showing my partner twin peaks is great because i have to act like im normal about it and not "dressed up as dead laura palmer for an art class assignment when i was like 16"

Goodnight

seeing someone get called an eop completely unprovoked in a discord server feels like seeing somebody use 4chan humour in real life

ggggggghgggghgggghh

a first year #カリギュラ #カリギュラOD

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a first year #カリギュラ #カリギュラOD

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a somber kensuke #peccaart

latest concerning thought from drawing something today: it's nice if at first prez has nice and tidy looking nails but by the time she leaves mobius she's biting them down until they bleed again. it's fun

actually i think whenever i begin a post with "(twirling hair)" thats how you know its going to be a particularly bad one

I'm just playing dress-up here

i realise now ive literally drawn 2chou like once, i think. thats awful isnt it. i will try and draw her at some point

こう？？！！！わからん また明日

進捗～！！！！！かわいいとおもってる、私の中では

(coughing) im normal now sorry

Hi im kastel. I saw the entity known as plaitmocha go into the corner out of embarrassment after seeing their fanart be posted on the Caligula discord. It's quite funny. Like oubliette the movie.

ive been enjoying drawing with 0 pen stabilisation recently. not that its easy to tell because i have a habit of obsessively cleaning my lines but im definitely getting more comfortable with that

art trade for @high-lagaard.bsky.social !! thank you always for your patience 🥹🙏 #happysaintsheol #ハピセイ

did one (1) day of huevember on the 3th and also drafted another day then I didn't touch my tablet at all for several days so I effectively gave up on the challenge. ah well

troublesome girl

lmao

馬じゃないルシード🐴

very easily placated at times. saw someone drew a caligula relationship chart where prez's arrow towards thorn says "好き❤️" and immediately sent it to all my friends

too much pain. less pain today

truly just solidly did not want to be alive which was in turn making it harder to get better. remembered frog exists. cuddling frog improves things

my partner said its easier to get sick when youre depressed. which i dont think is really fair. it should be the opposite way around. conflicting status effects. why does my mother have the dokodemo issho sticker pack on LINE chat

i want cold medicine

i cant think of a good way to vocalise it really, i just wish the truth of everything was a little less miserable. it sucks to really want time to pass but also not want it to pass at all.

old/unfinished

troublesome girl

thinking thoughts like "it hurts to experience pain", etc

thanks for being nice about my grandmother. unfortunately it is both aggressive and inoperable. ill continue to try and find interesting ways to distract myself

never seen anything more me in my life

misheard "genderswap" as "genderslop"

Years of worsening and cyclical discourse have made me realize that pixiv is the only social media I need. Replying with an image of an elephant with heart eyes and a nosebleed is the only Take on a piece of media I need to see any more.

forgot about the fucking uika roomba post

uisaki

bedtime noodle of brainchild poko, who is being cute instead of deceptively cute as usual (or is she 😮) #peccaart

らくがき ミクロメビウス

about two years later i think my neck has improved enough that i can sit for long periods and work again...maybe i can finally dust off the more intensive wips i had lying around...

sorry still not so great. but ups and downs. working on it

im the guy whos on fire

今回もPSYCHONATIONさまとのコラボイラストを描かせていただきました🪦🦇 #PSYCHONATION #イラスト

i dont have the brain energy to go into detail but dealing with bad news about back home so please treat me as if i am made of cotton wool for the foreseeable. thanx