Is therapy supposed to hurt this much? It’s like slicing open old scars.

Last (for now?) of the motorcycle leather pics; this one is for @koleblacksoul.com :) Hope you've enjoyed this series...

A wolf and her gay little truck

Thought I’d try being a hockey furry. Woof. @theicedogs.bsky.social

Saw so many fursuiters wearing pup hoods when they had their fursuit head off at FC. More fursuiters should do that! ;3

Oh hey look, @dr.ax! It me

Dealing with post-con drop by spending a couple days in San Diego by the ocean, then visiting friends in LA this weekend. The sun has been hiding behind the clouds and fog which is a bummer, but otherwise starting to feel normal again.

What that dog doing?

Taking the BART to visit San Fran. I remember my dad always doing the Homer voice and yelling “BART!” anytime it came up when visiting family in NorCal as a kid.

It’s not a full con experience until you eat at Denny’s

I raised $200 for charity!?! Thank you for having me FC Unleashed! @furcon 6️⃣7️⃣

Big convention lunch for dancing at the night market possibly later tonight.

Just tired of being “on guard” all of the time. It’s exhausting and bad for my own mental health.

Want to join me on the couch for cuddles? Jump on! 😈

PDFC was a lot of fun! Can’t believe it’s only a week until we start heading to FC next. 😝

Other than the 2.5 hour line to register, it’s been a good day at PDFC! Got hugs from friends, spent all my cash on hand at the dealer’s den, going to a yoga class in an hour, and then a pup panel later tonight.

That bullhorn was a menace! 😆 It knows all of our secrets now. 👀

Enjoying the jetted tub in our hotel room 💦🐺

It really was! Yum! 😋

Going to be driving over 3,000 miles in the next month. Visiting friends, going to PDFC next week, then FC a few weeks after that. Good thing I love going for rides. 🐺🐾

When his balls are bigger than your 11.5 size 4E wide foot 😳 🎾🎾: @koleblacksoul.com

The #1 movie when you were 10 years old is how your 2026 is going to go. Could be why I keep having Jurassic Park dreams lately 🤔

"Camping With The Wolves"

Had our weekly couples therapy session today. Had to open up some closed doors from childhood. Feeling pretty numb right now. But at least I’m starting to accept how fucked up I am.

Finally watching Wolf (2021) with Kole

Another year around the sun for me today. 🎉

Just booked a bunch of cons Kole and I will be attending next year: PDFC, FC, TFF, LVFC, and FWA Will be our first time at FC, TFF, and FWA! 😋

Ahhh that burnt dust smell when you turn the furnace on for the first time in the winter.

Dang it. 😕 Drank some alcohol before reading that I shouldn’t drink any 24 hours before an at home test. Now it has to wait until Monday.

First work dream that I remembered since starting my micro retirement. I dreamt that I forgot and worked 3 extra days after my last day. They didn’t want to pay me, so it was “free” work for them. 🙄

Kole just bought me my first one piece leather riding suit. 🥹🥰

Kole calls this one The Devil’s Piss because of its strong sulphur odor.

Drinking skunky wine at 2am 🦨

Never felt so broken and low in my entire life. Nothing I do or say is ever right. I can’t even be myself or discover new things about myself. I don’t know how to move forward without help.

Kole wants to goto Japan to see the giant wolf straw sculpture 🥺

Spending the week up in Silverthorne, CO. Feeling the holiday spirit with Nitro watching the snow fall and we got our first holiday card! Going to spread some of Nitro’s ashes by the lake. He always loved splashing in the water.

Ask your doctor if WolfSheath™ is right for you.

Two weeks in to my micro-retirement. Not having an alarm set means I usually get 9+ hours of sleep now. I take naps almost every day. Basically, it’s just been a lot of sleep. Except for tonight, I’m still up at 3am.

It’s a drink beer and watch made-for-tv movies in bed kinda Sunday night.

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The aurora tonight from Mt. Lemmon near Tucson, AZ at 8,500 ft. elevation.

It’s called Aurora because some wolves saw it, pointed at it with a paw and went: “Aurahrah!”

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What’s a therian anyways?

Awrf.. I got all 20. Time to pick my plot out. 🪦💀

I don’t care who you are, nobody will put this wolf in a cage.