posting again cz i forgot tht bsky would kill it so i gotta put a caption on. sydney/hardin suggestive bt not r18

my internet has been real shit lately bt today yt vids wont even load lmao

dude all of my favs r in this game except vamdemon i finally won

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU I DIDNT KNOW LUCEMON WAS IN TME STRANGER LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

please enjoy my yaoi and just pretend u either know where theyre from or pretend theyre ocs

zalera.

posting again cz i forgot tht bsky would kill it so i gotta put a caption on. sydney/hardin suggestive bt not r18

i cant post fucking anything w/o bsky telling me its apparently porn

i appreciate the likes on my obscure game art 👍

i know noone knows or gives a fuck abt what i draw bt can u throw me a bone out of pity

repostin my shit coz i want them

the thing that sucks is that im never miserable in my dreams. its nice to be there. or i dont feel anything at all and thats nice too. why would u ever want to be awake

guys i think im depressed

It's time to find out why this particular Homecoming is not the most celebrated... WATCH - youtu.be/3s6zowJZJSY

12 hrs sleep and i am turning over and going right back lol

thinkin abt a whole lot of other stuff too bt i wont post spoilers for this 25yo game

also interesting is that theres elementals and a daeva for every element except light. but maybe thats leá mondes fault.

smth else i enjoy. is how müllenkamp looms over the entire story. she even has a 3d model in the intro bt shes long dead before the game begins and u never really learn anything about her, other than that she was the start of it all. so u cant help bt wonder who she was and what happened to her

its so beautiful... i miss it every time im not here. no music, just birds, insects, and the sound of running water

i already did that shit forever ago and it hasnt changed

m gonna get an infection doing this one of thesedays lmao

i miss leá monde

i did smth impulsive im normal again

sry for never shutting tf up

i hate it man i hate being alive all these fckng days where im sat here doing nothing except crying all day and then going to bed and doing it again when i wake up

fck my life

maybe i shld just get it over with

if i keep saying im bored will someone do something abt it

and i am also sorry for wasting the time of anyone whos tried to talk to me

someone come kill me

bored

this past week has genuinely been like rock bottom again

my sis wanted to hang out bt im too depressed to evn talk out loud rly so we'vebeen sat here doing fck all for 4 hours and i feel so bad lol

evrything i make isdogass bullshit and i should be killed. or whatever im bored

i dont wanna feel like shit anymore

cold

so hungry i feel sick bt dont worry i got a bit of alcohol left

me when i wake up and immediately have a suicidal meltdown for 2hrs. maybe more.

bored

i would be the ultimate no likes andy without mimi

its ok cz when i do die itll be one less evil freak unfit for society in the grave anyway

プロマシア楽しい　5章まで来た

colored the other ones too @_@ trying to get out of art block urghhhg

jst an aberrant freak w mental problems tht mean i cant care abt other ppl anyway so why would it even matter lol

im sick of it. im sick of it. idfk. what am i meant to do

i jst wanna talk to ppl who get me or have a friend irl and not be in fucking despair 24/7 and get suciidal when i wake up bcoz i didnt die in my sleep like i was wishing i would and evry day spent alone and bored and hungry and no energy to do anything at all except stare at the wall

soooo tired of being lonely and In Despair every fucking day and im tired of complaining abt it coz it happens every day i wish i was dead

miserable again

sigh.