www.tiktok.com/t/ZTMQAxWv2/ Part one of “Papas and their songs about their relationship with Lucifer”. Rest are in the album folder on the vid!

I realized I never finished my last essay video on every Papa having a song that shows their relationship with Lucifer. I need to do Papa IV. But I also feel like Perpetua isn’t meant to have one. Perpetua almost represents the end of things imo.

Also, if you’re experiencing burn out listen to your body. I’ve been trying to bounce back since summer. I’ve been literally sleeping most of the day on sundays :,) But it sucks because I also want to be CREATIVE DAMMIT

Man, wasn’t expecting it to be Fallout!

I forgot this account existed :,)

Man, I forgot how much I don’t take tour drop well. I need a special interest that’s video game or something like that again. This is starting to hurt in a bittersweet way 😂😂😂😂

just in case anyone hasnt said this you can be against censorship while also having boundaries. all those people that make you uncomfortable, you are more than welcome to not want to be around them but you should still advocate for their right to create those things that make you uncomfortable.

I know everyone there already has phones up probably, but I hope everyone enjoys the Houston ritual! ❤️🫂 I can’t believe it’s already the last US show. 😭💜 where does time go?

… think I have time to plan an Avatar Miku for their next tour in November? 👀

Video: “Whoever thought it was cringey to wear a band’s shirt to their show?” Some guy: “it’s not cringey, at least it’s not those cosplayers.” Congrats, I’m about to make a Miku for every metal band you can think of 🤘🩵 (starting with classic Mayhem lololololol)

I'd rather risk being called cringe and have a fun, interesting life than live my life is boring monotony in an effort to fit in

Hey friends happy Saturday!! I know life can be hard sometimes, but the hard times won’t last forever! Things will get easier eventually, and you’re not going through anything alone. Please be sure to take care of yourself and be kind to yourself and others. I love you all ❤️❤️

I’m not even there but I’m not ready for tomorrows ritual. It’ll be the official end of the US tour. I’m so emotional about it :,)

Red Cardi here 🤘❤️ We both lost our minds so excited after this!!

If you seen Storm making hearts at the Midwest shows… you’re welcome. 🤭

Gonna try my best not to cry in front of THE Papa Nihil. I’ve always wanted to meet him 😭❤️

I’m hoping I can pass one more thing off.

I need a new special interest. Sunday is my last show and Ghost event and now I’m just big big big sad. I just… :,( I don’t want it to be over.

I’ve been answering spam phone calls as the Church of Lucifer and so far I’ve had about five hang up on me. ❤️

Storm is such a great air ghoul. My favorite thing he does is move his whole body in a circle like a bird of prey.

😭❤️❤️

Highlight of St. Louis are these spoken gems by Papa. During Faith, instead of MFers he yelled “YOU CROTCH LICKERS!!” And then when he introduced Go-Goat he called Nihil “my fuck up of a father.” THIS MAN GIVES NO SHITS

So...I named my Papa on a Pew menace. And here is what we did in St. Louis before #thebandghost ritual with @dare2cosplay.bsky.social

So… we stopped for snacks on our way to the St. Louis show. And I was so hungry I asked to eat at the gas station. If we had hit the road we actually would have been near a huge accident that happened minutes before us. JFC oo

It was a valiant effort but I’m not longer going to push myself to crunch. There is just too much to do on my cosplay to have it done by my big show date. 🤷‍♀️ So much went wrong and it was a very very very hard one to figure out. But I have enough to throw something nice together.

SING DEATH KNELL PAPA

Panic printed my tickets :,) but I’m set and getting ready for the contest!

I just realized I have to travel the NYC subway in full Cardinal Copia.

AIRPLANE

I’ll be eventually putting #sailormoon stuff on Mercari in August after my Ghost shows. But if you’re looking for anything prior let me know :) I’m not looking for resell “collector” prices. Just retail or something decent to recoup some of my stuff.

It was a hard decision, because it was my first big collection, but I decided I’m culling my Sailor Moon stuff… and it feels AWESOME! I’m not getting rid of all of it, but keeping stuff I really like. And it already feels so much happier in my brain. - 1

Trying to figure out how to get my cat to make cosplay, if he insists on not getting a job.

I lied, I’m not going to New York to see Ghost. I’m going to pet Bodega Cats.

Getting so hyped for Madison Square!! But I hope I can figure out the subway 😂

Sorry for the rant I’m just so flabbergasted but appreciative of the support otherwise. Tuesday can’t come sooner.

I will say this a million times: I don’t care if people make their own mini papa keychains in perlers. I don’t care if people make stuff similar to mine. I really just people not to use *my* pattern. Because I’m also trying to GIFT them to Tobias. It’s special to me and the hours I put in.

So apparently it’s wrong of me to ask people not to exactly recreate my perler designs *that I made from scratch* because fanart isn’t my copyright and *checks notes* other people are allowed make perlers? I- I don’t know how to emphasize any harder that I don’t care if people make similar items.

Aaaaah anyone else just get super nervous before Rituals???? The uncertain always scares me 😂

A little frustrated someone twisted my meaning of a post before; but trying to move forward.

My last two issues of Sister Imperator shipped. I can’t wait to have a public breakdown about it :) /j

Despite the glitch today, I can honestly say Rockabilia is like the one Ghost merch vendor that cares and I love them for that. They are friggin hilarious in their responses.

They’re having a good sense of humor about it because now we are doing the “I’m stronger” “no me!!” Kid fight so I’m glad that worked out 😂

I love trolling other commenters sometimes. Right now I’m getting a kick out of a middle Schooler who is trying to insult me over Sasuke Uchiha, and instead I’m making a separate narrative about how Kishimoto canonically made me the strongest character in Naruto. Dattebayo.

Was thinking about this recently. I realized I cried over not having money to fuel every single kick starter or charity or person who needs help. Meanwhile people who can seemingly don’t give a shit about any of it.

The inner debate of selling a band shirt from a band I don’t follow anymore because they keep using Ai vs. keeping it because it fits into my collection of shirts for every concert I go to. I might sell my INK shirt because I mainly went for Avatar and I got their shirt at the same show.

We need cis people to stand up for trans people right now. It's not enough to politely refute transphobia. Trans people are facing an immediate, existential threat and we need your help

Picking out dice so instead of ‘Roll for Sandwhich’ I can do ‘roll for Ghost Kandi’

Also Tobias finishing Ghost? He has no reason to. Ghost is literally growing bigger and bigger. If ANYTHING, Tobias would probably leave his label or make his own. I don’t think he would abandon his peak success. He just might change how it’s presented.

I genuinely want to make video talking about how the Ghost lore isn’t just going to get cut out immediately because of that interview; but I also don’t want to have more discussions on it. I promise guys, it’ll be a gradual fade out (unless something weird happens.)