light cleaning before guests come at midnight... which is in an hour eughhh I'm sleepy and my back hurts and I need to wake up at 8 am to take my brother to his doctor's appointment

MY BACK

tomorrow is gonna be so tiring...

so I can't have anything. right

accidentally stayed up until 4 am oops

MY BACK IS KILLING ME this is why I don't draw

now that I think about it today really is the first day in a while that I haven't had any negative thoughts... I guess I am doing better

I need to draw 50 kohakus *keeps laying on his ass*

I really need to wear my binder more often... instant confidence boost

I love remembering songs that make me feel a certain way music.youtube.com/watch?v=NFpr...

my dad changing plans every few minutes I cannot handle the stress of last minute plans

robert irwin won dwts good day for australians and me

i want to be loved deeply

what if I deactivate again

got my first boob check up and it was a lot less invasive than I thought it would be

I love pretending to be fine n dandy but realistically, I am dying very, very slowly

okay nevermind. I am weak

I give up.

Sighhh drawing is so hard

qooapp I will kill you for not bringing updates as they come out why do I have to wait and suffer

pipim

stomachahcdj

Lalalalalaaa

when will I have a chiaki of my own who says shit like "you're my pride"

tetora nagumo you are so relatable

inside of my brain rn

I feel so guilty whenever my dad talks about having so much work... I'm so useless

am i really that unlovable that nobody reached out when i disappeared

I think I'm incapable of becoming close to people

ₐₐₐₐₐₐaaaaaAAAAAA𝔸𝔸𝔸𝔸𝔸𝔸𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔𝗔À̷̼̬̠͎̟̀͗̀͗̉̚͝ͅA̵͕̔͐̒̔́̈͆͘A̶͔̣̱͒͗̈́̾͌̿̆̄̔́A̵̳͒A̶̠͍̝̒Ă̵̳͍Ą̵̡̗̜͉̦̠̣͚͑͜Ȃ̴̛̻̣̜͎̓́͒̇Ầ̶̢̭̰̂̇͑À̷̰̪͉͎̻̈͛͌̈́͗͘Ȁ̷̡̛̛̩̠͎͚̯̳̫̱͈͐̃͊̽̔̾Ą̴͈̗̜̱̱̳͑͐͊̈́̾̊̿̅̓̐Å̴̛̲̗͈̬͙̺̘̞̊͂̑̔̄Ā̷͖̬̭͙͎̿̔̒̒͊̀͜

tired

fic snippet from like two months ago

I am a mosaic of all the people I've ever loved or whatever

dünyadaki en komik insan olabilirim

that whole situation was so draining I am tired

imiss drawong i miss drawing guys

my mood is ruined but at least I got pickled cabbage

fucking hell man

I hate drawing... my back

Can I say some people are really too much comfortable bullying people of other countries because they cant have the money to buy the same things you can

sad. tired. thirsty

I hate funerals

🫩

so many bad news lately... why are people dying left and right

it's almost 7 am fuck maybe I shouldn't sleep at all today

I'm so tired. I just wanna sleep...

you loved luffy so much... his wano fit was your favourite. you loved it so much that you bought a fake figurine of him in it... I joked that it looked really orange, didn't understand why you had spent money on it I love it now. he's perfect

it's almost 4 am can we please fall asleep, brain?? shut yourself down already stupid organ

I miss hugging my mom