i am fighting for my life against an OCD loop rn 😭 (i said goodnight to my dogs slightly incorrectly)

trying to organise ny books and alice oseman is my kryptonute in this process cause I have different cover copies of the same book and I want to keep them all 😭😭😭

i'm so excited that i can read books again!!!!! books are so fun and i have nissed them sm

i went outside and believe it or not i felt more alive :D

just realised that I have gained weight and am choosing not to spiral over this (context: I'm recovered from an ED)

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i love telling my friends about barbie movies cause they are truly unhinged with my favourite example being the horny weasel from rapunzel

i've been in a general shitty/meh mood for the last month and i have no idea why like man I just feel emotions other than 'generally apathetic'

free palestine free iran free sudan free congo fuck ice fuck ai fuck trump fuck anyone who disagrees

dan howell you are so loud and i love you so much

i've already done too much today and am sore but i want to go get a milkshake :(

just got a new mattress and I am so excited my old one felt like sleeping on rocks it sucked ass but now I can be comfy!!!!

I tried a new food and acc liked it!!!! (I have arfid and autism so this is a massive deal for me :)

I love my friends cause I love dimension 20 and my friend wants to watch it but doesn't know where to start so I went full autism and made them a flowchart to show the order I reccommend and they loved it :D

decorating cakes is STRESSFUL

WDYM BEARS IN TREES IS GOING ON TOUR AGAIN AND I CAN'T GO TO THE EDINBURGH SHOW CAUSE I'M BUSY

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MAKE AN EMERGENCY DONATION to Trans Continental Pipeline right now. They are a Colorado based org that helps trans people relocate there and they are overwhelmed with requests. CO borders KS, and TCP has the infrastructure to help get people out. GO DONATE. tcpipeline.org

If you are outraged about what Kansas is doing to trans people— criminalizing their very right to exist, seizing drivers licenses overnight and saying if they drive thereafter it’s a crime, which puts them into the PIC under their gender assigned at birth where rape is routine—I BEG YOU

on a serious note i need cis allies to get more angry idk like is anyone else angry and sick and scared and

now that i’m done with my panic attack i just wanna say fuck you if you aren’t angry for trans people

Everyone is gay you heard it here first

please do not interupt my routine I will cry

i may of fucked up, my meds got delivered today along with a sharps bin and I've accidentally locked the sharps bin 💀

i'm a trans person who's beating the suicide statistics every day i'm a live and nothing in this miserable world is taking that away from me

I want my uterus OUT I want it GONE I want to SET IT ON FIRE

currently having my disabled breakdown that i have every few months :( (i'll be okay just very in my head rn)

I'm still tired and sore after the gig I went to A FULL WEEK AGO where I did push myself too far but I even used extra accommodations for myself 😭

i really need to start acc listening to trigger warnings cause every time i'm like "i'll be fine" and every time i am proven wrong

i just had so much sugar holy moly

i'm so glad i have a good hairdresser now who doesn't just see an afab that wants a boy haircut and gives them a pixie cut!!! she acc gives me a cunty little boy mullet!!!! (she is also very good and understanding about my anxiety :)

I would really like for cis people to imagine a world where we're buying 3 years worth of underwear in advance, out of concern that bigots might mobilize and further restrict our access to basic hygiene and dignity. Because that's the world that trans people live in right now.

Sure why not :)

debating a bears in trees tattoo cause the cover art for left, right, goodnight! is so cool and i have the perfect placement for it 😌

body needs rest but my brain hasn't rested ever so does anyone have the instruction manual for how to rest?

is my record player broken or am i stupid

GOON SALE GOON SALE GOON SALE

i cannot stand people who don't bother educating themselves that aromanticism is Not the same as asexuality. You can be ace, demi, gray, etc and still experience romantic attraction. and vice versa. attraction is a spectrum and being discriminatory is genuinely pathetic.

I propose everyone listen to bears in trees cause at the gig there was a mario kart wii battle, they called us freaks (affectionatley), they talked about autism and they introduced a song with "and this song is!... well it's about depression but in like a fun way!"

can my parents get a fucking grip when it comes to they/them pronouns? I was understanding of them not getting it back when it was anew concept to them BUT IT'S BEEN 8 FUCKING YEARS and this is why I'm still in the closet after almost a decade 😭

I may have some regrets from pushing myself too far at the gig but also I had a great time so whatever

It's 5am and I need to wake up at 7.40 send a hope and a prayer ig

GUYS I MET ALL THE MEMBERS OF MY FAVOURITE BAND AND THEY WERE SO NICE AAAAAAAHHH

omw to bears in trees yippee!!! :D

going to a gig tomorrow and i am so stressed good lord this is why i don't go places or do things

why are youtube ads SO LOUD? I'm just trying to listen to danny gonzalez to sleep on a low volume then I just get "BUY PEPSI" "BOOK A HOLIDAY" SO LOUD FOR NO REASON LET ME SLEEP 😭

happy valentine's day to everyone who has never had a valentine (me)

idk if any of my bloomfs know about this show BUT MOCK THE WEEK IS BACK YIPPEE!!!!!

me and my boyfriend when he talks about magic the gathering (I don't understand what anything is but I like to see him excitedly yapping :)

quote with a gif that pops up when you type your name :) what is this animal and why is it shouting at me?