Before I take a few days off here to decompress I just wanted to say happy birthday to @herrrandom.bsky.social One of the best people I’ve met. I feel a better person for knowing him & I’m proud to call him a friend 🎂 Have the best day, brother. Love you 💛

It’s my Aunt’s funeral this afternoon. I’ve managed to get my head on straight & hopefully the celebration of her life will be as colourful & beautiful as she was. I’m so thankful to everybody that’s been there this last few weeks. You’ve been light in a very dark time 💛

It’s the funeral tomorrow & I’m struggling today. I’m going to take today to get my head right so that I can celebrate her life the way she’d have wanted. Hopefully later this week I can come back on here properly, talk games & just have my space again. I miss feeling like myself. 💛

One of my friends knew I'd been going through it lately & sent me a code for ARC Raiders so that when I'm feeling better I can hop on & play with them. Damn, that hit me right in the heart 🥹

I needed that walk this morning. My Aunt’s funeral has been weighing on my mind, but that bitter cold air & spending time with him really gave me time to think, process & straighten my mind out a little bit. Forever thankful for dogs 🦮

If you come back on here after several months & play the victim, despite the fact that YOU made jokes about sexual assault & stereotypical racist remarks, you are a fucking loser lmao.

Reminder if you "joke" about SA this is not a safe space for you 🩷✨️🎀

I needed that walk this morning. My Aunt’s funeral has been weighing on my mind, but that bitter cold air & spending time with him really gave me time to think, process & straighten my mind out a little bit. Forever thankful for dogs 🦮

I saw my Aunt in the chapel of rest this morning. She looked beautiful & peaceful. It made everything feel that bit more real. Just wanted to say thank you to everybody that always checks in, sends messages & stuff. I'll hopefully be back on here soon talking nonsense & video games 💛

I just feel like I have nothing to add anywhere at the minute. I feel like I’ve done this a lot lately, but I’m just gonna take a bit more time away & try to process it. Hopefully I can pull myself out of this headspace & be like I was before, because I feel like I’m drowning. See ya soon 💛

Registered my Auntie's death today & I can visit her at the chapel of rest on Friday. I don't know whether being a part of that process has made it hit home a little more, or whether seeing my Mother so sad has messed with my head, but I just do not feel good man.

In a weird spot mentally because with everything going on & so much noise in my head, I honestly don't know where I fit in or where to place myself

omg finally a november #promosky 🍂 ohai! i'm flowr 🌸 video creator & sometimes streamer follow for caffeine content & 3am thoughts current games: ☁️ minecraft 🍂 fortnite ☁️ repo 🍂 phasmo ☁️ overwatch things i love: ☁️ coffee 🍂 hiking ☁️ poetry 🍂 hoodies ☁️ gloom 🍂 stargazing ☁️ kpdh

Definitely some circles I don’t move in any more & people that just aren’t my people these days

I do this dog walk every night & every night I feel like I’m playing a horror game irl. Just me, the dog & a torch. This pitch black alleyway goes on for about a minute & every noise from the woods next to it has me on alert lmao.

Death brings out the worst in some people. Family members you’ve not seen for years crawling out of the woodwork to see what they can get their hands on, performing amateur dramatics, complete with crocodile tears. Miss me with that nonsense.

As the storm batters the UK, it’s turned the park in to a paddling pool 🐾 I felt the song was fitting. #StormClaudia

I really feel like tonight has helped process things a little, but also made me miss my Aunt more. Gonna hop off here again for a little while because my brain feels like soup & when I come back I just want to talk about games + all of my other interests. See you soon 💛

Meeting with the vicar this evening to discuss my Aunt's eulogy & which prayers will be said at the funeral. I've felt so anxious all day, just can't stand seeing my Mum going through this & now it's even closer I feel ✨ horrendous ✨

icl, I miss the hell out of my mutuals. Hello.

I’m several beers in because I’ve had one rough day, but I had a phone call to say my Aunt’s funeral is 25th November. I hope we do her proud. I keep saying it but it’s true, I’m so blessed & lucky to have so many people care & send love. My head feels like soup, so I’ll see you soon 💛

@fernyfern.bsky.social Happy birthday you magnificent sod! I appreciate the endless support & friendship you always provide. I hope you have a lovely day 🎂 💛

Met with the funeral director this morning. I hope we can make the celebration of her life as beautiful & colourful as she was. Gonna be off here for a little bit, maybe posting when I have nowhere else to get my thoughts out. I appreciate everybody that continues to be there for me 💛🙏

Not looking for sympathy or anything with this, I’ll likely delete it. I just need to get it out of my head: I can play with the cards life is dealing me. Losing family, my best mate & my dog inside 2 years is rough, but seeing my Mother go through this is agony. My head & my heart just hurt.

