Heeeeey so I've! been enjoying a holiday break for a bit, but we'll be back eitheeeer the week of january 12th or the week after! (I only get like, one real vacation a year so I've been trying to max it out)

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…… so like How does one actually get into local volunteering for real like what sites do I go to who do I talk to like-

Ryukishi07 reached into my soul the other day and ripped out things I said to myself in my internal monologue in therapy and I think that's: Pretty awesome ;) (*screaming, screaming, screaming, screaming, screaming, screaming, screaming*)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us9m... Obsessed with how fucking crazy this song goes wow big surprise medical metaphors for intimacy make my brain light on fire GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT- a;fhiowekldahodv;sk

RAAHHHHH WE DO SILENT HILL WE DO VIOLENCE WE USE PIPES RAAHHHHHH

Let You Down by stomach book is like THE song that's been ripping my chest open and tearing at my heart till something finally comes out ... I've been in my feelings a lot lately, having something that conveys it all like that is both wonderful and gut wrenching all at once

twitch.tv/tabbieatlus SILENT HILL F GO GO GO GO GET IN GET IN GET IN GET IN

I think it's kinda funny that as I play #silenthillf a lot of the initial fear I had of the monsters starts falling away to become a disdainful "how do I kill you as fast as possible and with as little resource expenditure as I can get away with" Like. Fuck you metaphor for creepy old men. Pipe!!

Pushing on through more Silent Hill F tonight, FFXIV with an14 tomorrow aaaaand This week we're attempting a schedule change! Saturday night stream probably, still gonna be around 7:30-iiiiish? Gonna try to finish Sushi Ben so we can free up the schedule more! Or at least make good progress!

Okay no we're doing sushi ben another week, sorry, feeling a little icky today (the colder seasons really wreak havoc on me)

TONIGHT TONGHT TONIGHT #ffxiv #hildibrand We are tackling the hildibrand quest line on @an14vt.bsky.social 's channel on twitch at 7:30 PM EST??? Possibly around then??? Might be subject to delays who knows I don't-

silent hill f continues NOW we are handling ending???? 2 probably twitch.tv/tabbieatlus

YET MORE SILENT HILL TONGHT AT 7:30 PM EST And then like, XIV tomorow with @an14vt.bsky.social and maybe if I'm feeling good we continue sushi ben this thursday

YET FURTHER @sunshadow95.bsky.social fan art of me as Hinako having just the BEST time :) #silenthillf

@dazedstargazer.bsky.social (nsfw account btw just giving ya'll the heads up) made this WONDERFUL piece of art for me after I got smacked with a double whammy of channel point redeems during Silent hill F last night...! ... I look REALLY good in the oversized sweater.......

twitch.tv/tabbieatlus Continued flash steps

HOLLOW KNIGHT BUGSONA! AAAAAA!!!! @sunshadow95.bsky.social made me look so PRETTY!!!!

Happy birthday to my favourite character of all time 🎉🎉🎉 He gets a cute dance as a treat. #sonicfanart #tails #sonicthehedgehog #b3d

I regret to inform you all that we are, instead, going to have to boil the fox in oil instead.

twitch.tv/tabbieatlus WE ARE MAKING THAT FOX A MOTHER TONIGHT (maybe) #silenthillf #vtuber

So tonight's stream ... might actually end up being more of a hand cam stream. Because my left controller has so much drift I don't wanna screw around with vr games unless I literally fix it myself So hey! We might get to play vr tonight! Or I bust my controller! Lets find out. :)

Hey so fellow #TADC freaks and fuckos Does EVERY major heart to heart in that series happen in a low stimulation, darker environment, cause I swear I think every big character building conversation that actually goes somewhere positive happens when it's darker.

