I'M FREE

LIVE with DBD! twitch.tv/spadessystem

LIVE with @pixelxkitten.bsky.social on twitch.tv/spadessystem with some DBD!

everything is so loud I’m having a bad time lmao love this

I'M SO EXCITED!!!!

LIVE with @mirapaa.bsky.social @drfink3lstein.bsky.social with some DBD! twitch.tv/spadessystem

BACK after a month of health hell! Come catch up—live on twitch.tv/spadessystem

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever not feel like the convenience friend

"Are you on any medications?" ME: Oh my God! Please don't ask me to list all of them.

WAR IS OVER

If my internet dies I’ll cry twitch.tv/spadessystem

I love that my apartment did something outside my apartment the other day and now my entire AC won’t even turn on. Fucking dumbasses. I live in the south. It is quite literally dangerous to my health to not have a functioning AC. About to go ballistic.

no stream today because my organs are trying to escape the flesh prison

Stream ended early cuz my ping went to 1100 and my bitrate went to 0 and my download speed was 7 and my upload speed was also 0

LIVE on Twitch.tv/spadessystem ! Ask me about death confetti!

I’m glad that I’m having fun streaming again <3

LIVE with DBD! Come vibe! twitch.tv/spadessystem

HI! I'm live on twitch! I've been playing too much pokemon it's dbd time~! Come hang out :D twitch.tv/mirapaa

Brain back on its “everyone secretly hates me gonna read into every single tiny interaction” bullshit

If me being honest “paints you as a villain” then maybe you shouldn’t have been an asshole idk crazy how actions have consequences

LIVE with DBD on twitch.tv/spadessystem with @pixelxkitten.bsky.social

Don’t worry guys, I traded my seasonal depression out for the normal kind

LIVE on Twitch with some #deadbydaylight! Come hang out! twitch.tv/spadessystem

LIVE with some DBD! I’m back, not sick, not busy, and seeing if I remember how to do this streaming thing? twitch.tv/spadessystem

LIVE with some DBD! twitch.tv/spadessystem

Remember that… - If they wanted to, they would. - If they don’t respect your boundaries, they don’t respect YOU. - Letting people back in your life after disregarding you or your boundaries just shows them that they can do it again. And they will.

Wish life would give me a fucking break

Long time no stream! Live with @spadessystem.bsky.social come say hi!! twitch.tv/mirapaa

LIVE with @mirapaa.bsky.social !!! twitch.tv/SpadesSystem

I’m just trying to make it through each day tbh. I wish I could get back into streaming

⚠️ Streamers/people who plan to stream ⚠️ Don't be this person. If you know an artist, and you want to commission them, start with that. Ask for prices, don't ask them if they "want to help". Even more so, maybe don't message someone for the first time in 4 years with such a request.

I like mangoes, but they're just loud and aggressively cheerful. Like a Hawaiian shirt in edible form. #fruitreviews

my heart stopped, tbh

Brb playing DBD while concussed and cosplaying Jesus with a buzz cut

As I’m sure most people have noticed, our streams—or lack thereof—have been on hold for … a while. For transparency, I don’t know how much longer. Depression has taken a really big hold lately, and right now, well … I’m trying best I can. Thanks for everyone’s patience. 💙

I wish I could just. Not be so depressed lmao

This was the game that pushed me to platinum btw. Props to @spadessystem.bsky.social for managing to time the emote lmao. (Yes, we were there for 2 and a half storm circles, don't judge us)

Why fall in love when you can fall down in the shower

I LOVE MY DINO BLANKET!!!

Life is better on a cloud 🍃

HI SKEETERS. I attempted to go back to work today, passed out on my co-worker and now I will be off work the next month. I'm going to try to raise some funds to help cover bills. I hate asking for help, but I'm a single mom and this time of year sucks already. ko-fi.com/sinpaiin/goa...

I love dinosaurs

There’s something depressing about taking a literal handful of meds to try to treat all your symptoms

A story in two parts @spadessystem.bsky.social

Just bought a bunch of random dinosaur stuff, is this self care?

CHANGING THE VIBE UP. PLANET COASTER VARIETY STREAM. LETS BUILD A DEATH TRAP! www.twitch.tv/sinpaiin

I’m so tired, y’all.

Is buying an ungodly amount of dinosaur shit a healthy coping mechanism?

Chronic illness and disability is so hard to come to terms with.