been around family for 12 hours and my southern accent is already back

hello wyoming i am inside you

got off my first flight and found two inches of water at the bottom of my backpack. hm!

elite doll knowledge

tapping into an unbridled fount of creative energy the night before going a week without my tablet. it never fails

googled tails doll for an art thing i'm making and i was immediately whisked back to being 11 years old on my dad's laptop with unrestricted internet access. this render in particular hits like a truck. i used to be obsessed with this thing

@chamberlilium.bsky.social i like them

ughh visiting family in wyoming in a few days and i can't shake this feeling of dread. family's fine but i'm worried i'll be unsafe there

bonded with my coworker over how sweaty our boobs are

ohh ratatan launched today

just entered my curtain bangs arc

getting my hair did 2day

we've been playing eld ring

yesterday at work was probably the worst shift i've ever had but there were a couple of positives. i was on my break about to cry but then i came out and saw a real, actual clown at our front register and it completely reset me. also my coworker recognized my f&h2 marina keychain which was cool

timelapse.. tried a few different things this time around like gradient maps and blending brushes. i'm satisfied with some things and others not so much. it was fun though

i can't post mid, it's 10pm. it's past my bedtime

Pokopia Ditto 🙏

i felt cringe and awkward co-streaming with arugi today but i eventually got over it. it was a blast, can't believe i missed out on sonic adventure 1 growing up. that game is something else

you'll work your ass off to save up an amount of money that is only remotely substantial and then something unexpected will happen and you will lose one thousand dollars (which is all of them) and yes this will continue to happen forever

hm

big personal milestone tomorrow which i'm doing nothing to commemorate because i forgot and my standards for myself are through the floor. also in the headlines, local loser bunny forgets to breathe and eat

tits big ones

i hope nobody thinks i'm losing interest in my creative endeavors as i take a step back from posting somewhat regularly. i'm working just as hard, i just have nothing to say, aha.. i'm still here! just not *here.* not usually

evidently i learned absolutely nothing from that pose study. trying to draw a body again and it feels completely alien. this happens every single time, like i have to learn from scratch every time i draw. i really don't get it

i was gonna stream today but i think everyone is gonna be busy playing bug game so i think i'll give it a few days.. at least i have more time to keep working on my layout

i promised somebody six years ago that i would buy them silksong and only one of us forgot about it

streaming sounds exciting until i remember that i'm a complete charisma vacuum and a nervous wreck and i'll probably only stream the same three games. come say hi though, it'll be fun (maybe)

working on something special..

had a lady come into my work and offer everyone free keychains that she made with cute little charms on them. naturally i lost mine because it slipped out of my pocket and now it's gone forever. i'm tearing my face off

it's weird. in theory i have everything i could ever need to be happy right now but it still feels like something big is weighing me down. i feel very incongruent with the world and the people around me. finding connection in some places but losing it elsewhere. eugh

dorothy flop era

uwaa new pfp time.. this one is a skeb commission by @/tz036.bsky.social. it's extremely cute, probably one of my favorite dots as of late -v - also featuring cola's character vex who is cool and epic

Breeze

watched shin godzilla in theaters with acco today. i really enjoyed it, you could definitely tell it was directed by hideaki anno, a lot of the shots were very evangelion.. lots of talking in conference rooms but also lots of godzilla time and that means it's good i guess. energy beam scene was sick

last night i dreamt about the parappa the rapper stage where he's at the flea market and the line "the skunk over here will bring you luck" kept repeating over and over

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i'm begging you to allow yourself to be vulnerable before you eat yourself alive

tried buying alcohol to treat myself a little on my day off but it just makes me feel hot and grumpy

岸波進水日。改二待ってます・・・ #truk･note

あわてメルク先生

i think it's really interesting how legible graffiti is out here compared to the east coast. in a lot of cases it's written very plainly and not so squiggly so it's easier to read. it kinda makes me feel like i'm witnessing environmental storytelling in a game or something

i made someone's drink hot instead of iced and they locked me in the bad barista box. the evil ass trash dungeon

at an insane bbq

i've been doing a lot more doodling recently.. up until now i would barely draw unless it was for one of my large, full-color pieces. i've grown really dissatisfied with how my two current ones are shaping up so it's been a good excuse to make smaller things

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