dude i dont know if i can do this

choosing …something by affixing a languid cover of lesley duncan to a positively ugly song

1951-2025

you can’t touch this song. what an inspiration. RIP youtu.be/uR0T5jxkMJs?...

I can’t overly romanticize the band for any number of reasons but being born in 1971, by the dawn of the eighties they were this ambient force, like maybe them and the Beatles were the only two bands per se I knew of by name. He was part of it all. www.rollingstone.com/music/music-...

not Ace

no no

uh oh, she rewatched velvet goldmine tonight!!! letterboxd.com/itspollysmal...

finally realizing that i do not need to live in new york to be a cool trans woman i can simply exist

for some reason this song is making mildly viral rounds and, well, i'm glad for it www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rpy2...

a few ghosts of myself have started to haunt me, i think. the ghost of my self from up until a year ago is here, saying "you never mourned me, you just jumped into a new life," and yes, that's true, because the new one is better, but a death is still a death and so now i think "ah, sorry"

thinking of the construction of this book: page 12 places an open question on the board, the next 300 pages fill the board with a handful of lives. the literal next page gives you the key, but you don't know it until the last page answers the question. it's breathtaking. i can't believe it.

truly we are all the woman openly weeping in this video www.youtube.com/watch?v=uv6Z...

the transit of venus

god is being a little bitch this year

dude no not him come on

thoughts on why the box is bad, for the morning crowd

being a huge dork again

jeeeeeeesus chriiiiiiiiiiist

in better news the new atmos mix of Lamb Lies Down on Broadway rips

okay, a public post on "Why The Smashing Pumpkins' New Machina Box Set Might Be Bad, Actually." this box set is making my head spin. so many decisions make so little sense, unless you answer your questions with one answer: "probably to get more money." anniefish.net/machina.html

i just got back from a beautiful tiny trip to the oregon coast and now i am back in bed listening to Mötley Crüe because i am an idiot and a fool and already a great sadness has befallen me

and why isn't ALL of Machina II included in some form on the new box set... we're literally paying hundreds of dollars for Machina and it's not even ALL of Machina. that would be hilarious if i hadn't been one of the people who paid hundreds of dollars for Machina.

tthis looks like dog shit youtu.be/rHDDzcyNWGs?...

i just www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2sV...

but anything to think about Not that

why is this 325 and/or 500 dollars

pretty sure Southland Tales made less

(spoiler alert: i'm listening to the bonus tracks and saying "you coward. you little bitch" right now.)

(spoiler alert: if you are annoyed by the way Billy Corgan has used synthesizers over the last five years, you might well have a really bad time)

spoiler alert: some of the mixing (and most of the sequencing) choices are... baffling

do you want to know what i, a massive pumpkins fan, thought of the new machina box set? well, my patrons can know right now. the rest of you....... will have to wait a little while ;-) www.patreon.com/posts/invent...

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do you want to know what i, a massive pumpkins fan, thought of the new machina box set? well, my patrons can know right now. the rest of you....... will have to wait a little while ;-) www.patreon.com/posts/invent...

i'm almost done, three listening sessions later, with listening to the MACHINA box. you might be surprised by how i feel about it!

look ma, im in the comics journal!

being a huge dork rn www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrUq...

mark twain sure did look like that huh

someone sent me an AI bowie (not ~that~ one) and it was an annoyingly good joke. it's a stupid world where i'd prefer that weird guy who pretended to be in a robin williams biopic to what we're getting now

;-)

me listening to a vinyl rip of the machina reissue because my box hasn't arrived yet

i just remembered i like the grateful dead

bruh

finished Form & Void. jesus christ what a hateful book

i dont think ive ever hated a panel as much as this

looking forward to a man cosplaying as bobby canavale's character in vinyl calling her a pig with wings

AI david bowie can't hurt you

for a moment i thought "what if i went by Fountain" today and it was ok. pivoting to being one of those dolls with a crazy name. i met someone named andromeda.

i am a trans woman and i just want to make my little drawings and write my little songs and a part of me feels like this is shameful because i don't want to fight for it i just want to live and i want us all to live and i want us all to not have to fight for it