favourite spo atm is looking in the fucking mirror

cals today were 782 meow :3

the work that i do to keep this house fed 🫩

today i had ramen for my omad forgot to take a pic so here’s the ramen i made with christmas leftovers a few weeks ago total cals today are 949 #edbsky #anasky #edsky #caterpillarsky #butterfkysky

i am going to work hard for these. ˃ 𖥦 ˂ #workout #motivation #edtwt

anyway i like this gloss on me atm

couldn’t do much with a blunt knife i have no friends no family that loves me was going to overdose but didn’t have enough pills everyday the voices are louder in a failure and should just die already

he left me on christmas my love left me

hi i wanted to say im struggling with my weight my life my mental health so ive been embarrassed to even post here im sorry

boxing was so hard today but bf said i looked like a real boxer and it burns sm cals :3

what i ate & cooked today #edsky #anasky #edbsky #caterpillarsky #butterflysky

548 cals ٩( 'ω' )و i went off birth control so i can lose more weight easily and omg my period is back and my cramps are so bad i can barely move 🥺😭 #edsky #anasky #edbsky #caterpillarsky #butterflysky

i was so fat yesterday ffs

my bf is so skinny wtf

i don’t enjoy being alive we almost had a head on collision and i didn’t think of anything not my life the future nothing i just accepted i was going to die and wasn’t sad about it im not ok sorry

purged for the first time in a while it felt good i felt like i was getting where i need to be again. this new recovery body is disgusting i need this

my ultimate spo

yesterday i made breadcrumbed rack of lamb for dinner so proud of how it turned out totals cals for the day: 1555 net cals: 1325 ٩( 'ω' )و #edsky #anasky #caterpillarsky #edbsky #butterflysky

this was a truly gluttonous experience, i was shaking while eating this it was perfection too good to be an earthly creation #edbsky #edsky #butterflysky #anasky #caterpillarsky

ok i had some ramen 779 cals

breakfast, half the bottle 285 cals #anasky #edbsky #caterpillarsky #butterflysky #drunkorexic

he won’t let me take my meds he said he wants space but i just paid the rent i don’t understand everything why does he hug me when i cry

starving & cutting today cos bf won’t delete the pics of the ex he cheated on me with from his phone wheeee

what i ate yesterday bf made tuna pasta which was so good #edbsky #edsky #anasky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #butterflysky