I think without the advent of free community run tools like IRC, old forum boards, and etc I likely never would've become the person I am today. Sometimes I wonder what it would take to undo a lot of the bad parts of our forward momentum with social media to reintegrate those good elements again

How I assume Hinako feels playing on story difficulty (hard mode feels like I'm barely scraping by the skin of my teeth)

That game is PURE STRESS that is TRYING TO KILL ME (love it)

twitch.tv/tabbieatlus F THESE SILENT HILLS THOUGH AM I RIGHT

Hey so having to update the pin lmao Welcome, the name's Tabbie! Your local healer, adventurer, and streamer by trade! twitch.tv/tabbieatlus Affiliate, and lover of all things hype, come stop by to see me struggle (heroically) though a nonstop variety of games! (sometimes with friends! :D)

THIS WEEK Now that we're done with Lies of P we're gonna be doing more Silent Hill Tuesday, More FFXIV Wednesday, but this THURSDAY we're gonna be maybe experimenting with some VR games! Specifically: Project Mix (possibly) and Sushi Ben It'll depend on how well my controllers behave though

theprotomen.bandcamp.com/album/act-ii... AAAAH! AHHH! AHHHH! AHHH! AHHHHH!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!! IT COMES OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY! AHHHHHH1IHKWEFPHIODJKLSVDNKHOIFAUPE0PO3HLJROITYQ9P40WEPFOHLDSVSADFJAPOWIEIFSDASL;DFADS

LIES OF P TIME twitch.tv/tomatlus Maybe beating overture tonight! Aough, I will try to be not gwumpy if the game beats my ass :( #vtuber

My dog shit hot take of the day is that Souls type games should start introducing major buffs for hitting certain stat thresholds Did you commit to 60 fucking strength in elden ring? congratulations your uppercut with greatswords now reliably launches most bosses in the game up into the air.

Hey okay so For the people that don't have VR headsets and don't plan on getting them! Gimme some ideas for games to play on stream sometime if you wanna see a goofball flail about trying to get them running good!

(solemnly) You've had mail.

….. from a writing perspective, this kind of fucks in an “alchemist concocting bone repair juice” way. Ah yes, allow me to crush oysters to obtain their vital essences to craft bone glue (absolutely not how this treatment actually works I know this is just sparking my write brain)

The 2025 experience

I always wonder how many people even see these posts… If you do, what’s the last time something gave you goosebumps?

#silenthillf #silenthill oh my god fuck fuck FUCK UFKC FUCK FUCK-

THE KNIGHTLING COMPLETE THAT TOOK LESS TIME THAN EXPECTED WE MOVE ON TO SILENT HILL F RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW #silenthillf #silenthill

TONIGHT We finish The Knightling. My artifact shield couldn't possibly be a corruptive influence I swear :3c

Okay so literally everything that could possibly explode exploded today So stream is off I'm taking a rest day

PLANS FOR TONIGHT We're gunning it to finish The Knightling because SILENT HILL F IS INCOMING AND I NEED RYUKISHI07 TO DESTROY ME REST OF THE WEEK More XIV, more Lies of P

you can love a character and still admit when they're wrong. we love Shadow but we can acknowledge his flaws (he has none) and we can hold him accountable for his wrongdoings (he has never done anything wrong in his life) and call him out on his actions (which are always correct)

HOLY SHIT GIRLIES WE HAVE FANART!!! MY FIRST EVER FANART OF MY NEW LOOK?????? Thank you to @sunshadow95.bsky.social for this POWERFULLY FERAL piece of art. Did you know that if you forget to come to your appointment I come check on you myself? :3c #vtuber #fanart

Stream heavily likely to be delayed and or cancelled tomorrow, but wednesday should have XIV and thursday should have more lies of P!

I heard some wild stuff about how Lies of P Overture frontloads the difficulty so we'll see if I can make it out of the first zone tonight- ... I REALLY wanna see that gunblade...

Break from XIV this week! Might not stream tonight, might stream, will let ya'll know

With Haru Urara's passing I want to turn people's attention to the fact that everyone's favorite horse daughter's original version dealt with a long, and tumultuous experience that, to me, makes her the shining star of *survivors* everywhere www.reddit.com/r/UmaMusume/... Rest in peace girl