First of all, Why did i dream of Rocket League? I haven't played in years. Second, why did it have extensive avatar options and no way to change the controls? Like, yeah that's great getting you be a dragon girl but that's no good when boost, powerslide, and air roll buttons are wonk.

Lacking confidence, truth be told. Facial hair is a constant source of suffering.

Must confess: Been some time since finishing a book entirely. Not from lack of interest. Hard to bring myself to experience the conclusion. This wasn't always true. Something has changed.

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Also, more realistic goal, I'd like a collar that doubles as a medical bracelet.

Imagining a future with articulated robo tails. That's the tech i want.

Mental health improves to the point of not desiring harm. Reward? Immune system turns on me Organs turning on me. Blehhhh. Thanks body, love you too.

I need lasers in my life.

BA consultation was underwhelming. Began with deadnaming and misgendering repeatedly with check-in. To a point, unavoidable since legal name. This was excessive. Visit was cautionary tales, consent forms, little to no active dialogue. Literally no other options so we'll go along for the ride.

Time for that femonade

Bunnies have been watching from the shadows. Hoping someday, just maybe, it'll be safe to wander freely.

Discord flagging an MS support server as +18, locking out ios users. Oooooh but don't worry, it's just about keeping porn away from kids right? Fuck off with the bullshit. We know where this is headed.

All the boxes stored up on the shelf. Who put what in where, who can say. Memories Experiences And something else... Every so often the weight is too much. Collapse. Chaos. Restructuring. "Integration", the therapist says. *Hisss* There's a system. It isn't perfect but somehow still functions.

2 days to surgery consultation

Patriotism is poison. Sanewashing atrocities, inventing prejudices, stoking aggressions. Hard pass.

Have you seen Everything Everywhere All at Once? Well you should.

Buying pre-made frozen meals is buying leftovers. That's not a moral judgement, just a silly realization.

We're not all blessed with a stealth transition. Not all of us will, or even want to, fit the binary constructs. We still deserve respect. We still deserve basic human rights. I took the leap into transitioning because I'm done playing the roles someone else wrote for my life. I'm not going back

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"Are you a robot?" Nope! "Are you human?" Shit, uhhhh....

Earthbound knows how cops work #crt #earthbound #misterfpga #snes #retrogaming

Your activism will either include sex workers or it will be useless. We can't build a better future by leaving the best of us behind.

If a Republican told you not to jump off a bridge, would you jump? (Yes, the fall is fatal)

The pickle jar has been defeated. It was a lengthy battle. Efforts were repelled, defeat seemed certain. But with a change of tactics, the stubborn lid yielded. Now to devour the insides to make their power my own!

Way too many named characters in this drama. (Say the one with x names) Oh fuck off.

I'm so over this culture of hero worship. No one is above you. Money in itself isn't power. Power belongs to each of us. We have the responsibility to choose who we lend it to. Without the support of others, an individual is weak. Choose to empower principles first. You don't owe anyone.

*Wiping steam off the bathroom mirror* Who is on the other side today?

Dysphoria spiral. Wooooo.

Been here for a minute now. Truth be told, i still don't "get it".

Tell me I'm not old enough for a cane, i just might show you I'm young enough to swing one.

This is what they have ALWAYS been about! #deconstruction #exvangelical #currentevents #news

Somehow woke up down the rabbit hole. Memory like a fading dream. Don't chase the rabbit.

No one is entitled to my private information. Least of all, those who would use it for their own benefit while giving nothing in return. It's not about having nothing to hide. It's about having something to protect. Privacy matters.

I won't be surprised if the tech/oligarch class shifts focus to "centrist" Democrats. They look out for their own interests first. If one ship is sinking, they'll buy another. Not all candidates are equal and I'm not interested in a trojan horse.

Taking notes on makeup styles from all you lovelies out there.

Finally got around to finishing Final Fantasy VIII. Been in the backlog unfinished for many, many years. I did enjoy it in spite of a few flaws i just don't like. Namely, the draw mechanic since it ruins pacing and some of the "puzzles" in the castle are straight bullshit.

Nope. I'm nobody. But I'm from California and I listen to what Newsom actually says and does as opposed to what his brilliant social media team posts. He isn't the one. So if Establishment Dems are behind him and he doesn't change, I'll be a thorn in his side.

How long before BlueMAGA coins the term "Newsom Derangement Syndrome"

And, to reiterate, it's not JUST trans people! Plastic Gavin Newsom is a billionaire boot-licking, homeless-hating, labor-loathing, ICE-supporting, genocide-denying son of privilege.

Any man who shits on people he sees as beneath him has no business standing above anyone.

Back to the Ragnarok to visit the Island Closest to Hell. No real point in leveling the characters that won't have junctions but why not.

Too bad I'm out of the running for bottom surgery due to policy changes. Had the party all planned out. Woulda had a dick piñata so i could beat it one last time.

Example of preemptively moving the goalposts: 4 alarms in the morning The goal was always the fourth alarm but we're gonna pretend to want to get up earlier.

Humans are strange creatures. Why perpetuate suffering when we could all be having fun?