Being part of a community that loves video games is such a beautiful thing.

@samplaysgames.bsky.social happy birthday, brother. Appreciate you! Hope you’ve had a good day 🎂

I hope everybody had a good weekend! Spent today working & sorting through my Aunt’s paperwork with my parents. Tomorrow we’re meeting with the funeral director to get that process started. I miss my mutuals & talking nonsense. Forever thankful to everybody that’s reached out 💛

New #promosky Hi I'm Sam. I have cerebral palsy and play video games by tapping certain buttons with my mouth. Some games I enjoy. 🗡️Soulsborne 🗡️Metal gear 🗡️Final fantasy 🗡️Battlefield 🗡️Farming simulator But it's pretty much everything that isn't guitar hero.🙃 💖 Or 🔃 appreciated

Just wanted to hop on here to post this. Spending the weekend with my parents before starting planning my Aunt’s funeral & sorting various things out in the next week or so. Hopefully be back on here properly in a week or two. Anyway: Happy Halloween from this little monster! 🎃 👻

The next few weeks are going to be pretty testing, so I'll probably just be here sometimes if I need a place to vent shit out. If not, I'm just going to be with my family, trying to process & navigate this. I hope everybody has a good Halloween & hopefully I'll be back posting nonsense soon 🙏 💛

Thank you to everybody that sent kind words & reached out today. My Aunt was amazing, she was everything that a human being should be & then some. Life can change in a second. It's a cliché, but it's true. I was speaking to her on the phone yesterday & she was fine. Hug your loved ones 💛

I’m just sat in the coffee place at the hospital because I can’t see her yet & my head is swimming. Other members of the family are on their way but I have nobody I can speak to until they’re here, so I came on here just to get shit out of my brain. Apologies if I’ve triggered anybody or anything.

My beautiful Aunt passed away on the way to the hospital. She was the most selfless, loving & special person. I’m forever grateful to her & to have been able to have loved her. I’m beyond heartbroken. Please, if you have the ability to, tell your loved ones what they mean to you today. 🤍 🕊️

It just feels like life is throwing one thing after another at me lately. My Auntie, who I’ve posted about before & her previous battle with her health, has been rushed to hospital again. I’m probably going to be inactive for while because my head feels like soup & I’m petrified of losing her. 💛

My wonderful friend @pxljim.posts.games let me know about this game and I think it looks really neat. 👀 youtu.be/ZERPj23XsdY?...

Silent Hill 2 Remake is a TRIP. The sound design is top notch. I've had to pause on more than one occasion before carrying on my journey 😰

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Yeah I'm interested as F in this!

One of the best things about working from home is that on my lunch break I get to drink Cherry Coke & play Silent Hill 2 Remake

UPDATE: I saw this old lady & her dog in the park today. We haven’t been for 3+ weeks because we’ve been walking elsewhere. Her dog was on a lead! I’m not sure whether it’s because I spoke to her or she got in to it with someone else, but finally 🥹 Let me walk my dog in peace lmao.

Hey, hi! No stream this week because of Halloween, but I have VODS for you instead! My first FFVII Intergrade VOD is up on my channel now! :D (I’ll be trying to put more up this week but we’ll see lol) youtu.be/7bzDDwHfDWI?...

Just picked the flashlight up in Silent Hill 2 Remake. IYKYK

Loved the first episode of Welcome to Derry. That ending was so unpredictable & unsettling. I was worried that the series wouldn’t have the same fear factor as the films, but it turns out that’s not the case at all 😰

It was my first day back at work today after being signed off by the doctor several weeks ago. It went well, my brain feels like soup though. Looking forward to watching Welcome to Derry with @raachelhickey.bsky.social & doing not a lot else for the rest of the day! 🤡 🎈

Good morning ☀️ Here is Ozzy exploring on this morning’s walk, to brighten your day

Really looking forward to the new series of Mortimer and Whitehouse: Gone Fishing, which starts tonight. It has such a natural, relaxing charm to it.

Happy birthday @cassabonita.bsky.social 🎂 One of the best people I’ve met on this app. Proud to call you a friend 💛

There are some days when my audhd brain makes me feel so isolated & like I don’t belong anywhere. Today is one of those days.