Not to sound repetitive but I DO love my boyfriend and I hate that I won’t see him again from beginning of September until Christmas. Like yeah this is on me, I could have visited him abroad and I’m going on a 2 week trip to China instead,,, Which I’m really looking forward to but whatever

I was at lunch with some m@le colleagues yesterday and omg it was so fucking icky. „The state is evil and they want my tax money - that is why I invest in crypt0!“ An insufferable know it all attitude about things they clearly know nothing about + this weird need to be confrontative w each other

genuinely @ people in the us@… how often do you guys go to the doctors 0ffice? online it sounds like the answer is ‚never‘ and that’s so weird to me. Like even if I’m fine I go to my g¥no and d3ntist two times a year for regular check ups to make sure everything is fine

anyone who questions why we're insane just has to look at the world around them for 5 seconds tbh. like the fact that anyone gives any of us shit is rich. use your eyes

The only good thing about my body is that even with my BMI being around 23-24, my waist looks kinda snatched. so yeah what can I say i’m a stomach vacuum worshipper bc I think that stuff REALLY works

btw I pointed it out to him and he was like “wait you’re right this was really shitty of me,,, im so sorry. It won’t happen again.” growth, we live to see it ✨

usually my neighbors are cool but WHY did one of them bitches turn the music up to full volume at 11 at night? That’s such a dick move. I need to be at work early tomorrow and this fucking sucks.

today REALLY is not a good day for me 🫠 additionally, I know I am starting my peri0d soon which always negatively impacts my mood. fuck thisssss

love my boyfriend. I love him SO MUCH. But dear god why does he sometimes say the stupidest shit imaginable. like broooo I know it’s not on purpose but could you stop hurting my feelings please?

had to prep everything I am going to eat today because I’ll be out from 7 am to like 11 pm today. Plus some rice waffles and hummus for dinner. It’s looks like way too much but in theory it should be all very low c@l and filling? idk let’s see cw// food

an easy way to get in some steps from yours truly: just forget where you have parKED YOUR FUCKING CAR

I had a soup and a salad yesterday. Now tell me WHY THE HELL my we!ight is higher today than yesterday? I even got in my 10 k steps 😭

hate when the weather is bad during lunch break, that robs me of my only excuse to get some steps in during the day 😔

babes what was I thinking drinking diet coke at a movie that starts at 9 pm ( the new supes, it’s really good btw) It’s midnight and I am wide awake and ready to ramble

y’all … it’s o.k. to post food here, right? bc wow salad is do filling and also with extra protein I actually feel full? God bless tofu, cottage cheese and eggs, truly the holy trinity.

does anyone else just want to be disgustingly pretty and elegant? Like you enter a room and people just want to BE you, be friends with you or fvck you? like yeah I don’t really care for external validation but just… that’s goals

love my boyfriend but also genuinely he is so fvcking dumb sometimes lol. This man did NOT just tell me he spent 2 hours looking at women on the beach today - like BABE don’t get me wrong we all admire hot people in little clothing BUT WTF YOU DO NOT HAVE TO TELL ME BRO 😭

shoutout to grapefruits 42 kc@l for a half grapefruit, and covers half of our daily vitam!n C needs. alsooo I love it as a breakfast it feels very chic and superm0del to have.

I’m reading a book rn that was the nr. 1 on my country’s bestseller list for quite some time. It’s pretty trashy, shallow entertainment, but whatever. Everyone’s busy, it’s prob a nice, turn your brain off kind of holiday read. But the casual isl@ mophob!a in there is CRAZY

Being skinny will make me perfect

the only good thing about being f@t is that at a high bm! it’s actually possible to l00se w3ight and see your bm! drop

Yayyyy loook at her she’s finishedddd!! and ofc I started the second one right away lol

had a friend over and made him pancakes bc he was feeling down and needed someone to just take care of him and chill with him a little we had tea, listened to classical music and I was knitting the whole time, too. Anyways, so I had to eat two pancakes with some topping 😬

in old Europe the weather is REALLY shitty for July right now. but I don’t even mind that much bc that means the weather fits my favourite hobby currently and yes I am wearing self-knitted socks right now 😌

I had to go to church yesterday (funeral of a distant relation - no worries, this was more of a “some people in the family can’t show up bc they are abroad, but someone has to) and church pews are sooo uncomfortable.

