MY PARTNER APPARENTLY MADE A BLUESKY AND DIDNT TELL ME. ANYWAY WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Kinda a vent post. So, i may be quitting my job, ive had nothing but issues with management and scheduling issues, ontop of this my medication has been iffy on stopping me from having panic attacks over working, i didnt even last to my first paycheck.

women, that is all, thats the post

men. that is all thats the post

Life updaaate, Im sick again! Wooooo i had planned to do a single stream this week but fuck me instead i caught some bullshit sinus thing that urgent care went "well its not the flue and not covid sooo...... good luck!" Im on day 4 and feel like im dying

bees trees, with knees made of keys

I think the worst parts of destiny 2 reaching end of life is that i mourned tgis game already when final shape launched and i watched the excision missionbrelease and ran to beat it. When i saw the witness die and that final cutscene.

So for those who didnt know, ive been a destiny 2 player since 2021 ish and with the game eol noe, i dont... knoe how to feel. I met most of my friends because of the game and some of my best memoriea are in the game, sure its been shitty recently but it didnt deservr to end like this.

Well, I will 1000% be losing internet monday, and wont be making rent, at all. We just got paid and it was 220$ but we borrowed money from the bank and they ate 70 ish of that leaving us with 114, our internet is 210, due monday, and rent is 960 due on the 5th ko-fi.com/xaeleus

Sunday

so day 2 of being on job, register is..annoying, and my managers have made me almost yell at them, next day i work i start on drive through training :3

alright for those who dont know, i announced me quitting streaming like... last week? Its turning into a haitus because insteaaaad i got new meds that work wonders and i feel fuckin amazing, buuut im getting a job on monday(well it should be a gurenteed yes) which will mean i cant stream often

did you know. Chikn

So, Rent is due in 4 days, I luckily have rent, paid by my partners family but we have been told its the last time, I earned nothing in donations, and no jobs have replied for 2 months, I think its time to throw in the towel and fully quit streaming. but i dont want to, ive been at this for years -

its been...5 minutes and this game gave me a hot furry.

Did you know, im really into selfhosting and owning my media and stuff, so i have a inhome cloud server. All this fancy schmancy stuff to say , you can now read the original Twilight princess video script. notes.daedreus.com/share/hSRdL4...

ko-fi.com/xaeleus rent is in a week i need 800$

Yall, I should not be allowed graphic design programs

I was gonna do more votv tommorow. But i think its time to return to outer wilds finally.

my donothon thing was originally going to be every 50$=1 12 hour stream but then i realized id probably breakdown and cry on stream, so i chose to half that

Alrightits that time again. Im once again asking for donations except this time, i have incentive, Donothon for every 50$ donated at once i will do one 6 hour stream this does carry with larger donations So 100$ donations will be 2 streams -1 ko-fi.com/xaeleus

HEADS UP! The SkylordZoey with two Rs in their name and the wrong discord profile picture is not me. Please report the account, thanks.

Alright THIS IS A THREAD READ ALL OF IT So i cant figure out how i want to explain why ive been gone so im doing it here, the discord gets these posts anyway. TLDR Im unsure if ill ever stream like i used to or record like i used to. Depression is hell and i dont see myself ever being free of it

blehhh... i hate to push more and more, but uhhh i badly need food in my home, can anyone spare money? its like two weeks till my mom gets paid, and this job hasnt even started for me ;-; ko-fi.com/aokiralvt i dont have much to offer back besides maybe a quick video edit.

i have tried to record the video a few times, so instead ill try to do a resonite stream where i just sit and talk answer questions, tommorow.

So its 3 am again. Tommorow ill be making another update video. Explain where ive been why i keep vanishing and hopefully this time take my time. Last one was meant to be half an hour. If i remember i rushed it to 15 minutes. Ill sit in front of the camera. And talk.

x.com/anonymousboi... guys. go like this art

This isn't quite the special thing I had to share soon, but

Whatever you do at the crossroads, keep going forward. This line means.. so much more than youd ever think, at least to me. Ill be working on recreating some environments from sfawtde and dawtde in blender. Releasing them for free whenever im done. Whatever happens. Keep moving forward.

Art isnt defined by how much effort is put into it. this took 5 minutes, but made me learn how to do a fog effect.

its april first, you know what that means, grab the popcorn and watch people make "funny joke posts" that get them horribly canceled because morbid doesnt equal funny.

Does anyone remember The n64 game, Jet Force Gemini? i really wish i could play this gem again but emulating it on pc is horrendous because its in that in-between era of shooters, where one stick were still the only way.

Rocks arespicy

A post fueled by my insecurities and mental state being flipfloppy. What if i fail, what if i fall what if, what if what if..... what if you succeed. What if you fly, soar far past what you ever thought possible. Youll never know if you just wonder. Failing is normal its human. Just try.

The plan was to stream this weekend but stuff happenned and streams being postponed to likely monday

thank you for say that 🥲... here chair

its 1:20 am i am not tired, and am very confused at how, in other news, I need to stop getting into random hobbies like modding my wii, because every fuckign problem is solved by buying a wiiu, and i foudn somone sellign a wii u, for 160$ with the gamepad. problem. IM BROKE

trees alone with you not are

You are not alone if there are trees

So this is gonna be a big post potentially split into a 2 and also posted to bluesky. Where have I been. Uhhhhh so this is alot of different answers. First, No ive not been dying, or in a hospital or anything that actually excuses my absence from recording or streaming,

Figured I would post my synth boi and gal here, M3R1-TH for the male/neutral, and M4R4-0163 for the female!

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me and my partner still have no income otherthan unemployment and its not enough to pay for rent next week we are 300$ off. please if you can donate, donate, if you cant, share the link around. ko-fi.com/xaeleus

Sorry for being radiosilent. Mental health + people around me making jokes that a job aplication is my worst nightmare, despite watching me apply to almost everywhere nearby, hasnt been a very fun combination

its still freezing cold causing me to be in agony, been filling my time with fallout 76, Sadly this means ive been unable to fully work on Hyeatery, the video to showcase current features is made unscripted as usual but not edited, and unsure when i can edit it

10 days huh, and in 10 days i reached almost 4 hundred downloads. Full video showcasing the current features of Hyeatery coming soon. in the meantime checkout the mod www.curseforge.com/hytale/mods/...

So glad to see this game finally release!! ive been keeping track for a few years, sadly i cant afford to play it as i still have no income ;-;

🎉🥳🎉 ANNOUNCEMENT 🎉🥳🎉 News you have been waiting for... Tailside is coming to Steam on January 21st, 2026!!! CONFIRMED! 🦊☕ #cozygame #indiegame

I've just learned the #mcdev tag exists, and now it will be everyone's problem! Hi! I'm Luekos or Krash and here are my three most downloaded Modrinth Projects! Maybe you'll like em too. modrinth.com/modpack/stra... modrinth.com/resourcepack...! modrinth.com/resourcepack...