Once again I am a year older. And boy do I wish I could say this has been a good year. I'm just doin what I can. Survivin.

Absolutely not looking forward to spending five hours in transit tomorrow. Wheee!! Fingers crossed that it goes well though. Hubby's appointment is tomorrow, and if we're lucky we can say at least partial goodbye to the back pain that's been locking him down this year!

We're also burnt out because we worked ourselves to death for decades to make art that was cockblocked from sales and made impossible to find by billionaires who stole our work and profited off it.

It's family co-op game night, so myself, GreyDuck, and Nyx are playing more Guild Wars 2 together! twitch.tv/newbiespud

You know what to do, friends. (And if you don't... please let me join the chorus of people saying that you really should watch this movie. It's really as good as everyone insists.)

As someone who's been generally burnt out for the last two years on most things... Yeah. Yeah take care of yourselves peeps. I will be lucky if I get through my owed list of art before the year is out.

Its a headachey kind of day I guess. Which sucks because this is the first cool day we've had in a while. Time to zone out I guess lol

Going live soon-ish with more Warframe co-op with the fam! twitch.tv/newbiespud

Ugh I didn't want to do this but I gotta try to pick up commissions to make bills and be able to eat for the next couple weeks Any help would be absolutely lovely.

Forgot to share this so doing so while I got a second~ Warframe with the family!

I'm so incredibly hyped for Warframe lore coming in the future augh I'm going to be awake thinking about this for ever lmao

It's freaking done!! I've been held hostage by this picture for a while now, and I finished it in time for Tennocon, woo! And yes, obnoxious glow because Enlightened Hate is a BRIGHT weapon. #Warframe

It's freaking done!! I've been held hostage by this picture for a while now, and I finished it in time for Tennocon, woo! And yes, obnoxious glow because Enlightened Hate is a BRIGHT weapon. #Warframe

Okay Okay I told myself I was gonna wait to post an update BUT THE BACKGROUND CAME OUT TOO GOOD OK- More #Warframe things Also Drifter is shaded now lessgoo~ (Actually dreading trying to shade Shadow wut-)

I don't have a proper playlist to put tunes on, but I'm considering streaming working on the pic some more. (Not that I'm a big enough streamer for that to matter so maybe it'll be fine?) Because of course it's got me hostage again SIGH-

Waited till this morning to post this since I got to this point at like 3AM xD All the colors are in place! I even fixed Stalker's helmet! His markings are actually fun to replicate! I have no idea what bg to use or how I'm shading this yet, but hey! #Warframe

I'm very normal about #Warframe I promise- Also I'm quickly realizing I have NO CLUE where his palette colors go oops- I have to take a trip to my captura locations to see if there's enough natural light in one to get a good idea where his colors go. But have WIP for now!

More #Warframe things. This time of my Drifter and Stalker~ I'm already writing a story about these two might as well make art to go with it! ...I will forever blame my older brother for buying me Jade. lol My whole perception of the game changed because of that!

Took some more #WARFRAME pics cuz why not Also once again begging my mans Hey Devs! Stalker Specter has his quiver sticking through his chest! Some fixing would be lovely! <3 I don't wanna laugh at Shadow when he's here to help me kill things! xD

I am convinced the summer heat is here to take my lunch money and I don't even have that anymore LMAO I'm a zombieeee Drink water friends. Soak your head in cold water. Something to beat the heat!

I took a surprisingly extended break from social media and feel better for it. I wrote my story, relaxed, and tried to not melt in the summer heat yay! xD

That last line hits hard

What if... I streamed Warframe... but like... there were three of us... and we were all playing it together... twitch.tv/newbiespud

I am so glad that my first piece of hate on something I've written happened while I'm adult enough to move on from it. I'm writing for me anyways. I just will never understand what drives people to hate so viciously. I'm no practiced writer but damn I'm just writing for free. Lmao

Personal project I'm working on. Figured I'd share this rather than more doom-and-gloom, eh? This is Ashe. My Lost Dravanian belonging to my husband's tabletop world. I still have some colors left to put down, but I'm enjoying working on it little by little.

The world just... Cannot leave me alone for more than five seconds. Me, the anxiety riddled mess, and my injured husband, have to somehow cobble together 1k+ for an MRI so we can MAYBE figure out what's wrong with his back. I'm I'm falling apart here I don't know what to do anymore.

There's nothing like knowing your entire paycheck is going to vanish but at least on thursday I won't be overdrawn anymore! (for now lmao) I'd rather be broke than overdrawn

I hate doing this, but life is forcing my hand. I really need to get food for me, my husband, and my cat until thursday. I could really use some help if at all possible. I have commissions open as well as a ko-fi depending on which route you'd rather take. ko-fi.com/eternanyx

Finished commission for @ymiroriell.bsky.social Enjoy!

I am so mentally kaput today Spent 3 hours last night waiting to be seen for a bad cyst in my cheek that was swollen and really painful Doing better now but still stings a bit because my cheek got sliced wahoo

It's months like this one where I just want to tear my hair out. Ended up overdrawn by nearly 700 dollars because bills wanted extra to catch us up from winter (where we had to toe the line of 'just enough') so now I'm sitting here stressed and unable to focus on art I need to be working on. Whee

Casually getting Firefox back set up on my comp because turns out Opera GX just wants to use all my available memory Yeah no thanks I'd like to be able to have my browser open AND other things, thank you!

Three minutes left? Sure I'll post a sketch of my one 'mom' character I have over on Tumblr. xD I love Rhea~ Her pokemon and Seraph versions

Playing Warframe with the fam!

please support ur friends making creative shit in this cruel world. u have no idea how much a kind comment can mean to an artist when every website just tries to make you focus on the numbers

Mildly questioning my own sanity for posting this here but hey here we go. Labelled for the sake of people's eyes so uh... look at your own risk? xD A friend's character in my husband's tabletop he's making, as well as the NPC she got married to. #SDA #SuperDungeonAdventure

people might think creating OC lore involves a lot of thinking & planning, but in my personal experience, OC development is more like a divine vision from a god slamming you over the head with a mallet while ur doing the fuckin dishes or folding laundry

Finished comm for someone over on discord~ Figured I'd post cuz they came out well.

Going to be doing some Elden Ring streaming for a bit! Come join if you'd like~ www.twitch.tv/eternanyx

Late night Gposes of my gal #Gpose #FFXIV

Finished commission for @starrylarial.bsky.social of her vtuber model! Hope you all enjoy!

Sometimes you need a night at home relaxing with some goldfish to feel like everything is alright for a few minutes

Going to be trying to pick up commissions if I can. A: gotta get my bank fixed for bills and B: I need to pick up a few things my husband needs as he's in a lot of constant pain. So any help would be massively appreciated. Life ain't done giving me the middle finger just yet hahahah Sigh

Finished commission for @starrylarial.bsky.social Kirin version of her vtuber model!

Going to be playing some more Warframe with the family soon, you know what time it is! twitch.tv/newbiespud

Going to be giving streaming some Monster Hunter Wilds a try here in a couple of minutes. Wish me luck on if my computer holds up or not lmao! www.twitch.tv/eternanyx

It's not my favorite picture tool in a video game, but I think I'm obsessed. Been getting into my frame's lore in Warframe, and losing my soul. The dude is an NPC, of which I have a blueprint to make a summonable companion, right? I gotta. I'm glad I got into Warframe. xD

Hey look its more warframe!

Playing some Warframe with the family!

Going to be slogging my way through The New War on Warframe. Might as well stream me goin at it. Will be going live here in a moment! www.twitch.tv/eternanyx