Bye for now

I never amounted to anything and just hurt everyone.

If you see me I failed but I’m gonna try

I’m such a stupid man. Life genuinely feels like a prison. I really hope this won’t hurt

Maybe if I wake up again I can be useful and helpful instead of awful.

I’m going to kill myself

Ughhh the urge to just kill my felt has been so bad. I want to go. I want to die. I hate how life is like this. Nobody is doing anything to change it. Everyone’s just chill either way I hate it so much.

It’s hard to ignore americas fucking problems when insurance is so expensive and therapy costs 300 per session. I LOVE LIVING ❤️

Is it self care to ignore the state of society if you don’t ever have to interact with it or is it just privilege?

I genuinely feel trapped in my body.

I really hate this. I don’t even know what fucking looks good on me. I’ve been wearing these man clothes all my fucking life that the moment I try to stylize anything else I look at myself and think I just look stupid I hate being born a man with a man brain.

Psychotherapist and hopefully good consultation for my E soon

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I just want to belong somewhere

I get not liking Suda 51/Grasshopper’s games but it’s hard to play Romeo Is A Dead Man and not feel a little embarrassed by the lack of ambition and creativity in a lot of games just visually.

I want to die

the Black Panthers were right

🩸🪽🩸

I want to kill myself again. Like yes I’m suicidal. I’m not joking and I am so tired of people acting like I’m too stupid to understand what they say. Like I’m so sick of my parents. And serial misunderstanders that are just trying to get me to get mad at them

Especially when it’s hard conversations that are emotionally charged. If someone is hurt how do you expect them to talk rationally and normally when they are already trying to say you’re wrong they’re right.

Literally it’s why I’m tired of debates because people deflect and try to change the subject to try and keep charge of the conversation. It’s just harmful. We don’t listen when we are trying to win.

It’s actually so crazy that we can’t have conversations anymore because people are learning that deflection is an active conversation skill if you deflect while having hard conversations you’ll never have real change. It also shows intentionality. They don’t want to talk about it.

If you answer to people that have sex is to say not have sex under the guise of financially irresponsibility then you have a lot of religious bigotry you have to unlearn.

Silent Hill Townfall More like Silent Hill Downfall!

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Dude our government is literally a bunch of failed movie and tv show actors just fucking with society because it makes for good tv. We don’t have a government we have a fucking tv show

Idk if this is a hot take or not but responding to homeless people that’s asking for money with “get a job” is incredibly antisocial

I want to die

writing about this atm but if you are in the business of making money from games, and have a marketing budget, doing reddit ads (or ads) is a great way to build wishlists outside of designing to trends or relying on showcases/virality. If you are a publisher or fund you should be paying for ads!

democratic party cheerleaders are really doing their best to make it seem like the nominee for president in 2028 is gavin newsom already huh

Sometimes I think people really only like the aesthetics of metal gear instead of you know actually playing the games. Literal mgs2 shit here

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Dude that looks at gorgeous polished action gameplay of Romeo is a deadman “damn this game looks bad asf!”

MONDO? lmfao 😭

Man Shiroyabu is in Romeo is a Deadman holy shit lmfao

Do it for your soul man.

I really miss hanging out with friends this sucks.

The end goal of capitalism is to keep you too busy, shut up, and over consuming on products and services.

Like man every single day I hear someone just talk about life rn like it’s normal I slowly lose my sanity and it really makes me want to leave this earth. Like I want to die fr

I don’t aspire to work like I’m sorry if that sounds lazy of me but I nearly have a meltdown every time my mom tries to tell me to be proud of the fact that I work and have a job. Like sweet mother of glob having a job isn’t my end point with life.

Unironically been feeling this so so so so hard.

tic tic tic tic tic tic tic tic

I’m having a hard time with people that are nostalgic for target with the food court and the Pizza Hut. lol.

I have an annotation and a note about friendship and love and how it goes hand-in-hand. I’m having a hard time arranging the words in a way that would make the most sense because fundamentally society has geared us to be guarded.