been grinding deep of night in nightreign while looking over old cat and I’m halfway through level 3…

finally home after visiting my parents (had to stay longer to take care of my dad after we both got sick) and reuniting with my terminally ill 19 year old cat made me burst into tears. Thank you for staying alive… 🥹

Bought a new ipad for drawing since my 10 year old one is finally slowing down and it’s so responsive… wow…( I hope it lasts 10 years but I somehow doubt that )

been playing a lot of slice and dice

what if I play elden ring again

please give us more personal data please please please please c’mon you’re being so mean dude. we only got breached like three times. we’re NOT going to sell it man please please please plus its for like safety? so you’re the one who looks stupid right now come on pleaaaaaase just one data point bro

Hirō Isono’s famous Mana Tree artwork for Secret of Mana (SNES) ❤️

Self soothing drawing cute animals

thank you xiv team for the valentine gaius but he really shouldn't have been standing there in his default outfit

“Are you crying again bc you wish you were a hamster“ [sniffs] yea…

Opening my 108 page doujinshi file and feeling my soul my body

sketched 40 heads today and they were all kinda bad but these were okay. sketches of the fitzroy brothers (and one roger) from my interwar comic, between the desire #btd

sketched 40 heads today and they were all kinda bad but these were okay. sketches of the fitzroy brothers (and one roger) from my interwar comic, between the desire #btd

The prospect of having to post to rebuild an audience here is so daunting. it fills me with despair. But if I think of it as sharing cute girl sketches…

[writes 5 lines in script document. closes document] I wish I was a hamster

last resident evil zero sketch for the day. billy and rebecca

sketched Rebecca while watching resident evil zero

2026 is the year I get into resident evil. If you have any let's play recommendations, please let me know!

lrp this has become such a fundamental part of my vocabulary, my brain automatically substitutes enby (a term I hate, as a non-binary person) for nonbiney lol

Feel angry and numb almost every day now

Anyone who is part of the federal government who is not doing everything in their power to stop this administration, regardless of the assumed cost to normalcy or career, is a coward and a collaborator.

Just came back from a weeklong trip in central asia (uzbekistan then turkiye) it was really cool, saw sights I never thought I’d see, but now my brain feels like mush and I wish to be gently fried like a shrimp

Phenomena (not counting clock tower) - it would make great sakuga slop, but it’s also so earnestly stupid (without aiming To be stupid) that it could double back around to being profound

Last year I relearned how to comic, this year I relearn how to draw

learning

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Going to try to carve out more time in 2026 to work on Between the Desire - a gay romance (?) set during the interwar period in England.

healing practice #ffxiv

young y'shtola #ffxiv

I stayed sane during 2025 by drawing a lot of unhinged fanart on a side account and by working on a long fancomic that helped me engage with a story I think a lot about while also helping prove to myself I can still make comics. Here’s to more comics in 2026!

Having a merry fujo christmas watching 10 Dance on Boxing Day with the family

Trying to find caps that aren’t too spoilery is hard but here are some shots from the olrox scenes I boarded that I am so happy people got to see #castlevanianocturne

Shared an update on what I’m working on (sketches included) up on Patreon - public to all! www.patreon.com/posts/what-i...

starting 2025 off with a sketch of Oswald in rutger hauer’s costume from flesh+blood #knightserrant

More wips and sketches I've done for the project the past few months. Trying to channel that early-mid 00s anime style - don't know what style I'll settle on, it keeps drifting into my usual style, haha

concept art for horror vn I've been working on

recent-ish knights-errant sketches, the maiden, Oswald, and Na’ilah (2021, 2024)

[knights-errant] Oswald and Na’ilah outfits #knightserrant

ko-fi.com/s/1617ee1406 (kale voice) merry christmas please enjoy elden dog zine #eldenring

I’ve played 5 hours of reborn but it’s been nice playing the snes version of tactics ogre. The original style is full of charm, especially these pixel portraits

What should I play first (never played any of these): Chrono Trigger Final Fantasy VI Secret of Mana Tactics Ogre Genealogy of the Holy War Thracia

when I was 4, my mom would sketch fashion plate type illustrations that I liked looking at, and then I discovered my older brother's macross/robotech sketches in the closet. bc the cousin who lived with us was an otaku, I watched anime pretty young and read their indonesian copies of sailor moon

the most morale boosting thing that happened today was finding a brush I enjoyed inking with that didn’t make me dread the 100 or so pages left I have to ink

I don't play enough games on steam so I will tell you I played 220 hours of nightreign this year and 80 hours of silksong (still haven't beaten the game)

sometimes I'm struck with the urge to make a 4koma cute girls doing cute things comic, but all my current comic projects are: 1. fancomic about cycles of abuse 2. wwi yaoi comic about grief and cycles of abuse 3. horror all girl's school comic about cycles of--

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working on a self indulgent project, and with comics the hardest part is the growing pains of figuring out how you want to ink it... Just pushing through and inking these pages in a way I find unsatisfactory until something clicks for me

Time to drink while reading the last 100 pages of Lolita