is it weird or sad to talk about that halo studios/343i has never spoken to me like… ever? millions of views, 100k subs playing halo w/friends, but radio silence? if they sent me campaign evolved demo stuff I would be thrilled it’s always made me very sad. is that embarrassing to admit publicly?

beautiful women named “severe storm warning” are messaging me on my phone

when all of your creative projects are on hold for various reasons

okay FUNNIEST thing happened at a drive thru. I handed over my card and the person at the window was like “oh! I love your watch band!!” and I was like. shocked? and for some stupid ass reason I said “slaaaaaay” and they went “yasss queen” and we laughed. i said “happy pride month” as I drove off

fun and normal google searches to make in your spare time: -does it get better? -why am i not feeling better? -what is the point? -do they still make bionicles? -is there a point of no return? -when will i feel content? -funny cat images -is it normal to feel sad always? -taco bells near me

if nobody understands me at least youtube’s algorithm does can i get an AMEN #bionicle

Hey Beans. If you could take a moment to check this out, I would really appreciate it. The last 10 months have been harder than any other point in my life. Getting the word out helps a lot. 🙏 gofund.me/1f259471f

when they lower my fully lego casket into the ground this will be on my tombstone and i want this song to play youtu.be/S80LXajcqPY?...

the entire point of life is to be kind and weird btw

who put me on a “famous birthdays” website and then forgot to add my birthday? lmao? this is so cute tho www.famousbirthdays.com/people/sudde...

there is no future for me where i am happy.

the most important change they have to do in halo campaign evolved is to make cortana properly say “PISS OFF” to guilty spark instead of the objectively weaker line “sod off” forget the art style discourse. let cortana say PISS

heeeeeeelp 😩 theyre gonna dump me 🥺 and my adorable soft paws 😳 here behind… behind uh……….

soothsayer: i sense a GREAT sadness within you. greater than old forgotten graves. your soul is in pain and the holy ones have turned their backs to you. theres no escape from your horrific future except for when your body finally gives out under the crushing weight of agony in 67 years… me: 67 lol

Today's the day! Please join me on the @bewerebooks.bsky.social Discord (link in attached post) to hear me chat about my book!

linus wants to help #caturday

Pic with bf 📸

during one film competition in high school i noticed one of my friends flipped off the camera during a chase sequence. it was obvious, and we couldnt reshoot so i blurred it slightly. she flipped off the entire staff and student body in my lil private christian school. and got away with it. based.

ohhh….. oooohhgghhhhggughuhhgh………. who is she…… i need her in my pathetic life… i feel… lightheaded…….. need………. ipod…………………….. aoaughughaguhghhgghhhhh

halo’s community needs a queer wokeness revolution badly. deadass.

it is very important to enjoy when the sky is dark, and it isn’t because the sun went down, but it’s because there’s a storm this is enrichment to me

coming up with a new book based on “if you give a mouse a cookie” but it’s called “if you give a fox a xanax”

this is my in, guys. this is how i get my foot in the door at halo studios. soon i will be studio head

I find it funny how Tim Cook’s last WWDC press conference is one dominated with stupid AI features. you are a wet fart of a man, tim. and you went out like one.

my dream jobs are to either write and produce a bionicle series that actually has a budget, or be a cinematic director for halo studios that makes the cool trailers you see or a professional boy kisser. but i dont think i can put that on a resume. because of woke.

attention furries: i love you

me when halo at the xbox games showcase looks good

instead of halo campaign evolved we need a nat campaign evolved. where we go back in time and fix all my issues rooted in my source text and maybe even add an extra mission or two where i get to kiss a boy for once

i can 3D print my own youtube play buttons now btw. so google can explode for all i care

⚠️ATTENTION⚠️ You are about to enter "NIGHTTIME". This causes a debuff to your "MENTAL STATE". All internal voices whispering that your life is a failure are not to be trusted! Use your "BED" item with your "SLEEP" ability to fortify your "MENTAL STATE"! Take heed to this message, warrior! GO TO BED

me: yeah im just going over a few speed bumps but im okay the road im on:

hey if you draw my fursona wearing this i will kiss you on the mouth or ill pay you. idk. i just need this right now

damn. fuck. im getting excited about halo again from the new pictures. this can't be happening. are you fucking serious? this looks awesome. im so goddamn angry about this. FUCK.

more summer infrared photography using my IR chrome filter. all taken at my old neighborhood in valparaiso, indiana #irphotography #nature

more infrared pics from around my yard. IR chrome and 590nm #infraredphotography #naturephotography #photography

busting a nut too hard got me like youtu.be/VOTKeW2WcUA?...

ooooweeeeooooo i am running out of money oh oh and im very very poor i dont care what they say the price is anyway i dont care bout dat

spent like an hour trying to get a cool shot and it still didn’t turn out how i wanted ooooouuuuughghhhh the pain

got an awesome clip in battlefield 6 so i needed to make some visual edits to commemorate it

i decided I can has myself a SMALL pride themed commission… as a treat

i got a super bright rainbow watch band for pride montb. im not able to do much expressing of myself in real life here, so im considering this my one small act of celebration for june

⚠️hazard on the track⚠️

the creative process sucks because you could make something you don't like or are not satisfied with even though you put in a lot of work. which feels almost as bad as having a limb chopped off

just remembered the word "fluids" exists. ive been saying "liquids" when referring to hydrating, which is technically correct, but never sounded right? instead of saying "let me grab some fluids" id say "i need to get some liquids." like im drinking some kind of ominous potion for evil wizardry

call of duty: modern warfare vore

shot with an infrared chrome filter that makes foliage have a red hue, featuring a little halo spartan action figure #irphotography #infrared #toyphotography #halo

a precious one from us is gone a voice we loved is stilled a place is vacant in our home which never can be filled. #photography #irphotography #cemetery #infrared

doing a lot of school and needed to get some weird stuff off my chest today, so i am taking a creative break. the spartan loses color the further down they go. you make up your own reasons as to why, i have my own. #halospotlight #infraredphotography #toyphotography #canon #narrative #orwhatever

linger in the shade of a kind, old tree need to make more with this guy. small but creepy stuff. will try to do a little video at some point, somethin edgy about how im gonna die alone or whatever. IR cameras are a perfect match for this character. #bionicle #haildenmark #toyphotography #infrared

nothing much in terms of production has been done and it’s all because of school. i sit here reading this screenplay again to music made for it, near tears. instead of creating a beautiful and anticipated film to share with the world, im receiving failing grades on my math exams. it fucking sucks.