HOLY SHIT ITS HERE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR MORE THAN a YEAR FOR THIS MOMENT I was looking forward to the release date and then I forgot???? anyways I will be consuming virtual hobbit food ONLY for the foreseeable future

wait. Wait wait WAIT!!! it’s august 1st!!! That means,,,, I think,,, holy SHIT lemme google something real quick

im gonna make tomorrow and all fruit and veggie and no carbs day I think, maybe that will help to loose some of that we!ght

gaaaawd why is lo0sing we!ght so hard?! Igor in another 13 k steps today and had around 800 kcals and my weight… refuses to drop? why does my body betray me like that?! mf, you’re closer to being ov3rwe!ght than und3rwe!ght, stop being so dramatic and just loose the kil0s 💀

Not @ me watching a video about c!rumbI cookies rn 🫠

I mean… yeah 👍

I know to a lot of you it’s probably not that much, but that’s the most steps I managed to get in all week

Wake up bestie new term to obsess over just dropped

hrrrm im almost done with work for today (worked from 6:50 am and now it’s almost 5pm 🫠) how am I supposed to get my steps in that way?! I guess I’ll just go jogging once I get home 😫

love my boss but the dude seemingly does not understand THAT WHEN HE TELLS PEOPLE TO DO THINGS IT CAUSES THEM WORK AND WHEN HE THEN GOES „nice, looks great! But can you please change this minor detail“ IT OFTEN CAUSES PEOPLE TO DO THE THING *AGAIN* causing double the work

okay I’m just an all-around mess right now so I really need to get at least my most basic habit back in line Brush teeth and wash my face two times a day Apply serum and sunscreen in the morning 10k steps Make bed in the morning Go to bed before midnight Drink enough water Be out of bed by 6:30

pssppspss collar bones pspspsps visible rib cage and tiny waist pspspsps slender arms pspspsps thigh gap and most importantly pspspsps SLIMED DOWN FACE 🥺🥺🥺

Oh also I am using left over yarn to work on a sock but holy moly that color comby is… idk. (I wanna say atrocious but maybe it turn out looking cool?)

today I thought for a legit two hours or so that had been accidentally stealing from work for a few months and I was legit PANICKING for an hour there, wondering how I should explain stealing that I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO DO

took ~ 40 mins to work but yeah I’m feeling slightly queasy and NOT HUNGRY AT ALL after having < 700 ml of green tea at lunch time. I think I’ll be OMADing dinner today uwu

minors & non €d-sky do not interact 🦋 yes hi I hate my body and would like to get out of it pls 🦋 pinning this to track my weight loss journey here

I rly like green tea but I think it also makes my stomach slightly upset and takes away my hunger,,, so a win win if u think about it. will be investigating more today c:

not @ me REGULARLY being sick on the weekends and then absolutely fine on monday morning…😭 like nah im SORRY I think I need to stay home today

sooo I wanted to eat some left over quinoa with veggies and tofu for lunch, but just the thought made me 🤢 (even tho it was rly good) had a banana and herbal tea instead

ew I’m kind of feeling sick rn like I need to do STUFF but now I’m back in bed in my pjs bc my stomach is upset 😭 like I literally need to do my taxes this afternoon? I do NOT have time for this sigh

I think it’s time for a makeover for my bluesky profile and my phone. this is what it looks like rn but idk I think I’m kinda over it

today I learned of a diet thing called full moon fasting (or for the funky kids, you can also call it werewolf fasting) where you do a water fast on full moon days/nights. And lowkey…? That’s so sexy I want to do that!!!

can I just be a plant pls? Gimme sunlight gimme air gimme a lil sip of water and that’s IT no food no cooking no shopping for groceries just sunlight !!

„Wow knitting looks like such a relaxing hobby I should get into that“ It’s 1 am, my hand HURTS and I just got done weighing my sock ON MY KITCHEN SCALE. y’all actually should NOT pick up knitting as a hobby.

Boyfriend is away on vacation with his fam and I swear to good I’m FINE but I also