finally feeling better after like 7 weeks of illness only to go to london later this week to no doubt get ill again

tbh the way I see cis people talk about how they fail to understand I saw the TV glow a movie that's not at all subtle is similar to how I feel when I try and engage with a lot of their movies

april

we'll be talking like this about cars soon

probably the most viceless i have been in about 18 years rn. all i do is drink too much caffeine and vape cbd oil. it's fine. i do need some more hobbies i think though.

when the bus has gps tracking so you can see exactly how far away it is but you're still unnecessarily waiting at the stop 10 minutes early

its kinda perfect how cis ppl posting about todays main character are like “that trans woman is bad for working at a defense contractor bc with her skills she could work anywhere” while trans ppl are like “uhhhh no its basically make missiles or coffee. shes bad bc she shouldve chosen coffee”

i hate how much passing as cis is seen as if it's something every trans person should strive for. if that's what you want or need to do for yourself cool but demanding others take certain actions towards this or getting mad at them for not doing so is fucked up

the guardian love using the photo of the job centre that looks a bit like Auschwitz

going to push back against the 'in working class jobs you can't show up drunk' thing I kept seeing, like most telesales jobs I've worked in didn't give a shit about what you did as long as you got sales. also on nights in supermarkets, people showed up on all sorts of things and it was tolerated

people yearn to move to the countryside but what they don't think about is that sometimes the farmer in the field directly behind you sprays cow shit around his field and even if all your windows are shut the smell still gets in and lingers for fucking days

Hitachi

wait, Nick Land is a person? i thought people were talking about the Nickelodeon themed area at universal studios.

indie game marketing is untenable right now, bro allegedly took a shot at the president and it got him 22 concurrents

tried to look up educational videos about vaginoplasty on youtube but it suggested that dogshit song from Emilia Pérez and now im detransitioning

i wonder if anyones ever accidentality bought tickets to see the super furry animals trying to go to a fur con

walking along the coast when the sky is blue is so fucking healing

when the home delivery substitutes 6 out of 8 cans of your [brand name] energy drink with the one flavour you don't like it but you still accept them because you need that 200mg of caffeine per 335ml of liquid and nowhere nearby sells energy drinks that potent.

going to start saying 'I think whatever website you’re getting this jargon from is hurting you' every time I see someone call something cringe. that shit literally got popularised on 4chan.

is it good if a big chunk of the middle of your bathroom floor sinks when you stand on it?

truly i think my main takeaway is always just that the world is already so fucking mean to trans women we really. really. really. really. really. do not need to add to that meanness towards those who are in the most vulnerable period of their adult lives.

cruise ship season has started which means masses of bemused tourists hanging around the bus stop loudly bitching about how much this place sucks and there is nothing to do as they await their coach back to the ship which isn't due for hours.

oh it's mania weekend you say? then what? depression month?

kids today would rather stay inside staring at their gosh dang phone waiting for bluesky to load when they could just go outside and look up

basically this but with hormones in it

HRT over the counter? nah i don't even think there should be a counter, just leave it lying around on the street for anyone who wants it to pick it up.

been in east London so much recently i forgot what it was like to go outside and get constantly glared at by old men who don't come across many queers

forcing myself to exercise in adverse weather conditions because I now have reason i have to care about my stupid bullshit BMI number

the return of mcat is such a recession indicator

the comments section of the YouTube upload of Avril 14th by aphex twin is full of people who went there today to wish each other a happy April the 14th and i think that's beautiful

it's actually happening, they're giving me a pussy just got the referral confirmation email

Harold and Maude get the munchies

march

ok, but I was just trying to find out how to remove a nose stud...

every time I see a cis 'ally' post shit like 'this tdov, we see you' it feels like a threat. leave us the fuck alone.

love to have the illness that somehow seems to be getting worse rather than better after over a week

I don't subscribe to BST, Britain isn't real.

wish I could just go get an eighth, smoke a few joints and leave it at that but I know I won't stop there so it's best not to even though I really want to rn.

death of the author? stop threatening me with a good time

more bands should be like 'we're going to do our new album that isnt out yet in full' and people need to stop being fucking annoying and shouting out the names of the 'hits' in between every song

been to what Londoners consider 'the sticks' (zone 4) today

when cars are abolished there needs to be a way to simulate hearing like 3 seconds of a random banger blasting out of them when they are going past or waiting at lights

I wish I could dance and mosh forever and the limitations of my body did not get in the way.

imogen: you might think I'm joking btw but no, there was a big welsh nationalist bombing & arson campaign here in the 80s, targeting English-owned holiday homes and govt buildings under the slogan "every white settler is a target" yes everyone involved in the group was white, don't think about it

TRANSVESTIGATE 9/11

oh, so dorley but cis?

the people who need information about things like how to access DIY the most are often people who aren't in 'underground' networks of discussion. the people coming for HRT will do so regardless. I think being quiet about these things publicly will ultimately cause more harm than good.