the one thing getting me through all of this is knowing i can start my cyanotypes when i’m done. It’s like a treat

I’ve been dealing w lots of spider webs and ive already killed a wolf spider, so you should send me offline tokens to comfort me during this difficult time

First package arriving is the last thing i ordered and it’s the singular package that’s completely unnecessary lmao it’s the cyanotype supplies

Blaming my mother for today’s headache

Letting my mom “help” me this week. I’m already about to lose my mind and i have yet to see her in person! Sounds about right

i just want yall to know i will be insufferable when i start doing these cyanotypes…. I actually can’t wait im ordering the chemicals rn

gonna be MIA this week - i probably won’t be looking at screens much. I’ve got a lot going on with this move so wish me luck :) last stream in the apartment is on friday!

I’ve had eyebrow twitches and upper eyelid twitches but i think this is the first time ive had a lower eyelid twitch and let me tell ya, it is driving me nuts (it’s only been like an hour since it started)

an early spring morning with a couple dozen hot air balloons peppering the sky is always nice

guys i know im in the middle of a move and everything but i think it’s about time i start making cyanotypes…

estate sales are about to become my favorite hobby… it’s almost like thrifting but you also get to walk around someone’s house!! It combines 2 things i love in to 1

Me and my sisters have never gotten drunk together before. Can’t tell if this would be a terrible idea to try and make happen lmfao

Actually if any models would like to team up to ragebait people lmk !! lmaooo

I think my new marketing tactics should be getting in dumb arguments in Instagram content sections lmfao

I dont want to get ahead of myself but…. Backyard streams this summer perhap 👀👀

offline today! desperately need to make real progress on the packing front!

my ass is so sore omg

not getting nearly enough compliments in my day to day. gonna need yall to work on that

Road Runners are so funny bc those lil fuckers do enjoy running in the road

So listen what if i ate a hotdog for the first time in over a decade lmfao (idk a corndog just sounds like it would slap)

Is now a good time to tell you guys i want top 1000 in June??? 👉👈 uwu lol

Last day of the month aka last day of the pay period! Give me your tokens 🔫

It’s pokemon day! gonna wear my dawn cosplay on cam for funsies

Juniper pollen count has been high for the past week and i am SUFFERINGGGGG

Everyone is so upset about Clint being a marriage candidate in stardew and tbh they all need to get over themselves

I have stuff to do i can’t be depressed and unproductive for much longer

okay but it would be so sick if my will to live returns in the next couple days now that my body has passed the “i fucking hate everything and i don’t want to do anything” phase of my cycle

ugh i hate being alive 😤😤😤😤 (started my period)

scheduled my week around my appointment this afternoon just for them to reschedule me 🥲 oh well i didn’t wanna go anyway lol

my brain has not been able to turn off lately it’s driving me insane tbh

do you think my will to live will return after this move cause im gonna need it to

Me: i need something irl to do Also me: nvm i forgot im agoraphobic i think ill stay inside

I realized I’m pmsing yesterday cause i teared up at least half a dozen times over random heartfelt videos that ultimately arent That emotional in the first place

what if i took marketing on my socials seriously this year….. haha what if

I think it is very iconic of me to drive around my hometown w my bad bitch car wearing my mfc merch

Everyone wants to cheat the system, nobody wants to burn it to the ground

I have so little brain space rn i can’t believe anyone has the audacity to occupy more of it

it’s deeply hurtful to act entitled to a model’s time and attention without contributing anything at all in return. it displays a lack of respect not just for the model, but for the regulars who keep us going

if you want to show a cam model that you respect us, value our work, and enjoy the communities we spend time and effort building, tipping even one single token goes a long way in expressing that. don’t spend more than you have, but just one token as an acknowledgement of our labor means a lot

Stardew stream today perhaps??? I’m tired of getting my ass handed to me in Peglin so i need something a little more gentle on the soul rn lol

this month is looking pretty tragic token wise and that is really just not good to see before trying to move again pero i dont have the bandwidth mentally to put in any more effort right now

Just fell for an AI video 🥴 this is the end of times isn’t it

Part of me wants to start bartending pero part of me thinks i would hate it

STRESS

It’s windy szn aka tumbleweeds everywhere szn

less than 12 weeks before i have to move… i should probably try to finish these mirrors finally

Yesterday i met this kid and she goes “can i show you a snake?” then pulls out this clear backpack thing w her ball python Slithers inside lol

I really need to schedule in some self care or something soon. I feel like i’m withering away

the dogs get cold at night after they get groomed and they end up sleeping as close to me as possible for warmth. I’m currently sharing my pillow w toby. He tucked himself under the blanket too

you ever been acting a fool and then something mundane happens that randomly wakes you up, like divine intervention, and then you’re just like “well shit, i gotta get my act together”